At this moment, Prince Jin could hardly breathe.
She stared at Qin Baobao so numbly. For a long time, her eyelashes trembled, and bean sized tears rolled down: "what about me, what about me?"
"He is my first man, I hope he is the last. I also love him very much. I have never loved a man like this. I turned against my parents for him, and I said I would be happy to drink cold water with him. Shut up all of you... Now you let me give him back to you? What do you want me to do?" Prince Jin bit his teeth and wiped his tears: "so what if I give it back to you? Can you be together? Uncle Qin is open-minded again, and can he stand his son and daughter marrying? Does he know this thing? If not, where will you put your aunt?"
"To say the least, even if he wants to, you can really be together in a down-to-earth manner? Two high-profile sisters and brothers in the entertainment industry, and the people all over the country are looking at you. How can you be together? If you insist on being with him, it will destroy him. Even if you don't care, do you ever think of your parents? They will struggle with rumors in the future. Do you want your parents to have such an old age? Uncle Qin is still a university teacher Teach him how to face the whole school. What do friends and relatives think? I have been a sister and brother for more than 20 years, and I say that we are together. Even if there is no blood relationship, if it is a normal person who has been a sister and brother for 20 years, blood relationship is no longer important. They will think, it turned out that they had been in love with each other when they were younger brothers and sisters. Why do you embarrass your parents? "
"Your explanation is useless. If it is useful, there will be cyber violence? There will also be ruinous rumors? Do you and Qin Ze know how many people are jealous today, and they alone can make you two never turn over. Do you want to be a joke and negative model rarely seen in the entertainment industry for decades? Being stabbed at the backbone and scolded for a lifetime? How can children get along with themselves in the future? Have you ever thought about it?"
Speaking of the end, her tone was already very excited.
"It's no use going abroad. In this era of increasingly developed communications, it's useless to go abroad. Reputation is irreversible. There's no turning back from the day you two become top public figures. Unless you live in the poor and backward countryside all your life, are you willing, is he willing? So regret it, you can't be with him in your life."
Qin Baobao instantly lost all his energy and spirit, like a withered flower.
......
"Sister man, last time I talked about that featureless boy, suddenly one day he was confessed by the beautiful goddess. In fact, before that, there was a goose faced goddess confessed to him, but this is different. This is brain powder. That is, he adores you very much and is willing to sing loudly: you are electricity, you are light, you are the only myth. At that moment, his heart was happy, and it happened that he was also very fond of that goddess, although that At that time, there was no such thing as love... "Qin Ze vomited blue smoke.
Pei Nanman held the tea and didn't change his face. The teapot was replaced by a blue and white treasure with beautiful glaze. The price was ten times that of the first broken one. She kept the teapot as a collection for many years. If it was broken, Pei Nanman must hang Su Yu up and fight it.
She knew what Qin Ze said was such a thing. Isn't it the drunkenness that day that made things worse and took blood with Su Yu? She listened to it many times, and her ears were cocooning.
Always show love in front of others, annoying.
"But before the two of them, there was actually a girl who deeply loved him." Qin Ze paused and took a puff of smoke, "The boy was born in an ordinary family. He had a beautiful and lawless sister. His relatives and friends praised him. The three good students got soft hands. Compared with the younger brother, who had not been received by activists, he was particularly unbearable. But the child was also dignified, and the child's heart was more fragile and sensitive. So he began to try to please his sister. As long as he could have fun with his sister, when she enjoyed the praise of her elders, The boy can also rub her glory. He doesn't want the elders to shake their heads and sigh at him after praising his sister. "
"But stupid is stupid. There is really no way. The biggest distance in the world is the distance between IQ. No matter how hard he is born, it won't help. He is eager to become an excellent person like his sister, enjoy the praise of his parents like her, and be thumbed up by relatives and teachers. If he can't become such a person, he will get her." Qin Ze lowered his head and looked at Pei Nanman: "yes, get her."
"You probably won't understand the pain of a mediocre person. No matter how mediocre a person is, he has dreamed of playing a sad piano song on the stage of the School Spring Festival party. Then the girls and female teachers in the school are obsessed with looking at his melancholy back and can't extricate themselves."
"Or when I came home from school, suddenly there was a ten mile long car driving to the school gate. The housekeeper dressed in a elegant and straight suit, with gray hair, a white handkerchief at the neck, had to bow 90 degrees, and respectfully said: Master, master let me take you home."
"Or, a group of young thugs in the school fight for a beauty, which is so noisy that when it attracts the attention of countless students, you suddenly jump out with a cigarette in your mouth, faint... Your look and tone must be faint, so it seems to be compelling, and lightly say: This is my woman, if you don't want to die, just get out of here."
Pei Nanman: "..."
She said in her heart, your inner drama in your youth was so rich that I couldn't roast about it.
"Don't you think it's funny, but he wants it very much and wants it crazy. But the real him is mediocre. He has medium learning, medium sports and mild personality... In fact, this is mediocre people's flattery and helplessness to the world." Qin Ze's smile was bitter at first, and then suddenly thought of something, and the corner of his mouth picked up: "when he went to junior high school, his beautiful sister in trouble got into trouble again. At that time, the little gangster who didn't read books made territory in the school. When he saw the beautiful girl, he asked to be his girlfriend. The eldest brother who didn't have a sister-in-law was an incompetent eldest brother. She was so beautiful, she became a hot cake for the eldest brothers."
"The opportunity finally came. My sister stole a hundred yuan from home, and about twenty people said that as long as you help my brother" fight ", she would give five yuan each... Five yuan. At that time, the popsicle was only five cents, and five yuan could eat a big meal in the canteen. Then she found a gangster and said she was a first-year Qin Ze's woman. If she was a man, draw the knife. "
"In fact, at that time, as long as she asked the teacher to explain the situation, those gangsters would not dare to provoke her. She was a top student, and the school attached great importance to top students."
Pei Nanman commented: "I'm not old, but I have a lot of ideas."
"I've never been so windy. I fought against the bad student leader in front of dozens of people. Finally, I won. The fight between children is very simple. As long as I'm not afraid of pain, it's not difficult to win. Although I look worse, I shouted at him, and I said: Qin Baobao is my woman!" Qin Ze grinned. "I remember this sentence for many years. Now I think it's really exciting."
Pernaman was silent.
"After that, the idea of" getting her "in the boy's heart became stronger and stronger, just like black seeds, buried in his heart, absorbing the negative emotions of the outside world, and gradually blooming black flowers."
"From then on, he began to pay attention to his sister's beautiful figure and face, watching her chest become fuller and fuller, and he had the demeanor of a girl. He was still kind to her, but it was no longer his brother's affection to please his sister, but a kind of love psychology. One day, when he was playing with his sister, the friction of his limbs made him have a physiological reaction. During adolescence, he suddenly understood that he could no longer treat this sister who had been living together for more than ten years as a girl Become a family. For a time, he felt a great sense of guilt, and felt very disgusting, like creatures in a dirty pigsty. "
"Until one night, my sister knocked on the door of his room while my parents were asleep. They slept in a bed and talked about the topic of no nutrition. My brother was very polite. He felt that if he exposed his inner impulse, my sister would never be close to him again. But God did not close all the windows of this humble and ordinary child, leaving him a window... That night, my sister kissed him."
Pernaman was stunned.
"In the dark where there was no light anymore, he heard his sister's rapid breathing, imagined her flushed face, watery and shy eyes, and a huge sense of happiness exploded in his heart. He determined that his sister liked him. It was not a simple sister brother relationship, but a girl's secretly like a boy."
Qin Ze gave a wry smile: "but so what, his life is so mediocre that there is no bright spot to speak of. Such a person, in addition to drifting with the tide, what ability can he have to change his destiny? He didn't even dare to blush with his father. What he can do is to hide his love silently in his heart."
"In the years since then, the two secretly hid secrets and secretly kissed each other for a long time. They passed junior high school, senior high school and university. Let that feeling ferment in their hearts, no one dared to touch. My sister stubbornly refused to date and refused to make any boyfriend. Because she had a candidate in her heart long ago, the useless brother."
"My brother should be rational. He knows that he can't do it, and deep in his heart he feels that he can't do it. He's so useless. His greatest promise is the big house that his family is destined to leave him. So he began to try to find a girlfriend... Time always desalinates everything, and then the vow of love can't match time. The most perfect ending between them is that he married a local daughter-in-law, and his sister married an excellent man. Everyone continues to hide their secrets Mi, put aside the fleeting years and move towards the future. The four seasons are quiet and good. "
"Later, the boy finally grew up, and he began to show his head. He became a child praised by relatives and friends, and a child of others. He turned his hands in the entertainment industry for the cloud, and his hands for the rain. He was victorious in business, and earned every day. However, his timid nature was rooted in his heart. Even if the name was not related by blood, he still dared not show off with his parents, and did not dare to tell them loudly that Qin Baobao was my woman... He counseled In my bones. "
"So while holding on to her sister, she longed for fair love from other women."
"He... Drifted."
Pei Nanman knows why Qin Ze said these words to her and what Prince Jin did. It all comes from yesterday's news.
"Since he has got the love he wants, why not stop at the precipice? There are too many beauties in life, and there will be people who will miss them after all. He shouldn't be obsessed with fleeting past events. If he knows something wrong, he should cut it off." Pei Nanman said softly.
"Chop constantly," Qin Ze murmured, "others only see his brilliance and brilliance, but who has seen his humble and timid side, and who likes that incompetent and useless him?"
"Only my sister." He said.
Pernaman was silent and didn't know what to say.
In front of her, this confident, calm and talented young man took off his heavy armor in front of her for the first time. Inside was a timid and humble little boy.
Maybe this is the real him?