Chapter 37

"What are you talking about?" I don't understand more and more. I sit up straight to make him speak more clearly, but Zhuoyue turns around again. Just when I go out, he pauses, "just now, you've been calling a name in your dream, Luce."

With that, Zhuoyue left without hesitation.

I'm calling the name of Luce? But he is the person in the dream, and it's really just a dream.

But I don't have time to think about it, because I suddenly have a feeling that if I let Zhuoyue go this time, there will be no chance to say a lot of words.

Let me be brave again and fight for it again. Even if I have to give up, I have to have a clear answer, right.

Otherwise, I will not be reconciled and ruthless.

I quickly pulled out the infusion tube in my hand, put on my shoes and ran out, but I couldn't see Zhuoyue.

I just stood and watched the people around me come and go. My heart seemed empty. I couldn't help squatting down, holding myself in both hands, curling up in a ball, waiting for him to come back at the door.

Are we always like this? We have something good for us, but we have to choose the one that is the worst for us. We don't look back after bumping into the south wall. We feel painful for three times and four times, but why is there a voice in our heart saying that we don't regret

I don't know how long later, a steady sound of footsteps came from the front, straight to me, with more shadows at my feet.

I slowly raised my head and looked at the face that had been engraved in my heart. I felt that there were many words I wanted to say, but they all choked in my throat.

"How can you wait here? It's windy and you'll catch cold." Zhuoyue squatted in front of me, touched my head, and then put a hot package into my hand, "bean curd, your favorite."

I didn't reply, and I didn't take over the things in my hand. I looked at him stupidly and felt that even if I saw it like this for a lifetime, I couldn't see it enough.

Zhuoyue Qingjun's eyebrows were twisted into a Sichuan character, and his voice was deep. "Enron, I allow you to lose your temper with me, but don't make fun of your body. If you are not happy just now, I apologize to you..."

Without waiting for him to finish speaking, I plunge into his arms, like there are many grievances to vent, I want to take out my heart to him, why does he think I like others.

"What's the matter?" He patted me on the back. "OK, what are you crying for?"

"I thought, you don't want me." Even Guan didn't want to take care of me. Once he left, he didn't look back

Zhuoyue slightly stagnated for a while, then hugged me tightly, as if he wanted to rub me into his body, and sighed gently, "how can I not want you, how can I not want you."

"But I'm bad, aren't I? Lu Ke was so kind to me, but I hurt him so deeply. I said that I only like you, but I turned my head and cried out another person's name in my dream. " My heart is so blocked that I feel flustered. I can't help hammering my chest. "Yes, I'm very bad, but I still want to be liked by you. Even if I know you don't care, I still want to tell you my heart. I'm eager to explain" to show my loyalty! "

But who knows how much I suffer, how sad, but the world's most uncontrolled, the most involuntarily is the feelings.

I just love him, there is no way, no reason, rooted for more than ten years, now has grown into a towering tree, how to pull out from the heart.

Zhuoyue closed her eyes slightly, as if she had made a decision, "you are more than bad. You are so bad that you steal my heart, but you have no intention of giving it back to me."

"What do you say?" I was clearly ecstatic, but I was afraid that I might misinterpret his meaning.

"I said, I like you, too." Zhuoyue hoarse voice, blurted out, "Enron, I like you."

I covered my mouth and looked at him in shock. I waited too long for this sentence. I didn't hold any expectation until now, but he said it, that's it.

I moved my hand away from my lips again, as if I was not sure. I was afraid that what I said just now was an illusion. I wanted to ask a lot of questions, but in the end I only called his name timidly.

Zhuoyue holding my face, staring at my eyes, "I care, Enron, I should care, when I hear your mouth is calling his name, I'm jealous, angry, but I'm more afraid, afraid of losing you."

"No, I..." Just want to explain, Zhuoyue stopped me, "you used to say, now let me come."

Zhuoyue held me up from the ground like a baby. I put my hands around his neck and let him press me on the bed.

I leaned against the bed and half sat up.

"I know you like me. I always know." Zhuoyue opened the lunch box and fed me one scoop at a time. "In fact, in high school and University, I deliberately filled in the same school as you. I thought it would be good if I just stayed by your side quietly. But when I saw that you were wronged and bullied, I really couldn't help it. Even if I know that the closer I get to you, the more I can't control myself. "

I thought it was God's intention that we would always be admitted to the same school. It turned out that he had won the fate.In the past, my idea was very simple, as long as I could see Zhuoyue every day, but when he gave a little response, he would want more, and at the same time, he would be angry because of his indecisive attitude.

It's undeniable that I'm greedy, but how can I love a person without being greedy? I just want to put him in my pocket and not let anyone see him, it can only be mine

Zhuoyue suddenly put the broken hair in front of my forehead behind my ears, and his voice was warm and clear. "All along, it's not you chasing me, but I'm always following you. I know that as long as you're by your side, you won't easily put me down. You always stand there waiting for me."

"When I realize that you may like others, I find that I can't bear it. I'll forgive my selfishness, but this time I won't give you up to others."

At that time, I thought what he said about selfishness was that he wanted me to continue to like him, but he didn't give me a response and let me bear the suffering alone. But after a long time, I finally understood what he meant and realized that he had suffered as much as I did.

But he kept it from me for too long, and I woke up too late.

I held out my hand to entangle with his fingers. I just felt that the words hidden in my heart could not be said for ten days and nights. But at this time, the door of the ward was suddenly pushed open, and a sharp figure quickly burst in