In the middle of the night, my mother-in-law's cry not only cried out my determination not to have a child, but also all my sleepiness. Lightly back to the bedroom, leaning on the head of the bed quietly looking at her husband's familiar face, I can't sleep again.
To tell you the truth, I don't think I have a bad heart, that is, I have a little temper, a little stubborn, a little stupid. My mother said that I have a lack of heart and vision, which I admit, I do not want to be in love with such a man who has no idea and responsibility. How can you see orchid sister on the fire, the original silly I this midnight can't sleep?
I think I'd better have a baby. Maybe I'm lucky to have a son? Maybe my mother-in-law will die before I am born
At the thought of her mother-in-law's death, I suddenly decided to treat her mother-in-law's coronary heart disease before having a child. On the one hand, although I don't like her very much, if she falls ill and dies during my pregnancy, I will toss and turn with a big stomach, which is too much for adults and children. On the other hand, I'm afraid that I will have a daughter all my life. My mother-in-law will quarrel with me and make trouble with me. I will get angry again and make her angry. The third reason is that saving lives is more important than having children, right? Knowing that my mother-in-law was ill, she didn't give her treatment. Everyone thought that my daughter-in-law was reluctant to spend money. Besides, coronary heart disease is not a serious disease. If you live for four or five years, you will have no problem. She will die when she dies, and I will not feel guilty.
I got out of bed, took out my passbook from the drawer and looked at it under the bedside lamp. It has been a year and three months for the 34000, sometimes 3000 a month, sometimes 2000 a month. It is really not easy. At this time, looking at this money, I fell into tears. When I went to college, I thought about my life after graduation. I bought a house for three years, bought a car for five years, and changed for a villa for ten years. But the reality is so cruel. I bought the house, but I owe a lot of debt. Take out more than one year's savings to my mother-in-law to see a doctor. I don't care. It's fake. I have to bear ten thousand foreign debts. When is the end. And it is estimated that this amount of money may not be enough. If there is an accident during the operation, where can I borrow money? Borrowing money from my relatives can only be said slowly. I really don't know when it can be paid back.
"Quiet What's the matter... " Maybe I wake up my husband by sobbing. He gets up and looks at me.
I quickly wiped away my tears and turned to him with a smile: "no, I can't sleep a little Is it disturbing you? "
My husband opened his arms and said with pity, "come here, give me a hug Why are you crying? "
“…… No, I just remember some things before Let's take out the money we're going to pay back to my uncle and my cousin. Let's operate on your mother first. When she's better after the operation, she'll be ready to have a baby. " I obediently went to climb in her husband's arms and said.
"Isn't your uncle and cousin's money OK? You, do you really want to have children? " My husband got up and helped me to ask.
I forced to smile and said, "it's just that I don't pay it back for the time being. I'll explain to them that it's not a big problem I've figured it out. Sooner or later, I'm going to give birth. I'll take advantage of your mother's help. However, if you want to see your mother first, there is a person at home who will be in danger at any time. I dare not give birth to a child at ease. What's more, if your mother doesn't give up her heart to a girl all her life, it's better to kill me if she doesn't let me fight back
My husband put his arms around me and said excitedly, "I'm so happy that you can figure it out! OK, I'll take my mom to the hospital tomorrow Quiet, I knew that you would not let me down You are not afraid that my mother will die suddenly one day, or that my mother will pick on you. You and I don't want my mother to leave the world like this all her life, do you? "
Where does my husband's tears come down from my husband's shoulders? I just don't want my love to die like this. I don't want my hard-working family to be scattered like this! As for my mother-in-law, I really don't care if she is in the world, because she has never really accepted me as a daughter-in-law, let alone treat me as a member of their Liu family!