It was 1:30 a.m. when the street lights illuminated the wide elevated road, Wang Zijin drove a small red BMW on the slightly deserted elevated road, looking straight ahead, and the focal length in his pupils sometimes spread and sometimes contracted.
She seemed preoccupied. In fact, she was rehearsing the battle situation in her mind. Should she be strong or gentle? The answer was the latter. Like her brother, yingyingguai was soft rather than hard.
But emotionally, it's not a good thing to be too soft. When it's time to be hard, you still have to be hard.
So I'll play it by ear later.
Wang Zijin felt that he was an invincible general and was going to the battlefield alone.
In fact, from childhood to childhood, she has always been a victorious general in this field.
Love is a battlefield for any woman. Every woman should have the consciousness and determination to guard love.
After getting off the elevated road and driving for another ten minutes, he arrived at the small nest. When Prince Jin was shuttling through the traffic lights, he nearly collided with a Volkswagen car on the side. Fortunately, both sides reacted quickly and braked sharply.
The glass in the driver's seat of Volkswagen fell down, and the driver poked his head out and scolded him.
Wang Zijin looked up and found that it was already a red light. She ran the red light unconsciously.
Pat yourself on the face, cheer up, ignore the driver's beep, turn the steering wheel wildly, bypass the Volkswagen and leave.
Driving into the community, she turned on the light on the roof, pulled down the mirror of the shading board, and tied her long black hair with curly ends into a ponytail. Prince Jin usually didn't tie a ponytail, because Qin Ze said that tying a ponytail would make her face big. Although it was a joke, she listened to it in her heart.
But ponytail will make her look strong by adding a simple and capable temperament.
After all this, Prince Jin slowly spit out a foul breath, drive out all adverse emotions, turn off the fire, pull out the key, lock the car door, and finish at one go. She walked towards the residential building with big steps, and her back was like a female general who rushed to the battlefield alone.
Push open the familiar door, the light in the living room is bright, and Qin Baobao stands by the window, silently overlooking the lights of the city. If Prince Jin's back is a general who is determined to march to the battlefield, she is the lost queen, lonely and lonely.
Prince Jin paused and looked at her silently. Baobao Qin looked at the night scene, and she looked at Baobao Qin's back.
Prince Jin's brain sea, suddenly appeared Qin Ze's song "don't talk", in which there is a very appropriate lyrics: Yes, with a black pencil, draw a silent stage play.
In such an atmosphere, she suddenly found that all the lines she prepared seemed not suitable for the opening speech.
In this silent stage play, she felt a little depressed and inexplicable sadness.
At this time, Qin Baobao turned around and smiled, "you're coming."
Her smile was the same as before, but Prince Jin tasted the deep emotion.
Like a needle, gently pricked it in the heart of Prince Jin, and she nodded silently.
Qin Baobao walked to the sofa, sat down and looked around, Soft channel: "I still think it's good here. It's not big, but it's warm. There's a wall between me and him. I'm hungry at night. He can hear it when I shout. During the period when he just moved in, I often couldn't sleep. I want to see a movie in the middle of the night. If there's no one to accompany me, I'll just shout and shout. If I'm unwilling, he'll run over. But why is the house getting bigger and bigger and richer, and the distance between me and him begins to get farther and farther 。 I thought for a long time and figured it out. At that time, he and I were like this house, not big, but pure and simple. There are not so many things between us, money, fame, company, and you. "
"Do you think it's small now?" She glanced at the living room: "but the three of us will nest in this living room after dinner every night. You watch movies, he does digital modeling, and he watches stocks. I always like to make trouble with him, and I like to make trouble with him from childhood. There is no reason, but I think it's good."
"When you came to Shanghai Stock Exchange, I thought you just lived for a period of time. In a blink of an eye, a year and a half. In fact, later I was very annoyed with you. It's really good to be so shameless and shameless at someone else's house. You hurry to go. This is the territory of me and him again when you leave. But when I think of you saying that your family forces you to marry someone you don't like, I'm soft hearted again, and I'm so kind to you..." Qin Baobao suddenly couldn't say anything, Staring at her, "when did it start?"
Prince Jin opened his mouth and answered truthfully, "at the end of last year."
"At the end of last year..." Qin Baobao murmured and smiled sadly, "it's been almost a year. It's been a year since I was concealed from you like a fool."
"Baby," Prince Jin calmed down, say: "At the end of last year, I confessed to him that I loved him and loved him very much. I never thought of taking away anything from you, but the feeling was like this. It was wonderful, beautiful and selfish. When I first came into contact with him, I didn't think he had anything to attract me. In my heart, he was the brother of a best friend, which might be very interesting, because in the three years of high school, my deskmate always hung her brother on his mouth, saying how bad his brother was. Speaking of When he was young, the corners of his eyes and eyebrows were always gentle. I thought, this brother must be very interesting, very different. After seeing him, ah, it's better to be famous than to meet him. Even at the beginning, he showed his vision for me, which made me feel a little annoyed. He said that if this brother and other men were like a dog's skin plaster, I would move out after I found a job. "
You may not believe it. It was your brother who pursued me first.
"After a long time of contact, I found that he was really different. Obviously, he was very talented, but he was very counselled. It seemed that nothing in the world could defeat him. He wanted to chase me, but he didn't dare to act. The longer I spent together, he became more and more attractive to me, and I was always so happy with him, but you know, the person who first made me think of" trying to be his girlfriend "was not him, but you
Prince Jin said in a deep voice, "you can't hide it from me. We've known each other for so many years, and we've been sleeping together for so long. Your intentions have never been hidden from me."
Qin Baobao stared at her. After a moment, she smiled bitterly, "you guessed right. I like him. No, I love him. No one in the world loves him more than I do."
This sentence was like Jiao Lei exploding in Prince Jin's ear.
Unexpectedly, it really is.
She had already guessed, but when Qin Baobao said this sentence himself, Wang Zijin's Three Outlooks were overturned.
"You... You know what you're talking about?" Prince Jin was shocked and said, "you are brothers and sisters. As a sister, how can you say such words?"
"Strange, it's quite strange. Maybe you'll think I'm shameless and even fall in love with my brother. Seeing how happy he is with other girls, my heart goes crazy with hatred. Thinking that he wants to be affectionate with other women, or even get married and have children, I feel desperate to kill. There is no such sister in the world." Qin Baobao leaned back and hit the sofa hard, as if he had been in the long river of time for 20 years:
"When I was very young, I knew he was not my own brother. He and I overheard my mother's phone inadvertently, but we didn't know who the other family's child was. I was older than him, so I was more sensible. I scared him not to make it public. It was just a secret, so we were still a happy family."
"He is not smart, very ordinary, and looks the most beautiful. It is because of my excellent sister that he is more mediocre. However, my brother is not jealous of my sister, but takes care of her, and gradually accepts his mediocrity. My sister often hates iron and steel, hoping that he can cheer up, be a grumpy boy, and become a grumpy man in the future. So he began to bully him and rob him West, when he was beaten by his father, he fell on the side of the well. "
"But he was still good to his sister. When he gave his favorite toy to her sister, the timid, deer like eyes that longed for love deeply hurt her sister's heart. When he was a child, Azer was very timid. He only knew to play behind me, and the primary school was robbed. His mother's new pencil box didn't dare to say a word, and he had to ask my sister to find a place for him."
"One year, when I was in the fifth grade of primary school, he was in the third grade. Xiaodouding was one of them. On our way home from school, a group of boys bullied me. They pulled my hair, grabbed my schoolbag, and poured out all the books in it. They said that I didn't make friends with them, so they bothered me every day, and someone lifted my skirt... All I could do was cry, and no one helped me. No one could count on the third grade kid?"
"But you know, when I was most afraid, it was such a third grade kid. He stood in front of me, crying and said not to bully my sister, and then beat them to death."
Qin Baobao's mind came up with pictures of the past. In the picture, the short man fell down in punching and kicking again and again, but stood up with his teeth clenched, and fought with those boys who were one head taller than himself. Obviously, he was very afraid. Obviously, he was beaten and wanted to call his mother, but he refused to shrink back, and clenched his teeth in tears, which was a dead fight.
The girl behind her cried and spent her beautiful little face.
Even in the past ten years, this picture is still stored in Qin Baobao's memory, which is one of the most precious memories of her and her brother.
"From that day on, my feelings for him began to change quietly, which I didn't realize myself. After that, the kindness of my brother to my sister was no longer pure affection in her heart, not pure, but very sweet. He always cherished tenderness and humility to my sister, let me do everything, and let me do everything. He often complained that my parents' love made me develop a lot of bad habits, but never introspection. In fact, he was the most spoiled sister Sister's people. "
"Over the years, my sister has become more and more dependent on him. When I was the most obsessed, I even felt that as long as he was enough in the world, everything else didn't matter. A few years ago, he had his first girlfriend and ran back excitedly to show off to me. Do you know how I felt at that time?"
"I feel pain and want to die, just like today." Qin Baobao covered his heart and choked, "I don't want to live anymore."
Wang Zijin was silent. When things came here, all the words didn't work. She listened to the girl's chattering memories of the past, and frankly and affectionately revealed her feelings.
It was a feeling that had been fermenting in my heart for more than ten years. At the moment of opening the lid, what I smelled was not fragrance, but pain in my heart.
Any words and excuses, in front of this feeling, suddenly pale.
At the same time, Wang Zijin finally understood why she counseled. She was the third party. Yes, she inserted this unwarranted love, which was abrupt and disharmonious. It was so disharmonious that even she felt redundant for a lot of time.
So subconsciously, she felt that she should be counselled.
"Zijin
I don't know when this always heartless woman has burst into tears.
Qin Baobao used an almost begging tone: "thirteen years, I have loved him for thirteen years, that is my life. Please, give him back to me, give it back to me..."