After work tonight, I said I would work overtime. I went to have a snack myself. I went to Starbucks for a cup of coffee and rubbed the net. I didn't go back until 10:30. My mother-in-law has already gone to bed. My husband is holding a book in the bedroom. He sees me go in and turns around to look at me like I did a few days ago.

"Not yet asleep?" I offered to say hello.

My husband nodded, put down the book in his hand, stood up, took an envelope from the table and handed it to me: "the last project was completed very well, the customer is very satisfied, this is 8000 yuan bonus!"

In a daze, I took the envelope, drew out a new stack of 100 yuan bills and looked at it. My mood was much better: "so much? Your boss is very generous this time

"For a project with more than 9 million yuan, it's generous to give me 8000 yuan Just now I calculated that we have 34 thousand yuan in savings. If you add this 8000 yuan, it will be 42000 yuan. I will borrow 8000 yuan from my friends and pay back the money of your relatives first. My friend, we will pay a part of our salary next month and try to pay it off in three months. I've told him. He said he would transfer the money to my card tomorrow My husband said plainly, opened the drawer and gave me the passbook.

The smile that just floated on my face solidified again. My husband is urging me to have a baby! I've said before that if you change the 50000 yuan I borrowed from others, you can have children.

My husband looked at me, took a breath and stared at me.

"You want me to have a baby soon after I pay back the money?" I turned around and asked with some sadness.

My husband whispered, "don't worry about boys or girls anymore, OK? As long as it's ours, I like it! Moreover, if the birth is a daughter, it must be more like you, I like it better! Besides, no matter whether we have boys or girls, we have tried our best to finish the task. What can my mother do if she is not willing to

My heart was sour. I climbed on my husband's shoulder and asked, "if I gave birth to a girl and your mother forced you to have a boy with someone else, such as sister orchid, what would you do? Two generations of your family are single handed. She wants a boy I really have no sense of security at all. I'm afraid Wan's life is a daughter. If you don't want us, I can't bring her happiness! "

“…… No, how can you have a boy with someone else! No, absolutely not. Sister orchid and I are even more unlikely My mother was so angry that I didn't agree to divorce you. How could she not want you for the sake of the boy?! Don't think about it. Honey, don't worry about boys and girls, OK? Now everyone is in pain, my mother said she wanted a boy, but she really only wanted us to have a child! This is what age, not only fax is not a big deal, no matter boys and girls, she will accept it My husband kisses the top of my head, silent for a moment, hugs me more tightly.

"Will you give me a moment? Let me think, I think... " I drilled into my husband's arms, and the wobbly sky was inclined.

In the middle of the night, I got up and went to the bathroom. Suddenly, I heard a faint, oppressive cry coming from my mother-in-law's room. I stood at the door petrified, although my husband and sister orchid often said that her mother-in-law was distressed all night and couldn't sleep, but I think her crying tonight is not only heartache, but also sad.

I suddenly felt that I had committed a terrible crime and tortured an old man who was running out of time to cry secretly. It was more ferocious than the executioner. At this moment, I decided to give up the idea of divorce and give birth to my husband. It was this idea that nearly killed me many days later!