Xiao Chen started painting recently.
After hearing that he was interested in this aspect, Ling Mo fan immediately went to check the information and asked for help to buy some painting tools. Then in the afternoon of this period, our couple stayed with Xiao Chen and had a new way to get along with each other.
Usually Xiaochen is drawing. Ling Mofan and I are reading or listening to music. When Xiaochen says that he has finished drawing, we will go to see it.
Xiaochen's strength is still very small, so he can't hold the brush, so he can only use his own hands or some other tools to dip in the paint and wipe it on the paper.
But what's particularly strange is that Xiao Chen's habit of cleanliness is inherited from Ling Mo fan. Every time he finishes painting, only his hands are dirty, and his clothes, trousers and face are too clean.
Xiao Chen showed us the painting for the first time. Ling Mo fan and I were shocked.
If Xiaochen hadn't been smearing under our eyes, I would have thought that this was a teacher's painting.
Although some abstract, but the color is very comfortable, all of a sudden I can feel the breath of spring, the spring wind and full of spring.
However, the scenery in this painting is a little familiar
Xiaochen looked at our silence and asked carefully: "Mom and Dad, am I painting too bad..."
"No, Xiaochen, it's because you draw so well. My father and I can't believe that this is a painting that a child over three can draw." I came back and explained to him, "isn't it, dad?"
"Yes, we Xiaochen are very good." Ling Mo fan doesn't praise people very much, even for Xiaochen, he always gets along with him in the way of anti motivation, which seems to be the first time he praises Xiaochen positively.
Xiao Chen hears Ling Mo fan to say so, eyes suddenly become bright.
"When mom saw this painting, she felt very comfortable, like spring." I took the picture and looked at it carefully. "Can Xiaochen tell mom what you want to express?"
"It's spring."
Xiaochen seems to be a little surprised for me to see what he wants to express. He says shyly, "I think of the courtyard I saw when I first came to my home. Then I live with my parents and sister recently. The weather is also very good. I feel very comfortable. It's like having a home."
Although Xiaochen said some incoherent, but we still understand.
He said he felt at home.
He said that his world is ushering in spring.
"Coming home for the first time Xiaochen, did you draw our courtyard from the living room? " Ling Mo fan quickly reflected it and slightly widened his eyes.
When he said this, I responded: "no wonder I said how this painting looks so familiar. Yes, it's the view from our home. Xiaochen is great! It's very similar! "
"Xiaochen likes this way of expression, right?" Ling Mo fan asked.
Xiaochen nodded.
"That small Chen wants to insist on, have what idea, have what want to say, can express in this way." Ling Mo fan touched his head and took the picture. "Tomorrow I'll have this picture mounted and hung at home."
"I, I don't draw well No need to... " Xiaochen may not understand the meaning of mounting, but when he heard that he wanted to hang up his paintings, he was a little shy and wanted to grab his own paintings.
"It's OK, Xiao Chen. You're very good at painting!" I hugged him with a smile. "If you hadn't been painting, my father and I would have thought it was the work of which master. Besides, this is Xiaochen's first painting, which is of commemorative significance. "
Xiaochen pursed the corners of his mouth tightly, and suddenly nodded his head firmly.
After a period of time, Ling Mofan and I found that Xiaochen began to create constantly, drawing one picture every day, and one picture was better than the other.
He likes drawing more and more, and sometimes even forgets to eat.
The theme and color of the paintings are always warm. Watching Xiaochen's paintings, Ling Mofan and I are very happy, because we know that Xiaochen's world is full of such colors.
"I think Xiaochen can become a painter in the future." Ling Mofan and I stood side by side in front of Xiaochen's first painting, looking at the mounted one.
"He's really good at painting. I'm sure if he can stick to it, he can." Ling Mofan nodded.
"I can't imagine what Xiaochen would be like if he stayed there." Looking at the warm and fresh scenery on the painting, I said with emotion, "will you not see such a warm painting?"
"The world will be round. Anyway, Xiaochen will come back to us."
Ling Mo fan comforted my back, "don't think too much. Let the past go. Look, Xiaochen's paintings are beautiful now, aren't they? He is trying to come out, and we should try not to think back. "
I nodded and put my head on his shoulder.
The baby in the belly came to the world earlier than the due date.The night before the birth, I was still planning with Ling Mo fan and two other kids what our family would do after the baby was born.
"When you get well and your baby grows up, we'll travel." Ling Mo Fan said, "we didn't plan well before, right?"
"Yes, but I want to make some specific plans." I said, "Xiao Shuang, Xiao Chen, do you have any suggestions?"
"Go, you can draw..." Xiaochen is really crazy about painting recently. She only wants to paint, and she always thinks about painting.
"Then you can go abroad to have a look..." I turned to see Ling Mo fan, and Ling Mo fan immediately took a tablet to record it.
"I want to see cherry blossom! And Mount Fuji Xiao Shuang raises her hand excitedly. Recently, she likes watching Japanese cartoons, so she is very interested in the cherry blossoms depicted in those stories.
"Well, country R will go too." I nodded.
Next, you count my words. At the end of the count, Ling Mo Fan said with a smile, "we're all talking about the whole earth. Well, then we'll go on a global tour, OK? "
"The whole world?" Xiao Shuang's eyes widened.
"Yes, if you want to see the outside world, you can see enough." Ling Mo Fan said, "when the time comes, I will arrange Zhao Heng to make a travel plan for us."
I nodded and said sorry to Zhao Heng in my heart.
I don't know if I was curious and yearning for the world because I heard our discussion. The next day, the babies couldn't wait to send a signal to me that they were coming out.
Ling Mo fan and I were still watching Xiao Chen draw at that time.
Xiaochen seems to have a premonition, today's painting is a figure.
He used to paint things.
Although it's still a little abstract, we can still see that it's our family.
"When the baby comes out, I'll add it." Xiaochen curved eyebrows soft way, "give him a gift."
"Well, Xiaochen is very sensible." I went to touch his head with a smile, and suddenly I had a stomachache, followed by a lot of pain.
My face suddenly changed.
"Mom?" Xiaochen found something wrong with me, and her voice was a little nervous.
"Wife? You're not going to have a baby, are you Ling Mo fan turned his head and looked at me. He immediately tightened the voice line. He held me in one hand and went to pick out the mobile phone contact person. "Please bear with me, I'll contact you right away."
Maybe my expression is a little distorted, and Xiaochen is a little scared, but he still comes up to me, reaches out his hand, holds my hand, and whispers: "mom is not afraid."
The child
No matter how painful it was, I looked into his worried eyes and suddenly felt that there was infinite power bursting out.
Ling Mofan insisted on entering the delivery room to accompany the delivery.
Although I have been very resistant, but he still insisted on accompany me.
"No, it's ugly to have a baby I don't want you to see me like that... " I gasped and shook my head. "You just wait outside, OK? Don't come in until the doctor says it's OK. "
"I'll be with you." Ling Mo fan held my hand, dressed with the help of the nurse, and then walked into the delivery room.
At the beginning, I was a little nervous because he was beside me. I didn't want him to see me like that, so I was patient all the time.
He seems to see my patience, has been comforting me: "it doesn't matter, pain called out, hold my hand, let me and you pain."
The doctor looked at us and couldn't help laughing. He encouraged us: "it's OK. Your husband loves you very much and won't dislike you."
Originally, I didn't want to listen to them, but later, the heartbreaking pain came from all over the world, and I didn't care about anything. My only idea was to give birth to the baby quickly, which was good for the baby and myself.
I close my eyes, simply do not go to see Ling Mo fan, to comply with the doctor's instructions to breathe and force.
It's really painful, but it's not only painful but also satisfying.
My children, my children and Ling Mo fan's children.
My hand has been holding Ling Mo fan's, I think I almost want to pinch off his hand, but he was stunned and didn't hum, on the contrary, he has been comforting me and encouraging me with the doctor.
Just listening to his voice, I feel very safe.
I'm really more and more dependent on him.
I don't know if it's a good thing or a bad thing.
I forced myself to work hard, but my mind gradually pulled away, otherwise it would be too painful for me.
I don't know how long it's been. I finally felt my body relaxed. Then I heard the doctor's surprise voice: "Congratulations, it's the twins! Mother and son are safe
I pulled out a smile weakly and turned to look at Ling Mo fan next to me.
But I didn't know, but I was scared.I've never seen Ling Mo fan cry.
This is the first time.
His hand was still in the palm of my hand, and now I wrapped it in the other hand, and the hand we held each other was kissing him on the lips. The corners of his eyes were red, and tears were falling down.
Full of heartache.
Then I heard him say, "wife, we won't have children in the future, OK?"