The anger in my heart hasn't had time to vent. Ji Yan's next words make me more angry.
"My job here is to watch you well, so you don't have to think about sneaking away when I'm away. I'll watch you all the time." He said in a voice my mother couldn't hear.
I began to be angry. A good one suppressed first and then raised. It turned out that he lied to me from the beginning.
Without waiting for me to speak, Ji Yan quickly walked to my mother and took refuge, which made me even have no chance to break out.
The two of them had a good conversation in the front, and I followed behind, angry but not angry.
During their conversation, Ji Yan also turned to look at me. It makes me even more depressed.
In the future, people who see this kind of harmony should be on guard again and again. This kind of talent is often more terrifying, and they are more careful.
Back home, my mother warmly brought us tea and water. Ji Yan made her happy. She didn't even pay much attention to me.
The house she lives in now is not too big, with one room, one living room and a small kitchen.
Although it's not big, it's still full of light, and there are some green plants in it. I like this kind of house, which can give people a warm feeling.
"The house is a little small, you don't mind." My mother said with a trace of apology.
"It's OK, auntie. The house is very good." Ji Yan said.
"So you are Xiao Xi's uncle. No wonder you two have similar personalities." During the conversation, my mother suddenly exclaimed.
I was glum drinking water, suddenly choked by what she said.
Are Ji Xiaoxi and Ji Yan similar in character?
Don't worry about it. Ji Xiaoxi is much simpler than Ji Yan. Ji Yan is a real smiling tiger. I used to think the same as my mother, but now I find that Ji Yan is a real smiling tiger.
Their conversation was suddenly interrupted by the movement on my side, and they looked at me strangely.
"Jinyun, what's the matter with you?" My mother finally began to notice me. I thought she was chatting with Ji Yan and forgot about my daughter.
"It's OK. It's just choking." I put the water cup in my hand on the table and looked at Ji Yan with a meaningful look. He still has a warm face.
It's enough to hide.
"When you drink water, you should also pay attention. Don't always think about other things." Ji Yan reminds us.
There is something in his words, which probably means that I want to escape.
"Jinyun is just like this. She is careless." My mother helped me with a smile.
"You're busy with your work. You'd better go now." I hasten to, even my mother here also ignore.
Ji Yan stayed in my house all the time, and I was always on my feet. He can't stay here all the time.
"Jinyun, you are also a guest. How do you speak?" My mother gently reprimanded me.
"It's OK, auntie. I'm used to it." Ji Yan didn't care about my words and looked at me with a smile.
I'm more upset.
"Forget it, it's too late. I really need to go." Ji Yan looks at his watch and stands up.
Ji Yan finally agreed to go, I almost surprised to call out, but due to this performance is not very good, or hold back.
"So fast? Why don't you stay for dinner?" My mom wanted me to stay.
"Oh, no, Ma, he's really busy with his work." I took my mother's hand.
Ji Yan watched me perform in silence for a long time. He said, "well, auntie, I really have some other things, so I won't stay any more."
"That's a pity. If you have time, you must stay for dinner."
"Certainly."
With that, Ji Yan goes to the door.
I looked at his back, happy at the same time began to doubt.
Didn't he make up his mind not to let me go? Why is it so easy to let go now.
Seeing him open the door, when he was ready to go out, he turned back and said, "Jinyun, you should have a good rest, your body can't run any more, otherwise it will be dangerous."
Then he gave me a deep look and closed the door.
My eyes narrowed with joy suddenly widened.
Ji Yan seems to remind me, but in fact, he said it to my mother, and he exaggerates it.
I was not going to tell my mother about my health, because she would not agree with me to run around like this.
But now Ji Yan has said that, and has not given me an opportunity to explain, because my mother now believes what he said.
"Jinyun, is that true?"
Sure enough, my mother began to ask me after Ji Yan left.
"No, Ji Yan exaggerates a little bit. I don't have anything right now."I quickly denied it, but I felt guilty. Although Ji Yan exaggerates a bit, my words are true and false.
Now I can't be more clear about my own body, because just after the birth, my body is not too optimistic.
"He's a doctor. How can he not understand your current situation? He won't lie, will he My mother snapped.
For my body, she has always been intolerant of me joking.
"No, I'm fine now." I explained to her.
"No, I haven't. what do you look like now?" My mother said, seize my hand, "even the hands are cold, you want to say you're OK, I don't believe."
I was told by her that I didn't know how to sophistry. I could only bow my head like a student scolded by the teacher.
"Now that you've come to me, I've saved some money in recent years, so I'll take good care of you and take good care of you." She took me to a seat and said.
My mother doesn't know the current situation of Ling Mofan and me. She only knows that I have decided to divorce Ling Mofan.
"No, Ma, I have some work to do." I heard her say that, shaking her head like a rattle.
I have to go back home to find Ling Mo fan. How can I stay here.
"Why? What else is more important to you than your own body? "
My mother very puzzled asked, in her heart, my health ranked first.
Although very moved, but now I really can't follow her wish.
Ling Mofan is more important than my body now.
"I I can't say I can't stay here anyway. I'm leaving now. "
I don't want to tell her the situation so that she won't worry.
"Now? You just came and left? Do you think going abroad is a joke? It's just a matter of time to go. "
My mother is less and less understanding of what I'm saying.
"I really have to go now." I firmly said, picked up just brought in the luggage, will rush out of the door.
"Wait for Jinyun. What's the matter with you?"
She is still keen to detect that there is something wrong with my state, although I also showed quite obvious.
I bit my lip and didn't want to tell her, but she wouldn't let me go without telling her.
"I I really can't say. "
"I'm sorry, Jinyun. I can't let you go. Please forgive my mother. In my heart, you are the most important."
My mother grabs me and refuses to let go. I can't shake her off too hard.
With a sigh, I told her the truth.
"That's what happened, so I have to go back to accompany Ling Mo fan now."
With that, I looked into my mother's eyes and said very seriously.
"Well, you are Mo fan is a poor child
"So, Ma, I really want to go back." I said anxiously.
"But Jinyun, it's useless for you to go back now."
Unexpectedly, even if I told my mother the truth, her words and deeds were also surprisingly consistent with Ji Yan.
"Now it's not the reason why it's useless. It's because I have to be with him. He had a car accident because of me. I can't ignore it like this."
I don't understand why even my mother doesn't understand what I'm thinking.
"So you went back because of guilt?" My mother asked me.
I hesitated and nodded.
"Then when Mo fan's injury is healed, will you still leave him?" She asked again.
This question suddenly stopped me. If Ling Mo fan is cured, will I continue to stay? It's a dilemma.
If I want to leave after Ling Mo fan's injury, will he collapse again? At that time, I will repeat the same mistakes as now.
Mingming said that I was the one who was not suitable for us to leave. Now Ling Mo fan is injured, and it's me who wants to go back.
I am really a tangled person. In fact, I can make up my mind now, but I know that no matter what decision I make, I will regret it in the future, so I dare not make a decision. I hate my indecision, but I have to do it.
"Now that you don't even think about it clearly, what can you do if you go back so rashly? So Jinyun, after Mo fan wakes up, it's not too late for you to decide whether or not to go back. If Mo fan really loves you, he won't care about this time. "
My mother is like a mirror, which clearly reflects the problems in my heart.
What I'm afraid of is that Ling Mo fan will be cold hearted when he wakes up to see me out and give up on me completely.
And I want to leave him, but I'm afraid he will forget me. It turns out that I'm selfish now.
Now is the time to test me and Ling Mofan."Jinyun, think about it. Now, I'd like to stay here. In other words, it's the doctor in that hospital. If there's any news, Mo fan will remind you. " When my mother saw me calm down, she took down my luggage, put it on the floor, and then pushed me to the sofa.
I sit there a little dazed, brain like a mess, I seem to be trapped in the inside.
"It's getting late, Jinyun. Are you hungry, too? What would you like to eat? I'll buy it for you. " My mother asked me.
"No, just buy what you like." I went back to her absent mindedly.
My mother sat next to me, encircling my shoulder, "take good care of yourself, or Mo fan will be distressed to see."
I sat on the sofa, turned to look at my mother, her eyes gentle like a pool of water.