When Anyan thought of this, the whole heart seemed to be stabbed severely by others, and the wound was stirred severely on her heart. Suddenly, the blood flowed across her heart, and her head was swollen and painful. All the time, she was flirting with herself.
"Anyan, what's the matter with you?" Chen Jingyuan finds out that Anyan is wrong and asks her about it in a hurry. He thinks he hurts her and lets her go. Chen Jingyuan wants to help her sit down, but Anyan shakes his head and reaches out to stop him.
Chen Jingyuan looks at Anyan's movements, and his eyes inadvertently ignore Anyan's expression. There is an ominous thought in his heart. Anyan seldom has such an expression. Once there is such an expression, it means she is very painful. For so many years, she only once revealed such pain in front of him. It was three years ago when Anyan showed his mind to him, The relationship between him and Anyan has changed, which seems to have blurred the profundity when they first met. For so many years, he and Anyan have been ambiguous and in dilemma, but for so many years, it has already passed, so quickly passed. Chen Jingyuan suddenly has a feeling that nothing can be left. Between the heaven and the earth, he is always alone. He seems to return to that year The Mid Autumn Festival of, that year, or the young girl's an Yan in the bright moonlight, in the distant glow of the light, in a flash, brilliant fireworks, hand holding the night glass, eyes burning at him, smile and ask him, like her, do you want to be with her?
After that year's great joy, I suddenly came to the sad mood, and then I recalled the sad and happy mood. I still remember that clearly and vividly, reminding him of some resistance things all the time.
That night's Moonlight, lights, fireworks, will always be kept in memory after that, so bright, bright, Chen Jingyuan always felt that it was the most beautiful scenery he had ever seen.
"I've always misunderstood you and our relationship, so let's become today's relationship, and then there will be today's debate, embarrassment, and embarrassment." Anyan said indifferently, her back is very straight, never bending down her proud back, but this time she finally forced herself to the point where there was no way to go.
"Chen Jingyuan, I haven't been willing to ask for so many years. I've always wanted to ask you something again." Anyan firmly looked at Chen Jingyuan, his eyes were as calm as water, as hot as fire, as if he was a general with a sword, invincible in the battlefield, and as brave as a queen. "Three years ago, I told you that I like you, even if I had a night's thinking, you still refused. Today, I asked you again. If to this day, Anyan of Nangong still likes you, do you want me?"
His memory seems to go back to the Mid Autumn Festival three years ago, so did the night's Anyan, who said that I like you under such brilliant fireworks. Her eyes are bright as the stars in the sky, as if they are full of countless stars, beautiful and dazzling.
Memory and reality seem to overlap. So beautiful, like the rose blooming in the morning dew, like the most brilliant pearl, this kind of elegant Anyan, only belongs to his Anyan. Three years! Anyan gave her all her persistence and love, and gave him the most beautiful youth and time. At that time, he could leave her a back figure. Now? She said she liked it again. Did he refuse it? She said she likes it. Can she bear to give up? Does he want to refuse again? But how much time does Anyan have? They have known each other for eight years, and Anyan has given him almost five years of love, but how many five years has Anyan wasted? And what can he afford her? How many years can I stay with her? In addition to the beginning, only these three years, how much heartbreak did he give her? Anyan is such a strong person, but he has been hurt so many wounds, stubborn waiting, these three years only once a year to meet, how does she persist in the afternoon?
Now she even said she liked him? Why do you want to ask again? Nangong Anyan, how much pride have you put down before you can allow yourself to ask again.
Chen Jingyuan is extremely distressed. What place does he have that deserves her to treat him so much? How many excellent men are there around him, and how many men are unparalleled in the world? What is he worth her nostalgia?
"An Yan" Chen Jingyuan's voice is hoarse.
An Yan looks at him firmly and beautifully. The chill in his brow can't cover the waiting and expectation in his eyes. "You just need to answer, to, or not to. I don't want to hear the rest of the nonsense. You want to say, and after you say the answer. "
"I" Chen Jingyuan was about to speak when Chen Qi's voice came in from the side. "Master, a woman named Qingdai is coming. She wants to see Nangong Princess and miss Baishao faint. Would you like to go and have a look?"
An Yan frowns slightly, and Chen Qi looks at them, perceives that the atmosphere between them is very strange, but it's hard to say anything. An Yan looks at Chen Jingyuan and is silent, waiting for Chen Jingyuan to choose an answer, which is not hard to say.
"Go to see indigo first." Chen Jingyuan said, firmly holding Anyan's hand, the strong hands seemed to convey a force to her, let her persist, "tonight, I will give you the answer, I promise."
"Why not now?" An Yan asked in a deep voice, "one word, not two." She looked at Chen Jingyuan and asked with a little smile, "it's rare that in your eyes, all the feelings between us can't let you even give me an answer? Three years of waiting, up to now, you don't even want to give me an answer? "
Chen Jingyuan felt a great pain in his heart. At that moment, it seemed that he had been cut by thousands of people. Anyan said only a simple fact, and he felt as if he had been sentenced to death. He did not know her heartache and felt the same.
Anyan pressed forward step by step, "I used to think that it doesn't matter how many years I waited for you. I want you to find that getting my love will be something you will never regret, but now that I'm tired, I want an answer, an answer that I can insist on or give up. As long as a result, even if the result is not what I want, I don't care 。 In the past few years, we did not meet much, but in only ten days, I would like to pay all the feelings that I have saved in one year, to you, what I can do, I have done, what I can give, I also give, maybe not what you want. For the love I want, I give all I have. I try my best. If I can't be benevolent, I will be willing. So, Chen Jingyuan, please give me an answer. "
If Chen Jingyuan can't fall in love with her, it's not Chen Jingyuan's fault. It only shows that they have no destiny.
"I'm sorry" Chen Jingyuan lowered his head and said three words in a deep voice. His eyes didn't look at Anyan, as if he didn't dare to look at her sad expression. Until this moment, he found that the only words he could give Anyan were "I'm sorry" from beginning to end.
Chen Jingyuan clenched his fist tightly. He had a premonition. The entanglement between him and an Yan was over.
Pride is like Anyan, elegance is like Anyan. She won't be pestering this fruitless love. Maybe without this incident, Anyan can wait forever. No, she can't wait, because no one will let her wait again. Anyan gives him the purest feelings, the most beautiful years, and accompanies him in the best time. Before, and even after, he has no luck
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