Chapter 581

"Don't talk about this first, okay?"

Zuo Zhan rubbed his eyebrows with one hand to ease his mood. His deep eyes also recovered some Qingming. "I'll make something to eat again. You should be hungry. How much to eat."

"Zuo Zhan." Wishing stopped Zuo Zhan who was going to the kitchen.

Zuo Zhan turned around and looked at the complicated and cold expression of wishing. Suddenly, a bad hunch sprang up in his heart. He didn't want to hear a word of the next words in his subconscious mind.

But without waiting for Zuo Zhan to say anything, the wish has come out smoothly, "I'm not in the mood and have no strength to argue with you. What can I do if I like it or not? Do I eat with this stuff? Do you live with these? Feelings, there are, and there is no way. We are all businessmen. We focus on profitability. When we can't afford to lose money, we should stop loss in time."

"It's true that more than ten years of feelings can't be abandoned overnight. No one can do it if they turn the page. But is it possible to stick to the present and don't think about the future? You and I understand the truth and don't need me to say anything, right?"

Zuo zhanning wants her to lose her temper as fiercely as just now, scold and beat him emotionally, and doesn't want her to say these calmly.

He has long felt the lethality of words.

But there has never been a moment like this.

Zuo Zhan was heartbroken. He often thought of what had happened, the various injuries he had promised, and his remorse and chagrin ravaged his internal organs like a sharp sword. At this time, every word also warned him of a bloody fact - he had completely lost his wish.

Whether he admits it or not, and no matter what he will be, this fact can no longer be changed.

Wishing to close his hair, he looked at a director and sighed, "I told you the truth. Maybe I won't choose a new relationship for the time being, but it doesn't mean anything. There are still decades in future life. Sooner or later, we will meet the most suitable lover, but it won't be each other anymore."

At this moment, making a wish is very clear that the man who is domineering in her heart has never put down for a moment, but this feeling is no longer hot and desperate at that time. It has become a shackle, a nostalgia, and even a habit. It forces making a wish alive and can only recognize advice, because of fear of loss and injury, and dare not have it again.

She has fallen on him many times. She can no longer trust Zuo Zhan and can no longer bear the heartbreaking pain. She can only force her to make a wise choice.

Zuo Zhan's aching heart was fragmented, and the bones of his clenched hands turned white. He looked deeply at the wish, and his scarlet eyes were full of pain. "In other words, you won't forgive me in your life, will you?"

"No matter what I do or say, even if I swear with my life and prove with everything in the left family, you won't believe me again?"

Zuo Zhan's voice, which he had been controlling, was dull and his thin lips stammered.

Wishing curled up his fingers, "yes."

Zuo Zhan's fist fell heavily on the wall, and the dull sound seemed to strike in their hearts, "don't hate me or forgive me. Make a wish, make a wish, you really make my life worse than death."

Completely lost her, with the passage of time, his weight in the heart of making a wish will decrease, until it dies. Even one day, when she hears the name "Zuo Zhan" again, she will only say that she used to be a friend

He will endure every minute and every second in this long time, enjoy endless loneliness, watch her fall in love, get married and have children... She will have a perfect life, and there will be no place for him in this life.

Is there anything more painful than this punishment.

No love, no hate.

Wishing will be free sooner or later.

And what about him?

Without her, what should he do!

"What do you hate?" Wishing whispered a few words, calmly pulled his lips and smiled, with some self mockery, "hate you for being ungrateful, playing tricks on me, or hate you... Abandoning me again and again? I was willing to give myself to you in those years, so I don't hate you." Instead of hating him, it's better to hate your own clumsy eyes. Only by being cheap can you blame others.

Wishing still didn't look at him, and his eyes were sad and cold, saying, "As for forgiving you, which one of the things you've done is worth forgiving? If I really forgive you, I'm sorry for myself. Besides, when you really treat a relationship, everyone has a habit of cleanliness. Isn't that right? Similarly, I can't accept that you've been with... So let's do it."

In the relationship, what is the most unacceptable to both sides? In addition to violence, the biggest thing is empathy.

The feeling of disgusting diaphragmatic response will last a lifetime. No one can achieve real forgiveness, just different choices.

Make a wish that you don't want to put yourself in this cage anymore. You work hard all day, thinking about whether there will be another Li Mengyao, or warmth, thinking about whether he has himself in his heart, and taking pains to guess and consider whether he will harm himself again... They want to be happy together. They talk about life. If you can't reach this point, you can like it again and love it again, What's the use?

Zuo Zhan's roaring brain is like being implanted with an electric drill. The buzzing drill is painful. "You still mind Li Mengyao, warm these two people."

He stepped close to her, lifted his wishing cheek when bending over, and looked at her with shallow narrowed eyes for a moment. "First, I have never touched them, and there has been no relationship between them. Second, one of them has been in prison and the other has died, and there will be no similar situation in their life. Can't it be? Finally -"

"What about you? Do you think about yourself when you ask if you mind me when you make a wish?"

Zuo Zhan probably shouldn't have said this, and he doesn't deserve to say it. However, as long as he thinks that making a wish may have moved his heart to Xi Yan and had intimate contact with Liao Jiangcheng, his heart is like lighting something, which makes him messy and painful!

Wishing coldly tightened her eyebrows. She just wanted to explain to him how it turned into such a topic. She subconsciously wanted to push him away, but she was more tightly hooped by the left.

Even the next second, Zuo Zhan bent over and directly blocked her lips.

There is no tenderness in the open and frank plunder, and the bite has the smell of punishment. No matter how hard he struggles to make a wish, he is as motionless as her arms in pliers, even if his mouth is stained with the smell of blood.

"Left..."

The fragmented voice of wishing was interrupted by the tearing of her clothes. Her surprised pupils tightened, and it was too late to react again.

Zuo Zhan's fierce action occupied everything, and his cold and thin hand had touched her skin.

"I don't want to force you any more, but you have to force me!"

No matter how strong and domineering Zuo Zhan pretends, he can't resist the panic and fear at the bottom of his heart. He has lost his wish. What else can he do to pull her back? No, he is a little anxious and flustered. He just wants to prove to her in the simplest, most rough and primitive way that she is his, now and in the future, all his life!

"Zuo Zhan!" He slapped him in the struggle of wishing, "do you still want to be strong?"

The slight pain somehow made Zuo Zhan's reason come back. He bent his knee on the sofa, shackled the man in his arms with his long arm, locked it tightly to her, and his thin cocoon fingers ran over her lip edge, "what's the matter with you? It's natural for me to do this!"

He has many reasons to explain, but he just doesn't want to explain them to her for the time being.

Wishing, who is in the mood to pay attention to his unreasonable arguments? Mao Li is about to push him, but Zuo Zhan grabs his wrist again. Listen to him, "answer me a question, or I'll fuck you tonight."

"What's the matter with you and Liao!"