Chapter 359

I touched Ling Mo fan's head on my stomach, "I'm so tired. It's twice as big as when I was pregnant with Xiaochen, and it's still very heavy."

"Thank you so much." Ling Mo fan nodded, hair rubbed my stomach, some itch, "maybe once they came back again."

Thinking of the two children who had already left us before they were born, I felt very sour. But hearing Ling Mo fan's words, I felt a little comforted.

"I found that our children are very good, never willing to let you suffer." Ling Mo fan straightened up and laughed at me, "pregnant vomiting is not severe, the month has been so big, also not noisy."

"Well, it's very good." I stroked my stomach with a smile.

"When the children are born and grow up, let's travel." Ling Mo fan put his hands behind his head, "now the company has gradually stabilized under my management. I can let them manage it properly."

"Good." I nodded, "of course, Xiaochen and Xiaoshuang haven't traveled much. Let them have a look at the outside world."

"Why don't you ever think about yourself?" Ling Mo fan sighed, "you haven't traveled, I want you to see the outside world."

"Yes." I turned my eyes, "although I haven't traveled, my stories are also very rich, ha ha ha."

"Yes, I also want to enrich your story." Ling Mo Fan said, "our previous memories are actually mixed with too much unhappiness and pain. I want to create more beautiful memories in the future."

I turned to look at his side face.

"Ling Mo fan, you have done a good job." I looked at his facial features, which were more three-dimensional by the light. "Really, you're the best person I've ever seen."

"That's good for you." Ling Mo Fan said with a low smile, "look at the evaluation given to me by people outside."

"You have a cold face and a hot heart." I make complaints about Li Feng Xing and Zhao Heng, who Tucao Liu Ling's appearance, and can't help laughing. "This is good. Otherwise, it's so warm for everyone. I'm not at all safe with the central air conditioning." "Mo Fan is a good person."

"I don't know who was crying all the time. I want to stick to me all day." Ling Mo fan stares at me with a smile.

I reached out to cover his mouth: "ah, don't say it! Forget it

During the second trimester of pregnancy, I did not stick to him. It was almost the kind that I would follow him wherever he went. Even if he had moved his office to his home, even if he wanted to work, I would have to follow him.

Before that, he was very considerate and said that he didn't want to work at home. "Zhenxiang law" didn't deceive me.

I don't know what's going on. Maybe pregnant women's mood swings are relatively large. During that time, they loved to cry, and they would always have a sense of crisis, even if they were already with me.

Looking at my growing stomach, no longer as slim as before, and sometimes swollen legs, I can only wear loose skirts every day. How do I feel inferior.

Looking at Ling Mo fan's exquisite appearance that he can go to the show at any time even if he is casually wearing pajamas, my heart is more and more panic, and I begin to think wildly.

I also know that this is particularly bad. I'm too suspicious, but I just can't control myself.

Every day I think, will he be annoyed when he faces me all day, will he like me when he looks at me who is not beautiful at all, and will he regret when he contacts so many beautiful girls?

I desperately want to restrain myself from such abnormal thoughts, and I also desperately don't want him to see that I'm different, but he soon realized that something was wrong with me.

"What's the matter, yunyun?" Ling Mo fan touched my dark circles, "didn't sleep well again?"

"Nothing..." I shook my head to put it off.

"Yunyun, we are married." Ling Mo fan held my face and forced me to face him.

"I'm your husband, not to mention you're still pregnant. I know your emotions may fluctuate a lot sometimes, but if you're under too much pressure, why don't you rely on me and pour out your anger to me?"

I looked at his gentle eyebrows and listened to his slow and gentle inquiry. I felt more and more uncomfortable in my heart.

He is so good, so gentle, so understanding, but why can't I be like him? Even because of his perfection, I feel more and more -

unworthy of him.

"Yunyun, you know I love you." He sighed, hugged me in his lap and looked at me seriously. "Anyway, you are my most important person."

I looked at his deep eyebrows, those grievances suddenly seem to find a breakthrough, crash down: "I hate you."

He was full of question marks, but still with a smile, patiently answered: "well, why do you hate me? What's wrong with me? You said, "I will listen to you with an open mind and correct myself seriously."

"No..." I didn't want to cry, but when I said it, I couldn't help crying. "It's because you're so good, I think I don't want to, but I can't control it... "He can't understand what he says.

He just kept smiling gently and reached out his hand to wipe my tears: "then I'll be a little sloppy, ugly and bad?"

I sniffed and thought about it, then grabbed his wrist Don't

"Well, it's up to you." Ling Mo fan nodded with a smile, "Yun Yun, you know, my eyes and heart are only you, because it's you, so I love you, so you don't need to become inferior."

"But look at me now, I just wear a loose Nightgown to stay at home all day, slovenly, waist is not thin, legs will be swollen, I am not good-looking at all..." I looked down at myself in frustration. The more I looked, the more sad I felt.

"But in my eyes, the rhyme is very beautiful now." Ling Mo fan held me, "Yun Yun is fuller than before. It's very comfortable to hold, and the skin is glossy. The whole person feels soft. And yunyun, you just have a big stomach. Look, you still have no meat on your waist. "

"And do you think I love you only because of your appearance?" Ling Mo fan pinched my face with one hand, "I'm not such a shallow man, yunyun."

"I..." I pursed my lips.

"Before I never believed in the existence of love, but after I met you, I found out what it's like to love someone." Ling Mo Fan said, "this kind of feeling is engraved in the blood, not to mention, we have experienced so many things together."

"These stories create a unique bond between us, an existence in which no human being or object can get in or separate us."

"I will only love you more and more."

In fact, Ling Mo fan is not really a person who will show his emotions, but for me, he is willing to rack his brains to explain to me and tell me his inner thoughts, just like a hedgehog is willing to turn over and show his softest belly.

Ling Mo fan still said to me slowly and deeply:

"I've been with you all the time, watching you go through the hardships of pregnancy, staying up late, waking up in the middle, backache Although I can't feel the same, I'll accompany you when you are suffering and relieve your pain, which will make me feel like I'm going through it with you. "

"And this kind of experience and perception will make me love you more, make me feel that you are great, and make me love you more and more. Do you know what I mean, yunyun?"

"So, you really don't need to feel that I don't love you, and you don't need to feel inferior. In fact, I am the one who should feel inferior. "

"Clearly such a small body, but can breed life, but also for me to do so many things, but I in addition to love you, good to you, I can do too little."

He slowly pressed his chin against my shoulder socket, very intimate.

My uneasiness because what he said gradually disappeared and returned to peace.

Because too much love, so it will be like that, become cautious, become inferiority.

In the days after that, Ling Mo fan took care of my mood more carefully, even more considerate than before.

Although I'm not very nice, I know he's trying to make me feel more secure.

I became more and more attached to him. Sometimes I went to the bathroom to wash. I always wanted him to be by my side or outside the door.

At that time, I would make trouble out of nothing and even lose my temper with him, but he also accepted all of them and didn't look unhappy or unwilling.

Like a wolf willing to become a sheep, put away all the fangs and claws, put me under his wings.

"That's how you were then." Ling Mo fan vividly imitated the way I made trouble without reason at the beginning, "I started to cry when I woke up in the morning and couldn't see me, just like a child."

"How could I have done that!" I waved at him, "I'm just calling you, OK!"

"Ah, yes, then I ran out without shoes on. I was scared." Ling Mo fan think of that time also some palpitations, "you are pregnant, no matter how can not be so reckless."

"I was, it was just..." I'm blushing and I don't know what to say.

"Well, that's just missing me, right?" OK, in terms of cheekiness, I've never won Ling Mofan.

"And then there was a meal when I was returning a work message. I didn't know who it was. I was immediately unhappy and began to cry. I thought you were stuck by something." Ling Mo Fan said and wanted to laugh, "but it's really cute."

"My first reaction was to deceive you, and then it suddenly occurred to me that the saying" women are made of water "really didn't deceive me." Ling Mo Fan said, "at that time, you really started to shed tears. I was really afraid that you would cry blind."

"Disgusted, didn't you?" I pretended to be unhappy.

Ling Mo fan smiles to gather to come over: "which can ah, the wife that oneself choose, can pet only Bai."