Chen Jingyuan thinks that between him and Anyan, it can end later. He thinks that Anyan can continue to play dumb with him like this.
In the past few years, they have been close to each other. They have kissed many times, hugged each other and slept many times. But in the end, they still have to go their separate ways. But he didn't expect to be so fast. He always thought that they could get along well with each other in a few years.
Chen Jingyuan thinks of Anyan's kiss. It's greasy and sweet. She has a light rose fragrance. It's obvious when she's in love. He deeply remembers the taste of the kiss and the breath of Anyan.
Almost every time, Anyan comes to kiss him. He seems to accept, but seldom takes the initiative. Anyan may think that he can't bear to brush her face, but she doesn't know. He hopes every time that she can kiss for a long time, that he can love her for a long time, so he will respond to her from time to time. Every time, it seems that she is reluctant to leave, but in fact, it is he who has not finished. His half push and half indulgence, his intentional connivance, are pulling an Yan a little addicted, unable to stop.
However, he forgot that she was Anyan, Nangong Anyan. She was such a persistent person, but still so transparent. She could not care about three years of lonely waiting. But how could she forgive her family members for their use? This one thing alone has exhausted all her love for him, right?
An Yan smiles lightly, but she is still charming. She cuts her eyes and turns them around. As bright as light and colorful, she gathers all the splendor. An Yan steps forward and gently circles her hands around his neck, gently clings to his shoulder
for that moment, she is silent.
Chen Qi has taken a step back quietly, with light movements and no voice to disturb them.
Quietly and greedily, she allowed herself to be so close to him for the last time. She stroked Chen Jingyuan's forehead, eyes, nose, lips, chin inch by inch, and finally fell on his cheek, "don't say sorry, it's not your fault. I should have known that you don't love me. All along, I've been asking for love that doesn't belong to me. It's my own greed. You don't love me. There's no mistake. " Chen Jingyuan's heart ached, and there was a kind of dead sadness on his face, as if all his hopes were turned into ashes inch by inch.
An Yan stands on tiptoe slightly and kisses his lips. In the eyes of the Phoenix, she is bewildered and beautiful. "Chen Jingyuan, goodbye!"
Or, no more!
This is the last time she kissed him, and the only time she showed her true feelings so thoroughly. Unexpectedly, it was on the day when she and he were completely finished. Anyan felt sarcastic in her heart, so she willed this time, so close to him, so close to him, remember his breath, remember his temperature.
From this moment on, she will completely give up this relationship and correctly position them. They can be relatives, friends, brothers and sisters, but they will never be lovers again.
She thought that the three years of hard work had exhausted her life's joy, anger, sorrow, happiness and expectation, loss and despair in the three years of loneliness and happiness. In the future, she will enjoy more peace and tranquility when she falls and falls. Maybe later, she will use her heart to that person, but she can't give him such deep love. Will someone accept it? Anyan doesn't know and doesn't want to think about it.
Chen Jingyuan can't love her. Anyan feels sorry. It's not that she is not good enough, but that she and Chen Jingyuan have no fate, no matter their status, no matter their responsibilities, no matter everything outside. In the final analysis, there is no fate, right?
This world is never the one you love, you will get. There are too many people who love but can't. If Chen Jingyuan can be happy, an Yan thinks, she will bless.
For this relationship, she really paid all, perhaps the most unforgettable feelings at this time, perhaps, at this time, she is too ignorant, so easy to deliver all her love, and then she will struggle with all her heart power, but even so, she will not regret later.
Maybe when I grow old in the future, looking back on my feelings now, I think it's a kind of happy, sad and beautiful love, which is always unforgettable. Even if it's not unforgettable, she will remember, even if it's a person who will always remember.
An Yan smiled and thanked God for letting her meet her favorite man in the best years of her life and give him all her best things. The final result is not what she wants, but it is worth her cherishing. She will remember Chen Jingyuan, forever and forever. What she hopes is that Chen Jingyuan will occasionally think of her, and remember that there was a woman, such as I loved him so much.
When an Yan came down from the pavilion, she saw Qingdai standing in the hall.
Qingdai is the daughter of Muhan and mujin. She is as gentle as her father, but she is more gentle. Her back is facing Anyan. She is a gorgeous girl in blue. She just stands there quietly and quietly. She can't see her face clearly. She will feel that she is a unique beauty just looking at her back. Anyan thinks that Indigo is definitely the most attractive woman she has ever met, such as the elegant orchid and the clear lotus. I'm afraid that even she can't match her indifference.
"An Yan?" Qingdai turns around to smile at Anyan, introverted and beautiful.
"What's the matter?" An Yan asked with a smile? It seems that everything just now is not her own experience, never give her any blow.
"I know you're here. Are you better?" Anyan knew that she had seen anyin or yeyuxuan, and didn't cover up, "it's all right."
"Well, stay here or go back?"
"Go back."
Qingdai frowned and frowned, "don't you plan to show me him?" Qingdai has never met Chen Jingyuan and has always been curious.
"Qingdai, me and him, it's over." An Yan said with a smile, and went to lean on the chair.
Qingdai's eyelids suddenly jumped, as if she had some bad premonition.
"Did your mother ask you to come back to me?" An Yan sighed.
"They didn't know they ran out." Before Qingdai wanted to leave, her mother looked at her meaningful eyes and said uncertainly.
"Let's go. I don't want to stay here much. Just pack up and go." Anyan was very tired, but did not show it.
"Good." Qingdai nodded. She was always considerate.
Anyan wants to leave. Chen Jingyuan knows that, but Anyan doesn't see him when he leaves. He looks back and gets on the carriage.
When ye Yuxuan arrived at Chen Jingyuan's room, he was carrying wolf Hao in his hand. The strokes were blue. There were only a few dead branches, a few jackdaws, and Xiao Suo were defeated. It seemed that they were similar to Chen Jingyuan at that time.
"Yan Yan left?"
"So do you." The cold road of yeyuxuan.
Chen Jingyuan didn't answer, and ye Yuxuan was disgusted with his reaction, "what is the reason, you have to refuse Anyan all the time?"
Chen Jingyuan is very indifferent. He writes that "when people are old and have white hair, butterfly worries will come tomorrow. Looking back at the end of the earth, a touch of the twilight, a few jackdaws. " Inexplicable breath.
"Danshen is useless, you should be satisfied?" Night Yu Xuan way, voice is cold, "should tell me, why to refuse an Yan? Or a reason to refuse. "
Chen Jingyuan smiled bitterly, put down wolf Hao and looked at the calligraphy and painting on the paper. There was a kind of sadness that was on the verge of death.
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