"Yao, I'm just" Nangong Yi said incoherently, and suddenly didn't know what to say.
"What is it? Is it unintentional? Or on purpose? Nangong Yi, since I am so miserable in your eyes, why are you still close to me, or even fall in love with me, don't you feel sad? " Beicheng yaoleng's satire, she didn't know whether she was talking about herself or Nangong Yi. She just felt that her heart was empty, filled by the cold wind. How could it not be blocked? She felt shivering all over, angry? Despair? She has no mind to explore.
Nangong Yi felt a rage in his heart, but there was a chill in his arms and legs. "Pathetic?" He sneered and repeated, ah, it's really sad that he has been treated as a double from the beginning to the end, but he still wants to treat her wholeheartedly and go on with her. How sad is such a self?
"Isn't it?" Beicheng yaoleng asked, feeling a blur in the brain, clearly is very familiar with people, but so strange, no matter how close.
"Beichengyao, I just want to ask one question, just one. In your eyes, am I Nangong Yi or beichengyuan?" Nangong Yi felt that he was really looking for his own death at this moment, but he wanted to know the answer, even if it was a fake.
Beichengyao looks up at Nangong Yi, whose ivory color is as flawless as jade, whose peach blossom eyes are dazzled, whose black eyes are shining, as deep as an ancient well, and who is so strange and alienated when he looks at himself. Mingming is so familiar with the face, so excellent, excellent to only one eye will not forget, but this moment is so strange, it seems never know the same. "Yes, you are very strange indeed. You see, he doesn't know you so well." In the north, Yaozi ridiculed himself.
"If I said I saw you, would you believe it?" There is no need to answer in a dazed way. I stare at Nangong Yi without blinking. This is the first person who gives me different feelings, the first person who makes me willing to deliver, and the first man who makes me want to spend my life with him. However, in his eyes, you never believe in yourself. In his eyes, those so-called uncontrollable things are just pretending and acting on their own. Is it sad? Isn't it sad that she inherited Yao from the north?
Nangong Yi was silent. At this moment, he knew how much he didn't believe beichengyao. This was the answer he wanted, but when he heard it, he didn't believe it at all. When beichengyao said it, what he felt was not happiness, but deception, indifference, because he believed in his heart that beichengyao lied. He never believed it. In beichengyao In Yao's eyes, he can always distinguish himself from beichengyuan. In his opinion, beichengyao has put his feelings to beichengyuan.
Nangong Yi looks at beichengyao's eyes, amber eyes, which are rare. There seems to be a kind of charm in them, so clearly attracting himself. Beichengyao's eyes are always cold, with little emotion. But at this moment, he sees the hidden expectation, but in his silence, a little bit of broken, so tiny despair, even to drown him.
Nangong Yi is at a loss. He doesn't know how to deal with beichengyao. Beichengyuan is the most secret wound in her heart, which is also his. Many times in the middle of the night, he told himself, don't care about beichengyuan. He is beichengyao's brother, but her brother has no feelings between them. But these so-called self comforts are so thin that they can't stand a little setback. He hates himself. Why don't he believe in himself? Don't believe in beichengyao. What he wants to say, but he does In this moment, he can't do it. He doesn't hesitate to tell beichengyao that he doesn't care about beichengyuan. As long as he is with her, he doesn't care about anything else.
Beichengyao suddenly laughed, clear and beautiful, but when he heard it, it was so weird and scared.
"Nangong Yi, do you think you will always accompany me?" Beichengyao forced himself to ask that nangongyi was the only one who really moved himself. It was really unwilling to give up like this!
"Of course!" Nangong Yi couldn't wait to say it, but he opened his mouth and didn't make a sound. Instead, he was silent. This is their first dispute over beichengyuan. If they don't solve it completely, there will be a second and a third time. He doesn't want their feelings to be worn away. But he was also very clear that beichengyao's saying such a thing was the limit. She could not ask such a thing in humble words, and she could only ask such a question once. He thought that beichengyao was serious. In this feeling, she was more conscious than herself, but he dared not open his mouth. Now, he couldn't care about beichengyuan at all. Day by day, he would be crazy if he doubted. Similarly, he would drive beichengyao mad.
"Nangong Yi, that's it. Anyway, you are not indispensable to me. Besides, you are never short of women." Beichengyao said indifferently that his voice was like a wasteland in late autumn, desolate, lonely and lifeless. "Just when we have never known each other, whether you want to go to Ruan's house or stay in Jiuyou cult, I promised your parents that I would take good care of you and bring you back safely in this period of time."
Nangong Yi seems to have heard nothing, said nothing, and just looked at beichengyao stupidly. He was thinking about what he had been doing for many days. Why did they feel totally different between the two? It seems that in this feeling, he was even less confident than beichengyao.
Seeing Nangong Yi, beichengyao was unresponsive, and his heart was sinking. As expected, Nangong Yi's words were just empty words, and really only himself? It's just a whim to say what will always accompany you. Beichengyao sneers and satirizes his simplicity. How can people like Nangong Yi, who grew up among women, really care? I'm afraid he can't count the number of times he said. How can he take it seriously?
Nangong Yi suddenly pulled beichengyao into his arms, and his lips were pressed directly. He grabbed her lips, sucked her lips, and then he could not bear to pry open her lips, sucked her lips, and unscrupulously swept every inch of her lips, eager to prove something.
Beichengyao was struggling, but it didn't work at all. She didn't have much difficulty to break away from it, just didn't want to hurt Nangong Yi. Beichengyao silently endured, as if nothing had happened, didn't care, didn't respond, just let Nangong Yi kiss.
Nangong Yi's heart pricked a little bit, and the feeling of suffocation hit him, slowly releasing beichengyao. He would rather beichengyao struggle, rather beichengyao angry, better than such a complete lack of response, as if he was just dreaming.
Nangong Yi remembered that when she kissed beichengyao, she would smile, hold his chest, hold her and even respond to him, but it would never be so meaningless, as if nothing had happened, and the distance between the two people had never been so strong. He knows that he really hurt beichengyao.
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