Sujoan thought for a moment, and thought it funny. "You say we are both so old and still here arguing about the past. Is it interesting to ask questions? Whether I remember the past or not, it doesn't mean anything. After all, we have children, right? "
For the sake of children, even if she has resentment and hatred, she will choose to endure. All things are focused on children.
What's more, in fact, she had no resentment for Chu Jiangci. Otherwise, she would not have accompanied him with her children.
As Li Quan and Qi Yuanyuan said, before losing her memory, she also chose to forgive Chu Jiang's Ci. That means that after so many experiences, she still can't let Chu Jiang's Ci go and still choose to give each other a chance to start anew.
So, what does she have to worry about?
Plus the birth of the child, it really made up for her too much regret, but also let her see a lot of things.
With the arrival of Tuanzi, the child's unfortunate miscarriage can be relieved.
Not to tell Chu Jiang Ci, her memory recovery is the best way for her to weigh the advantages and disadvantages.
Chu Jiang's eyes were deep. When he gazed at her, he was serious and focused. He looked at Su qiao'an's sincere smile, and his heart seemed to settle down.
She's right. She's already a parent. Why don't you worry about the past.
Even sujoan himself can let go, so he doesn't have to hold on to each other and make each other miserable.
After thinking for a long time, Chu Jiang's speech finally had some reaction.
He saw sujoan sitting by the bed, and he sat by, with the sleeping ball in the middle of the bed.
Suqiao'an looked back at the child and saw that the child was sleeping soundly. She couldn't help but raise her lips to show a gentle smile. "If we hadn't met in the first place, I wouldn't have such a lovely daughter as Tuanzi, and the assumption you just set up couldn't be true at all."
If the world really has regret medicine to buy, then the world is in a mess, right?
Besides, no one knows that if she chooses a future without him, she will be happy and stable.
Happiness means different things to everyone. For her, looking for Chu Jiang CI is her greatest happiness.
In the past, she always felt lonely and painful on the way to find him, but now she found that the way to him was not only a road full of brambles, but also a way to ignore those who had helped her and really defended her.
She has gained sincere friendship, and also has a brilliant career by herself. She has worked hard for what she likes, and has obtained rich returns.
It's her heart that is too greedy. She can't see the beauty at hand. Only when she looks far away at what she hasn't got, she feels miserable.
When she finished, she took a look at Chu Jiangci, and the smile on her face never faded. There was only gentle flowing quietly in her clear eyes. "If you really can't let it go, if I tell you I don't regret meeting you, will you feel better?"
Some things, not only for her, but also for Chu Jiang's speech, right?
It should be said that he is the catalyst that caused the injury, which is more painful than her. In the face of the current stability, he should also be full of insecurity like himself, always worried that he would disappear in the blink of an eye.
Both of them are so insecure that they can feel the warmth only when they depend on each other.
Although Chu Jiang's speech didn't answer directly, Su qiao'an could see from his eyes that he was also slowly putting it down. Compared with the anger and fear that she had just recovered her memory, he is calm now.
I could hear what she said and understand why she had to hide it.
He can understand and let go.
"You seem to be in a bad mood all day today. Can you tell me why?" Chu Jiangci suddenly asked.
Suqiao'an was slightly surprised. She thought that Chu Jiangci didn't find himself unhappy because he didn't ask all day, as if he didn't know she had something on her mind.
The woman is so strange. She wants to hide Chu Jiang's words and let him find out something wrong at the first time.
When he really asked, she began to hesitate whether she should ask, or should continue to hide.
Sujoan thought for a while. She smiled and shook her head with relief and said, "it's all right."
It's really OK. She's already figured it out. On the bus, she's slowly figured it out.
It's not easy for her to walk with Chu Jiang CI. She shouldn't doubt his intentions.
Everyone saw Chu Jiangci's efforts. She couldn't pretend to be deaf and dumb, pretending to see nothing.
Qi Yuanyuan said, "what kind of person is Chu Jiangci? No one knows better than you. Otherwise, you will not choose to plant it on him again and again. A person who can make you give up your principles, self-esteem and so many years of waiting will not let you down. Instead of saying that you are doubting him, you are doubting yourself. You are right now I'm afraid that Chu Jiangci will fall in love with other women if I don't have confidence? You just think too much. If Chu Jiang's words are so easy to empathize and don't fall in love with each other, how can you keep them for so many years and eat so much bitterness to open his mind? "Qi Yuanyuan is right. She is not suspecting that Chu Jiang's words are not specific, but that she does not have any confidence in her poor self.
She felt that she was honed by life without any passion to speak of, and could not compare with those girls who were young, beautiful, and young. She lost her self-worth, and would worry that she could not even count accessories in the future, and could only be regarded as disposable rags.
"Are you sure you're ok?" It's not that Chu Jiangci didn't find something wrong with suqiao'an, but there are so many people today, and he didn't find the right opportunity to have a good talk with suqiao'an alone.
It's not easy to be free now. Naturally, he wants to ask a clear question. He wants to know what suqiao'an is thinking and why he is so upset.
Sujoan looked straight at him and nodded seriously. "I'm sure it's OK."
She still didn't want to talk with Chu Jiang CI about her worries. Chu Jiang Ci was a little unhappy, but he was not as angry as he had just been.
Let suqiao'an change, learn to rely on him a little more, this is a huge project, maybe he needs to spend a lifetime to let her learn to change.
Thinking of this, Chu Jiangci sighed helplessly at the bottom of his heart. He had no choice but to take Su qiao'an