Chapter 36

My heart was pounding. My fist was clenched and loosened. I felt extremely nervous. Zhuoyue touched my head. "Enron, I always wanted to do something for you. In fact, I..."

I did not blink to stare at him, but when he was talking about the key place, Ruolan suddenly pushed the door in, "Zhuoyue, you need to change the dressing."

"Tut," said Ruolan with her hands around her chest and leaning against the door after she looked at me, "are you awake? Who do you want to drag down this time? "

Zhuoyue frowned, obviously some unhappy, but just calm voice called out Ruolan's name.

How can I forget that there is a Rolan between me and him, which is heavier than me.

I was so stupid that I had to look forward to that sentence. Before, he could kiss me as if nothing had happened. Now how can I move my mind because of the hug of a friend in the city of death.

"I'm sorry." I suddenly feel very tired, no strength to reply, "it's really my fault, I apologize."

"Enron, don't do that." Zhuoyue suddenly reached out and wanted to touch me, but was blocked by my side body, "I'm not wrong, it's just that I'm not good."

I shrink forward and lie down again. I'm tired and want to have a rest. Let Zhuoyue change the dressing quickly.

The people around me didn't move. I bit my lip and forced myself to repeat, "get out! I'm tired. "

I'm just so awkward. Even though I need his embrace at this moment, I have to push him away, but I deserve it. I'm so conceited and sentimental that I think he will treat me

But at last, Zhuoyue just wanted to help you with a good rest

I turned over to the other side. Soon, Zhuoyue and Ruolan went out.

As soon as the door closed, I opened my eyes, went to the door and dropped the double lock from inside.

I went to the dresser and picked up the mirror. The person in front of me seemed to be me, but it was obviously thin. My chin was sharp, and my eyes were deeply sunken. My lips were covered with blood bubbles. It was ugly. Not only my facial features, but also my spirit was full of fatigue.

I looked up, took a deep breath, walked to the French window, and suddenly remembered that night, in order to make me happy, Lv Ke used small stars to build the blue galaxy.

"I remember you like it. I always remember it." The original words are still in my ears, beautiful like a dream, "even the stars in the sky, as long as you like me."

For a moment, I seem to have lost all my strength, sliding down by the window, he is so good, so good to me, why I don't like him.

But I can't pull out the roots that have been planted for more than ten years from my heart.

I still remember the day I asked him, why is it painful to like a person.

But the pain is not only me, but also him, even more than me.

"Some people always make her cry, she must fly moths to the fire, and some people are willing to make her laugh, but she abandoned it." At that time, when Luce said this, how sad it should be.

At this time, I suddenly want to take out my mobile phone to make a phone call or send a text message to Lv Ke, but I give up the next second. What I want to say, what I can say, what I can say is wrong.

Do you want to be like Zhuoyue, because of his soft heart, can't bear to completely refuse, give others a little hope, and then in the crevice can't enter, can't retreat, can only suffer to wait.

Let Lv Ke suffer like me? Sorry, I can't

I leaned against the window, my head was in a mess. One was Lv Ke, the other became Zhuoyue. Finally, I had a splitting headache, as if it was going to explode, and I completely fainted.

I don't know how long I slept. I just felt very sleepy and had a long dream.

In the dream, there was a 13-year-old girl leaning against the back of another boy, holding her face and laughing with a childlike voice, "brother, will we always be together?"

"Yes There was no hesitation in the boy's face, but his eyebrows and eyes were full of tenacity.

"But, my Lord said, only husband and wife can join hands for a lifetime." The girl turned her head and gave the boy a sneak look.

"Then I'll take Raner as my wife." The boy knocked on the girl's head, and the smile on her lips could not be concealed. "Otherwise, you are so willful, except for me, but no one dares to take it."

His mouth is the tone of banter, but every bit of eyes are doting, even the resolute lines have become a lot of soft.

The girl pursed her mouth and snorted, crossed her waist and turned her head, trying to ignore him. But the next second, the corner of her eye couldn't help peeking at the boy.

The young girl cherishes spring and is ashamed to leave, but she smells the green plum

I haven't come back from this sweet and green taste. As soon as the picture turns, a man desperately shakes off a woman's hand. "When I was a child, how can I take it seriously? I always treat you as my sister. Don't be willful any more."

But the woman who chased him again and again had to fall back.She fell all over in a mess and cried so sad. She said that her brother didn't want me any more. She had no home, but she would never be willful again. Would you like to come back

My heart seems to be pricked by countless needles. The pain is so thin that people can't breathe.

At this time, a large group of shadows suddenly appeared on the ground in front of her. She thought it was her brother who came back. She suddenly raised her head, but at the moment when she saw someone coming, she became lost again.

But the man didn't care at all, still firmly to reach out to her, "you still have me, there is a home, no matter what, as long as you want, as long as I have."

The woman looked straight at the direction that the man left. She didn't know whether to ask the person in front of her or herself, "what if you didn't?"

"Then I'll snatch it for you. One time is not good, just two times. I can always snatch it for you."

All of a sudden, the picture was disrupted again, a lot of things came in an instant, a lot of people's voices, but I can't see anything clearly, I can't hear anything clearly, I can only walk aimlessly.

At this time, I heard a very familiar voice, like crazy, like roaring, like unwilling, and he called my name.

Ann, ran!

He seemed to want to pull me out of the thick darkness, and could not refuse.

I ah, suddenly opened my eyes, but only to see a boundless white, forced to sit up, but found himself in the hospital.

Zhuoyue sat by the bed, he quietly looked at me, did not say a word, there are extremely complex things in his eyes.

All of a sudden, I also seem to lose my voice, without saying a word, so I have to look back at him.

I don't know how long later, there was a noise outside the door. A woman dressed as a nurse came in with a registration book in her hand and called me miss an.

When she communicated with me about her illness, I realized that I had been sleeping for a week. She looked at me with envy, glanced at Zhuoyue secretly, and approached me in a low voice. "Miss an, you are so happy. Your boyfriend's injury is more serious, but he insists on taking care of you. Such an excellent man is so considerate. This year is not many, can you We have to make good use of it. "

I secretly took a look at Zhuoyue. He just quietly peeled the apple for me. In fact, the nurse's words were not low. He could hear them, but he didn't move. He didn't even lift his eyelids.

The nurse told me something more about my health and left.

After putting the apple into my hand, Zhuoyue continued to sit aside and look out of the window.

I'm hiding in the window, but he doesn't have anything.

"What's the matter with you?" I always feel that Zhuoyue of this meeting seems to be angry, but he always doesn't like the color. If he doesn't spread out his words, I don't understand.

He told me not to think much, but stood up, excuse to go to fetch water, walked towards the door.

The whole person looks depressed and twisted.

Zhuoyue's front foot just came out of the door, and his back foot came back again. His fist clenched tightly, but it was unnatural to loosen. He looked very nervous, even a little unsure. Every word seemed to overflow from his teeth. "Enron, do you regret it?"

I frown, don't understand his meaning, but see he secretly raised tone, shoulder slightly lift, "regret chose me, not him."