Mo Yunlang clenched his fists tightly and suddenly released them.
She was the first to break the silence between the two. "Gratitude is not love. I tried, as you said, to start a new life, to accept others, but I couldn't."
Her heart was full of holes.
She had been deeply wounded by Zhu Jiangci, so she really couldn't hug another person again.
Besides, there was someone else in her heart. Wasn't it also a form of selfishness for her to choose to be with someone else? What right did she have to have such a good person?
"I've already lost my best self. I'm not qualified to accept your feelings, nor are I qualified to have a person as good as you. You should have everything, and the person who can bring you happiness is not me." Su Qiao An bit on his lips and forced himself to laugh.
It was just that she couldn't smile now. Her forced smile was even uglier than crying.
Mo Yunlang chuckled, "I understand what you mean, you don't need to explain."
There was no need to explain it so clearly. If it was spread out too clearly, it would only make him more embarrassed.
Breakfast is on the table. When you're done washing up, go and eat some. Mo Yunlang almost gave Su Qiao An no time to react as he walked out, as if there was some ferocious beast chasing behind him.
In the bedroom, only Su Qiao An was left.
Why didn't she accept Mo Yunlang?
The person who would clearly care about her and would use all of his strength to love her was Mo Yunlang.
Perhaps …
It was because his feelings were too sincere that she didn't dare to touch him! Because she was too terrible, she really wasn't worthy. Other than a body that was riddled with holes and a heart that was about to dry up, there was very little that she could give Mo Yunlang.
Mo Yunlang's good news caused her to suffocate and gave her too much pressure.
Qi Yuan Yuan knew about what happened between her and Mo Yunlang that morning and kept scolding her for being stupid.
After swearing, he hugged her in pain, "It's okay, even if we don't look for a second person, we can still live a good life."
Su Qiao An only grunted in acknowledgement, his response extremely faint.
The moment he thought about how she turned out to be this way, it was all because of Zhu Jiangci. He had almost sliced Zhu Jiangci into pieces, and in front of her, Yuan Yuan had scolded him until his head was drenched in dog blood.
If it wasn't because of this selfish and ruthless man, you wouldn't have suffered so much. If you didn't look at the Buddhist Sangha, even if you didn't have feelings, at the very least you would still be his wife. How could he do such a stupid thing? Qi Yuan Yuan exploded again, "You didn't know that after you left, I was almost going crazy from anxiety, how could I care about that? "He scolded him at his company and even slapped him. If Du Yanheng hadn't meddled with this matter, I would have definitely beat him up to vent my anger!"
Hearing that, Su Yun was startled, "What did you say just now?"
"What?" Qi Yuan Yuan was filled with righteous indignation, and she could not remember a single thing she said.
Su Qiao An said, "You've been to his company, and you've even beaten him?"
"That's right! Can he do that? My slap was still light, and at that time, I would even have the heart to kill him! " The more she thought about it, the more flustered and exasperated she became. It was because of him that Su Qiao An was able to be neither human nor ghost, he could only lie there like a dead man every day, his body had not even recovered yet, yet the people from Chu Family had already taken a bite, poured all the dirty water onto Su Qiao An and ran over to the hospital to make a ruckus.
She saw that her good friend had become muddle-headed every day because he lost his child, so she sealed off her heart and couldn't even speak.
Qi Yuan Yuan was also a mother and he had a child. Of course, he knew how painful losing a child was to a mother.
"You can't forgive Zhu Jiangci, you bastard. Even if you go to hell, you won't be able to repay him for the harm he did to you. Qiao An, you should be able to distinguish clearly that there are some things that can be forgiven, and there are some things that you can't touch for your entire life. I can't be merciful to him again. "
She had slightly changed her opinion of Zhu Jiangci because of his behavior during the past two years, but her heart still stood on Su Yun's side.
As a spectator, she could see everything too clearly.
Su Qiao An had suffered a lot because of Zhu Jiangci, so she definitely could not watch her good friend jump down the fire pit again.
"I know." Su Qiao An smiled because of her genuine concern for him. "Yuan Yuan, I know what I have to do."
"What's the use of knowing?" If emotions were something that was so easily controlled, then she wouldn't have to go to that extent two years ago.
"I don't want to force you to make any decisions. I only hope that you can protect yourself first and not be led away so easily by the nose."
"Alright." Su Qiao An smiled gently.
With that, Su Qiao An took a deep breath, looked at the time on her wrist watch, and said, "It's getting late, I came out to meet with you, and I still have matters to attend to, so I'll have to leave first."
"I'll go with you." As Qi Yuan Yuan said this, they stood up, paid the bill and went out of the restaurant together.
Qi Yuan Yuan accompanied her as they waited for the carriage. Not long later, a black Land Rover stopped in front of them.
Upon seeing the person who just got off the carriage, Qi Yuan Yuan immediately stood up with her thorns and instinctively shielded Su Qiao An behind her, "What are you doing here again? "Be careful that I sue you for harassment!"
Zhu Jiangci looked past her and landed on the delicate face of the lady behind her, "I'll send you there."
"You don't need to be so kind." "If you have the time, why don't you accompany your little lover? Our Qiao An doesn't need you to cry and pretend to be merciful, you really don't feel disgusted!"
Zhu Jiangci frowned, "I'm not talking to you."
"Yo, what a coincidence, I didn't talk to you either, I was talking to a dog!" She had just finished complaining to Su Qiao An about what Zhu Jiangci had done in the past, and now that Zhu Jiangci was actually right in front of her, her displeasure naturally fell onto him.
If not for this bastard, why would Qiao An have to suffer so much?
"Mr. Chu, you don't forget, there's still a debt of debt between you and Qiao An that you haven't settled. You also didn't forget what you did to Qiao An back then, and how that child died, I'm afraid you know it better than anyone else. Zhu Jiangci, if you really lose your memories, I don't mind helping you remember it once!"