Chapter 920

No anger!

When Chu Jiang's face was cold, it was more frightening than anything.

He didn't scream at the top of his lungs, or hit people or throw things with his grumpy hands.

When she looked at her so coldly, she felt frightened.

As a saying goes, words are a sharp sword that can hurt people. They hurt people invisibly.

Chu Jiangci is one of the best.

What he said sometimes was really heartbreaking.

Although she knows that Chu Jiang CI has consciously controlled his own emotions and vicious words, the shadow left by the past is too heavy for her. Every time he gets angry, she can't help remembering the scene of their confrontation in the past.

Sujoan held him tightly, buried his face deep in his chest, and made a muffled voice. "This time I was wrong. You said you were not angry, so don't ignore me any more."

She was afraid that Chu Jiangci would leave her here. That feeling of being abandoned was really bad.

Chu Jiangci didn't know what she was afraid of, so even if he was angry and wanted to leave alone, he would bear it. He didn't do that. He thought if he left, suqiao'an would be confused if he stayed here alone.

How can he bear to do what she hates when she doesn't like being alone in a confined space?

Chu Jiangci gently patted her on the back to show her to relax. "Well, I'll forgive you this time, but not next time."

He didn't want sujoan to develop the stubborn character of having to swallow bitterness, supporting himself when he had difficulties, and refusing to tell him anything.

This time, it's not small, it's not small.

It's not too serious, but it represents an attitude. If sujoan continues to develop this kind of temperament, how can she learn to rely on herself in the future?

Knowing that he was not angry, sujoan was relieved.

"You can always tell me now, when did you recover your memory?" He wanted to know when sujoan had recovered his memory. He really didn't find out.

Sujoan pondered for a long time, silently released the hand around his waist, retreated from his arms, lowered his head like a child who had done something wrong, and dared not look up at him. "On the day of the birth of the Tuanzi, didn't I sleep for a while after the operation? It was at that time that I thought it was because the birth of the baby was too exciting for me to pick up the lost memory. "

she actually did not know why she would suddenly pick up the memory again. All the things she had forgotten were remembered.

Little by little between them, including how she lost her first child.

To be honest, when she just recovered her memory, she felt very tired and didn't even figure out how to face Chu Jiangci. At that time, when she saw him, her heart felt very complicated, and she couldn't treat him with a warm smile.

She was like watching a movie. She was deeply involved in the play, which affected her. She couldn't help thinking about Chu Jiangci's harsh treatment of her and his disgust with himself.

At that time, she couldn't digest everything in the past. She could only say that she was tired and always avoided it.

Fortunately, at that time, she was able to rest safely because she had a child and Chu Jiangci had no doubt about it.

As time goes on, her resistance to Chu Jiang's Ci seems to be less intense. Instead, she laments the hard won life.

Seeing Tuanzi grow up little by little and change slowly, she thought that she should live in the present, rather than let the old events that had passed for a long time continue to affect her mood and his current life.

Chu Jiang's resignation to him is very good and has changed a lot. For her and her children, he, who has always been unyielding, learned to give in and tolerate, and also learned to compromise. This is a very difficult thing to do, but he did it.

She can't always hold on to a person's past and negate all his efforts with his past actions.

That's what suqiao'an thought. She slowly let go of the barrier that she couldn't walk through in her heart.

It can be said that Tuanzi is a great hero. Her arrival has changed suqiao'an a lot. She is not as stubborn as before.

Her words also complicated Chu Jiang's mood.

He guessed that suqiao'an had only recently recovered her memory, but she didn't expect that she had remembered everything so early. She kept silent and didn't say anything to herself. He was as busy up and down as an idiot and didn't know anything.

Knowing that she had given birth to a child, he thought of the past. Chu Jiangci's expression also became solemn. "No wonder you were strange at that time and cold to me..."

He didn't understand it at that time, but now she understood it because she thought of the unbearable memory. For a while, she couldn't face the culprit who hurt her and caused her so miserable life."You said you wouldn't be angry, you Are you not angry? " At that time, she couldn't digest that heavy memory. How could she tell Chu Jiangci that she remembered everything?

And Tuanzi was just born. She was so happy to see Chu Jiangci. She couldn't bear to tell him that this might be bad news for him.

She has been patient for such a long time, even she has figured it out and won't go to the top of her head again.

"I have no right to be angry." Chu Jiangci was just mad to treat her so coldly. In fact, he was the most unqualified person to be angry. Without him, suqiao'an might be very happy. She would meet a person who loves her. They would form a stable and happy family. She would live a happy life, at least not need to To face so many unjustifiable accusations, and should not be the abuse she bears.

"Do you hate me?" Chu Jiang said with a dry throat, "when you think of all that, are you also blaming me for not wanting to see me? Without me, you would have lived more... "

"No way." Sujoan interrupted him, "even without you, I would not be happier than I am now. To be honest, I did hate you and blame you, but it took so long for me to find out that my hatred for you is less than the feelings I have accumulated for you for so many years, and I still love you. Even though I know that it's very self-esteem, I also want to find a mean one for each other and be able to weigh heavily The new excuse to stay together... "