Chapter 155

"No, you are too weak to do so much exercise now."

Ji Yan helped me up.

I pushed him away. I didn't hate him. I just resisted.

"I'm going back now, right now." I barely stood still and looked at Ji Yan.

He is vague in my eyes now, like a few of him swaying in front of me.

"Don't you understand? You can't stand such a rush with your body now!"

Ji Yan came over and tried to catch my wrist. I stepped back a few steps.

"Do you think I'll manage so much now?"

Ling Mofan's current situation should be much more serious than mine. My minor ailments and pains are nothing compared with what he wants now.

Ji Yan's face is a little sulky. I know he is angry, but now I don't care so much.

"Ye Jinyun, what do you think you can do now? Can you give Ling Mofan any substantial help now? You can't. do you know what he needs most now? Calm down. He can't get any stimulation now. If you are the first person he sees when he wakes up, can you make sure he doesn't have any emotional fluctuation? "

Ji Yan's voice is not big. It falls to my ears, but it gives me a hard blow.

"But I just want to be with him."

All this is caused by me. I should pay it back, even if Ling Mo fan refuses to forgive me.

"You can't even take care of yourself now. How can you take care of him?" Ji Yan is pressing me, and his shadow is shaking in front of my eyes.

Shaking my head, I want to shake away the shadow in my eyes, but it's useless.

"Ye Jinyun, don't let him worry about you."

Ji Yan's hand was on my shoulder. This time I didn't retreat because I had no strength to retreat.

Holding the pillar in front of me, I barely stopped.

"Is it uncomfortable?" Ji Yan asked when he saw that I didn't look very good.

"No I wave my hand.

"I just hope that when you appear in front of Ling Mo fan's eyes again, you will be a complete and peaceful Ye Jinyun. Just think it's for him, and you'll have a rest for two months, OK?"

I saw for a long time to see clearly Ji Yan's eyes now. I don't know what kind of emotion it is.

There are worries and A little pain.

I don't understand what he is feeling now, and I have no scruples.

"Two months? It's been too long. " I shook my head.

These two months may be a flash to others, but for me, it's too long, and it's the same for Ling Mo fan.

Two months can really change a lot of things. If Ling Mo fan wakes up and still can't see me, will he completely chill my heart? Maybe it's a good thing for him, but for me, it's like the sky has collapsed.

I don't want to, I don't want to, I don't want to.

"Two months is the limit. Even if you don't agree, I won't let you go." Ji Yan has made up his mind to hold my hand. This time I can't get rid of it.

"You..." I stare at him and see the firmness in his eyes.

"You don't have to look at me like that. I'm a doctor. It's my natural duty to take care of my patients."

I suddenly let off steam when I said something like that to him.

"Ji Yan, I beg you. You don't understand what I feel now. I'm really afraid of losing Ling Mo fan."

I lowered my head. Ji Yan around me suddenly didn't respond. I looked up at him. He just put away the complicated look in his eyes.

"I understand." He said, "I understand how you feel now, and I'm afraid of it."

Ji Yan turned his head and looked at the traffic coming and going.

I guess he was referring to Ling Xiying. After all, he had a relationship with Ling Xiying, and I couldn't think of a second person besides her.

"In that case, why don't you let me go back? You know the pain. Why don't you let me go? Is that how you want to torture us? " I asked him out loud.

Will Ling Mo fan and I suffer for his so-called duty as a doctor? I think it's a bit excessive, though I know he didn't mean to.

Ji Yan heard me, suddenly turned his head and looked straight at me. The things revealed in his eyes made me frown, which was a bit like Ling Mo fan's feeling of looking at me sometimes.

I didn't feel comfortable with the look and turned away from him.

After watching for a while, Ji Yan suddenly laughed, "you just think I'm like this."

I don't look at him in disbelief.

"Ji Yan, who do you think you are? How can you control my decision? Don't you think you're being selfish? " My words began to become unscrupulous.

Although the subconscious is telling me that I shouldn't talk to him like this, that's what I said.The sadness in Ji Yan's eyes flashed by, and then he quickly covered up the past.

I began to feel a little guilty about what I had just said.

What am I doing? Ji Yan came all the way here, but I said such hurtful words to him.

"I really want to be selfish this time."

Two people were silent for a long time, Ji Yan suddenly said so.

I looked up, he did not look at me, just looking at the ground our shadow, long eyelashes covered his eyes.

"I don't want to talk to you anymore. You let me go."

I put his fingers on my wrist one by one, Ji Yan firmly.

Girls can't compare with boys in strength.

"I said I would not let you go."

He beckoned for a taxi and shoved me in.

After getting on the bus, he reported the address of my mother I just told him.

"You let go!" I want to open the car door and be stopped easily by Ji Yan.

"Drive." He said to the driver.

The driver thought that we were little lovers fighting and didn't say anything.

"Ji Yan, why do you make your own decisions? Who are you to me?" I yelled at him and kept patting him.

Ji Yan easily grasped me with one hand, "if you are obedient, I don't have to use such unreasonable way."

He also knew that he was unreasonable, so he still did it!

The driver watched us silently through the rearview mirror.

He is an uncle with a beard and looks very kind. Also very enlightened advised us: "Miss, your boyfriend has coaxed you like this, you don't get angry."

I probably understood the meaning of what he said, and I was so angry that I couldn't speak. I felt too subdued.

Turning his head, Ji Yan has a smile on his face. When I see him, he immediately converges.

"Aren't you going to work? When I get to my mother's house, you can go quickly. "

I began to have other ideas. Since I can't leave now, Ji Yan will always leave. I have plenty of opportunities to go back.

"Don't worry, I'll see you enter the house with my own eyes." He said faintly.

“……”

I began to be speechless. Ji Yan, who usually looks so gentle, how could he be so short today.

Along the way, no matter what I say, Ji Yan is hard and soft, I gradually have no energy to make trouble, then wait, wait for him to leave.

Looking out of the window, the sky is sunny, which is totally different from the gray weather in China. But at the moment, I think the weather in China is more suitable for my mood.

It's too cloudy to see the result.

I don't know how Ling Mo fan is now. Someone should be looking after him.

Thinking of this, I suddenly worried more about him. Who else is around him. He had a car accident, Ling Qingshan to take care of Ling, Ling Chenyun and Ling Xiying, not to mention, the only one left is Su Huixue, and she, will worry about him? Of course, the answer is No. Su Huixue will go to see him symbolically at most.

So now, besides the doctors and nurses in the hospital, who will take care of him.

Originally, Ling Mo fan side in addition to me, really no one else.

I can imagine how desperate he was when I left that piece of divorce agreement.

I looked at the sky, silently in my heart said countless times I'm sorry, I hope the sun will come out tomorrow, so that the sun can bring my guilt to him.

……

The car stopped in an alley.

"The lane is too small for the car to drive in. Go in yourself. It's not far from the address you said." Said the driver.

We nodded, got out of the car, the car left in front of us, raised a few leaves, it seems that our current environment is a little bleak.

My mother lived here for decades.

Looking around, it's not prosperous, or even dilapidated, but it's very clean. It's totally different from a city with only high-rise buildings.

But compared with that, I prefer this kind of environment. The city is too cold.

"Jinyun!"

In front of the alley corner out of a person, see clearly our figure, she suddenly called out my name.

It's my mother. She came back here after we returned home.

"Ma." I called her all over, and somehow I wanted to cry.

Sure enough, sad emotions only erupt when you see someone close to you.

"What's this?" She pointed to Ji.

She didn't see him during that time in China, so she was a little curious.

"My friend, Ji Yan." I gave them a brief introduction, it seemed a little cold, but my mother did not see it.

"Hello, auntie. I'm Ji Yan." Ji Yan doesn't care about that."It's a friend. Come in and sit down." My mother said warmly.

"No, he has something to do. He should have no time." I took the initiative to speak for Ji.

Ji Yan looked at me, "Auntie, I'm ok. I have plenty of time."

My mother looked at him and at me, "Jinyun, what's the matter with you? When a friend comes, how can he stand outside? Come on, go in. It's dusty outside. "

My mother was leading the way and motioned us to follow her.

I don't understand looking at Ji Yan. He didn't say that before.

"Don't you still have a job? Why are you so idle! " Seeing my mother in front of me, I asked Ji Yan in a low voice.

How can I get a chance to leave before he leaves?

I suspect he said that on purpose. Then his eyes told me that's what he said on purpose.