Chapter 580

"Zuo Zhan, ask yourself, I never owe you anything."

"As you said, if you don't owe each other, don't disturb each other, and go back on your word, what do you want? Don't you like me to live a peaceful life? Think I should... Be fooled by you as a plaything?"

"Seeing that we have known each other since childhood and I have treated you fairly well for so many years, I really beg you, Zuo Zhan, don't come to me again from now on, that's all."

After wishing, he turned and picked up the coat on the hanger and strode out.

As soon as I opened the door, a hot wind came to my face at night.

Wishing took a deep breath and went straight out.

Before she stepped out of the small courtyard of the house, even as soon as her hand touched the door handle of the courtyard, she was bound by a force in the rear. Regardless of her struggle, she directly held people back.

Zuo Zhanshun took the door with his hand. After locking it, he threw her into the single sofa in a few steps.

As soon as he got up, he covered his tall body directly and wrapped it around her cheek, forcing him to look directly at himself, "have you lost your temper enough?"

"Tired? Headache?"

Zuo Zhan's voice is very deep, and it is cold and thin in his low voice.

But I can't feel any blame and questioning, or even a trace of concern in it.

Wishing may also be confused by his words and forget to respond for a time.

Zuo Zhan sighed helplessly and rubbed her forehead and temples. "What's going on? Don't listen to me."

Wishing moved his lower lip. Without saying anything, Zuo Zhan leaned over and held his lips. He didn't ask for much, but just wanted to interrupt her. However, this contact burst out of unbearable longing and longing. Zuo Zhan reluctantly changed from tenderness to strength. He didn't let go of her until wishing was out of breath and close to suffocation.

"The time I lived in Yujin garden is really what I have always missed. Since then, we have become more and more..." Zuo Zhan couldn't say any more, and his depressed deep eyes showed irrecoverable pain.

He stroked her cheek. "Since then, I have gradually understood my feelings for you. From love to love, step by step, I am really an asshole, which makes you suffer a lot of grievances, but in this life, there will be many plans and changes, but I promised that it will be you in the end, and the ending will never change."

"You've always been in the planning of my life. You think it's very similar to Yujin garden. I don't deny that there are many other places besides here. I just want to bring you here one day and try to get up wherever you fall. There's no other meaning, okay?"

A broken relationship is like a broken vase. Zuo Zhan wants to put it all together bit by bit. The process will be difficult and there may be losses, but he will work hard and tirelessly.

The memory of his life in Yujin garden is the prototype of his remodelling.

He wants one day to let her open her heart to herself again, hold her hand and live a good life.

Zuo Zhan's eyes are full of honesty and sincerity. Even in his deep eyes, he can read a trace of affection.

Wishing to avoid his eyes, he was bound and couldn't move.

She struggled to push him away, but her confused thoughts and messy emotions didn't know what to do.

"What's the use?" She said after a long time, and her voice was as cool as water. "The past is the past. At that time, she didn't cherish it, and now she doesn't deserve to miss it. Zuo Zhan, just let go, can't you?"

"No."

Zuo Zhan looked at her with low eyes, and there was no need to talk in a cold tone.

"I never thought of letting go of your hand. It was for your body six months ago. At that time, I had no choice but to lie to you. This is the only time. In the future, I will not tell you a lie or let go of you. I will face it with you whether it is life or death."

"Oh." Make a wish, indifferent and in no mood.

Should I believe it?

Maybe.

But why believe it again.

When Li Mengyao set fire to her and seriously injured her, Zuo Zhan chose Li Mengyao. When Hongjiang kidnapped her, she blocked the knife for him, but he chose to push him away and hurt her. When he stabbed her, he still chose warmth.

A person who abandons her again and again, why should he make a wish believe again.

The trust between them has long been destroyed.

It was destroyed by Zuo Zhan himself.

Even the opportunity to rebuild trust was destroyed by him.

Even if everything happens for a reason, even if it is excusable, who can guarantee that he will not choose to leave her again and choose others in countless days and nights in the future?

The so-called one-time failure, not a hundred times.

It sounds ridiculous, but that's how it works in relationships.

Who is not the first person, who is not stumbling through his life, who should tolerate and tolerate who.

"After all, you want to talk to me. OK, let's talk." Wishing calmly lowered his head, pointed to the side of the single sofa and motioned to Zuo Zhan to sit down first.

Zuo Zhan couldn't understand what she was going to say, but he also knew that there must be no good words. He frowned. "What you want to say makes me lose my heart. Don't see you, just save it."

He didn't go to the side sofa, but sat sideways on the armrest beside making a wish, took out his cigarette box, smoked a cigarette, lit it, vomited a cigarette ring, and then said, "we almost grew up together. Childhood is not too much."

"The first time you were with me, and the first time I was with you. No one can replace your feelings for each other. Make a wish. I know you can't forgive me for a while. It's okay. I'll wait for you. During this period, you can do whatever you want. Lose your temper and make trouble. I'll accompany you. Even if you beat me a few times a day, I'll suffer, but don't push me away, huh?"

"Don't mention this first, just say me and you. From all aspects, apart from two previous marriages, other conditions are not bad? I'm just 29 years old. I've cured my illness and recovered. If I really get married, there are many choices. So are you. Zuo Zhan, what happened before, no one can change, and we shouldn't keep chasing. Go back and look forward, no Right. "

Zuo Zhan was silent.

How can he feel more and more when he listens to the words of making a wish... With her, he wants to kick him away and find someone else?

"Look ahead, who do you want to see?" Zuo Zhan took a deep breath, and his cigarette finger picked up his wishing cheek, "surnamed Xi, isn't it."

Zuo Zhan knows very well that no matter what Liao Jiangcheng has done and whether they have been together for half a year, they have no feelings for Liao Jiangcheng and whether they like it or not.

Don't ask why, when you really like a person, your eyes can't deceive people!

Therefore, even now, Zuo Zhan can admit that Liao Jiangcheng is a romantic enemy, but it is only a wishful thinking imaginary enemy.

But Xi Yan, who did not move but remained calm, was the most deadly existence that left the diaphragm and even hated it!

Because wishing to communicate with Xi Yan is real, there is no interest relationship, and there is no intrigue, only feelings

"Even if so, you don't like him." Zuo Zhan looked at her firmly, "the person you really like is me."

Even if every time he says this sentence, Zuo Zhan is also contradictory and suspicious, but he doesn't care. Only when he says it and believes it, can he make a wish seriously and his position will not be shaken.

Zuo Zhan would rather be conceited than deny it.

"If you don't like me and don't care about me, why do you hold such a grudge against me? You can forgive and release your warmth and Li Mengyao, but you hate me so much. Don't you prove it? Make a wish, you say the sky is gone, and you still have me in your heart!"

"At this point, you won't accept Xi, let alone Liao Jiangcheng. You can only talk to me."

Wishing has been listening, there is no denying that the heart gradually sinks with Zuo Zhan's voice, like a knife.

If she had known that her feelings could be tortured like this, she would rather die than touch it. But now it's too late. She and Zuo Zhan have long been trapped in it and can't extricate themselves.