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With her delicate fingers, the hand holding the mug tightened slightly, and she made a sound of acknowledgment.

Being able to recover his voice and temporarily escape from this attack was his limit.

She couldn't forget the past. If she really chose to forget, then she wouldn't have voluntarily returned after two years.

"Are you trying to take revenge on the person who killed your child, or Zhu Jiangci?" Mo Yunlang asked, "You clearly know in your heart, that even if the one who harmed your child was someone else, Zhu Jiangci would still take responsibility, right? If not for his laissez-faire, how could you have been taken advantage of by someone else? You don't have the heart to deal with him. You can't forget him. That's why you chose to retreat again and again. Do you know what you're doing? I watched as you approached him, step by step, until you reached his side. Just like two years ago, the lessons of the past are not enough.

"I didn't." Su Qiao An subconsciously denied it.

Mo Yunlang sneered, "You didn't? If you didn't, why would you allow him to approach you time and time again? I didn't believe that you wouldn't have the chance to contact the outside world, and I didn't believe that you wouldn't even have the chance to sneak out. You're such a smart person, it's very easy for you to come back, but you didn't, and as you said that you couldn't do it to numb yourself, you let yourself get closer and closer to Zhu Jiangci.

"…"

Mo Yunlang's words had completely exposed the deepest secret in the bottom of her heart. She felt very embarrassed, and didn't have the courage to face it.

"Is that what you came here to say? If you have enough, I'll trouble you to leave my house immediately! " Su Qiao An ordered them to leave but he refused to turn back.

He laughed tauntingly. It was unknown if he was ridiculing Su Qiao An for not dying of evil intentions or ridiculing himself for not forgetting, "I will leave, but it's not now."

Mo Yunlang said as he took two steps forward, "Do you find my words unpleasant to hear, or do you simply want to drive me away because my words cut into your heart?"

"Everything is fine, that's my own problem. Don't overstep your boundaries!"

"Excess?" He drew closer. "If I had truly crossed the line, you would have already belonged to me. For the past two years, I've respected you, cared about you, and given up everything for you. I don't want any interest from you, nor do I need anything in return. If your son did not miscarry, what would you think of how he would treat you if nothing happened to him two years ago? You don't even have the ability to resist. You can only watch as your child calls someone else's mother and look at your child from afar. You can't even get close to him, since when has Zhu Jiangci ever had a shred of pity for you? You were kidnapped, but he still has a calm meeting, and he doesn't even care if you live or die. Everyone was looking for him, everyone was calling him, yet he brought his little lover to take wedding photos and travel abroad just to fulfill the promise he made to his little lover. Su Qiao An, why don't you think about the pain and suffering of lying motionless on your sickbed? "

He suddenly went silent, and was just a step away from saying that Su Qiao An could not get pregnant anymore.

Mo Yunlang's throat was so dry that it was hard for him to swallow, he was obviously stunned for a moment.

Su Qiao An, who had been listening to his criticism, had lost all color on her face. Her clear eyes were blank and numb, and she looked at a loss.

The layer of sugar paper covered in honey was torn apart, revealing a bloodstained past.

She dropped her hand in panic. The mug was placed on the counter. Water spilled out of it.

Su Qiao An was like a blind person who had just lost his eyes. His surroundings were completely dark, he could not find an exit, and he could not see his surroundings clearly.

"I'm sorry …" Mo Yunlang reached out and embraced her trembling body, regret and pain intertwined in his eyes as he replied, "I'm not trying to force you. I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said that nonsense. Don't be afraid, don't be afraid."

He was like a madman, harming others and injuring himself.

Because of Zhu Jiangci, he became extremely chaotic, and could not continue to ignore everything like he did in the past. He was not able to do it calmly so that she could slowly clear her mind.

He urgently wanted Su Qiao An to understand, wanted her to see clearly, there were some people that could not be touched, could not be approached.

But how did he forget? The cheats and betrayals she had experienced before had already engulfed that invincible female warrior. With just a slight stimulation, her pitifully weak shield might shatter. She might go crazy, and she might once again fall into a dead end.

It wasn't easy for him to pull Su Qiao An out, and it wasn't easy for him to watch her climb out, step by step.

Su Qiao An closed his eyes tiredly. The hole in the bottom of his heart continued to expand.

She didn't want to face that ugly past, so she instinctively wrapped herself in the silkworm's cocoon, attempting to erase all traces of the past.

That's right!

How could she forget?

If not for that accident, would Zhu Jiangci have regretted it? Would he do these things to her that she misunderstood?

No.

All this he did was not because of what he called love. He was doing all this because he hoped that his guilt would lessen a little, that his conscience would not suffer any more for the rest of his life.

As for her …

She actually mocked him for putting on a show while silently believing him, and she felt pain and conflict because of it.

"Qiao An, we don't need anything, can I take you back? Or... "Or like you promised me before, we'll go abroad and I'll accompany you wherever you want to go."

"I'm sorry." "I don't want to lie to you, I can't do it," she said hoarsely.

Mo Yunlang smiled in frustration, "You really don't even want to lie to me, I actually would rather listen to your lies than to hear you reject me. The most you ever said to me was thanks, I'm sorry, I've never been accepted by your side, you're not even willing to leave a small spot for me in the bottom of your heart."

She knew that it would hurt Mo Yunlang a lot, but long pain was better than short pain. In these two years, she had continuously explained to him clearly that she did not want Mo Yunlang to put in too much effort into giving away feelings that did not repay her, so she thought that in the future, she would definitely go to hell and let down such a good person …