"Is my past important to you?" The voice of beichengyao is cold, with some loneliness.
Nangong Yi's eyes are dim. Is it important? In fact, it doesn't matter, but he just doesn't want to know nothing about her past, which seems to be completely excluded, and her past seems to be not happy at all. He is sad and pitiful, but he only knows that he knows the pain when he hears the sad words from her every time, as well as the yearning and even * * when he wants to be around her from childhood. But these, beichengyao do not know, she just thought she was exploring her past, right? But beichengyao is very secretive about her past, so is it disgust?
"Is it important to you?" Beichengyao once again asked that there was a kind of unwillingness and a kind of despair. Nangongyi, why is he so paranoid about my past? Do you care so much? Even if you feel unhappy in my past, do you have to know? Do you have to tear up the pain?
Her past, in the western regions, there are only a few real joys. She doesn't want to mention such a past. She just hopes that she can live a little more relaxed and happy in the future.
"Just, I want to know." Nangong Yi's tentative answer is undeniable. He wants to know beichengyao's past and intervene in her past.
Beichengyao sneers, "you don't know my past, I don't know your past, it's fair."
Nangong Yi was shocked. There was a sense of anger. Was it fair? In her eyes, this is called fairness? Because I don't care, I don't want to know at all, do I? He tried his best to enter her heart, want to integrate into her life, in her eyes, in her eyes, are all unnecessary?
But there is a kind of secret pain in my heart. In beichengyao's past, it's really rare for me to be happy, isn't it? How else could it be so resistant? If beichengyao asked him to mention his past, he would tell her happily.
"If you really don't like it, I'm just curious." Nangong Yi took a step back and said, but his eyes were still blank.
Beichengyao smiled bitterly, and there was a cold feeling from the bottom of his heart. "Nangong Yi, I won't ask about your past, because I don't know you, so I don't care about what you have experienced in the past, what you have done, or even how many women I don't care about. I only care about the time after we know each other, or the time when we are together. That time, you treat me It's true. I'm very happy and I like it very much. Maybe in your opinion, I'm not good to you, only my brother is in my heart. But I can only say that I try my best to fall in love with you and try my best to be good to you alone. If you don't like it, then it's over. "
Beicheng yaodun continued to say, "I admit that when we first met, I saw you with feelings for my brother, but I knew you and my brother clearly, and I never regarded you as him, except for the time when I was injured in the Spring Festival, the time when you took care of me, let me think that when my brother and I were young, my brother always took care of me I will try my best to make sure that my brother is always with me. When I open my eyes, what I see will be my brother. For me, he is like a beam of light, which makes me feel warm. For me, no one can replace him, and you are the same. "
"So, in your eyes, you want me to replace that man, right?" Did Nangong Yi try to fall in love with me? So, still don't love me, do you? The people you said before that you would marry later are just saying, just pretending. Yeah, you beichengyao, don't you care about your brother alone? As for others, how can you care? So, you are all at your fingertips for cheating and using others? No one can replace your brother. Does Nangong Yi want to replace him? What he wants is to be single-minded. The one he loves must be in love with. All his life, as long as she is alone, he doesn't care about other women at all. It's ridiculous to hear her say that she only cares about the time when she is with her, but who is the person in her eyes?
"And if so?" Beichengyao is unwilling to go back. Does it mean that you have ulterior motives to get along with each other for so many days?
"Beichengyao!" Nangong Yi was enraged for a moment.
Beichengyao looks at Nangong Yi fearlessly.
"In your eyes, is he really your brother? You want to replace, but a false empathy do not love it! " Nangong Yi hated beichengyao so much that he said, "I have to say that you really know how to act. I almost believe it. When I look at you, you will look back. When I kiss you affectionately, you will respond. When I go to bed with you, you look at me, but you look at beichengyuan, and even shout his name? ”
beichengyao suddenly looked at Nangong Yi in surprise, and his heart seemed to be emptied for a moment. In his eyes, beichengyao was such a person. He wanted to speak in silence, but he laughed angrily. "Who knows? Maybe he will."
"I don't know if your brother also feels dirty."
"Pa!" A loud slap echoed all around the place, but Bei Chengyao threw it up without thinking. Nangong Yi, you are so cruel!
Nangong Yi didn't react at all. He only felt the burning pain on his left cheek. But this pain made him react to what happened just now. But what he saw was the back of beichengyao's turning around. He was determined to leave step by step. It seemed that there was a kind of hopelessness that could not be concealed.
Nangong Yi suddenly panicked. Beichengyao has her own pride. She has been living soberly. It seems that she must get some answers for one thing, but now she leaves without saying a word. If she is not really disappointed to the extreme, how can she let some puzzles stay in her heart? Nangong Yi clearly knows that if beichengyao is allowed to leave this time, I'm afraid she will It's true that she left. Beichengyuan was her scale. She never mentioned it. She wanted to forget it, right? He is mad, will mention that person, said so ruthless words, beichengyao must be disappointed? In fact, no amount of cruel words can compare with the pain of gouging out the heart in the last sentence.
"Northern Chengyao." Nangong Yi quickly steps forward and grabs the wrist of beichengyao. His voice is lightened.
"Go away!" Beichengyao threw Nangong Yi's hand away directly. "Don't you think it's dirty?"
Nangong Yi felt a great pain in his heart. He felt as if he had been caught by something. He apologized in a panic. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to. I was just mad."
"Is it?" Beichengyao laughed and said, "if you don't think like that, how can you blurt it out?"
Nangong Yi listened to beichengyao's laughter, and his heart was like a knife cut. Beichengyao had never laughed like this before. Such cold is satire, specious mockery, and that kind of deep hatred.
"Yao, I'm just" Nangong Yi said incoherently, and suddenly didn't know what to say.
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