Chapter 87

"Because," Zhuoyue throat seems to be stuck in something, for a while fell on a word, "he?"

He didn't say his name, but we both knew who he was referring to.

"Yes, I like Lv Ke." The vision was blurred again and again, but I could only pretend to relax, "he was so kind to me, even gave me his life. I'm not a stone, of course I feel it."

"I can also, I can also blind for you, for you to break the soul nail, for you to break the soul of the people, before late, later I double make up, OK, Enron, as long as you give me a chance, I can prove."

Zhuoyue came forward again and held my hand. The thin cocoon in the palm of my hand rubbed me.

I felt as if my brain had twitched and instinctively grasped his hand.

At that moment, the joy in his eyes could not be concealed. But the next second, I could only grasp his hand and tear it away from me. "Last night, I was in danger, and the person who appeared beside me was him. At that time, I understood who I needed."

"Enron, he told you that on purpose. He wanted you to find a reason to hate me so that you could leave me! But I did it all for you

Zhuoyue forbeared his anger, and every word contained the cold toughness of the ice. He pressed me step by step. In an instant, I had the intention to retreat.

The next second, he picked me up and carried me on his shoulder.

I hit Zhuoyue with both hands and told him to let me down, but he didn't pay any attention to it. Instead, he put it into the car.

The speed was as fast as last night. I asked him what he wanted.

"Go home." It took him a long time to answer me.

I didn't say anything more, thinking that it was the right time to pack up and move out of the bar.

But as soon as I got out of the car, Zhuoyue carried me up again, and so he carried me upstairs, kicked open the door of the bedroom, and put me on the bed.

I was in a hurry. "What do you want to do?".

"Fuck you." Zhuoyue's eyes were red, his face was blue, and he was alienated and indifferent. "You said that I didn't like you because I disliked you. Then I'll let you have a good look. How much I want you and how much I love you."

"No!" I want to struggle. Zhuoyue imprisons my two arms on the top of my head with one hand, and tears my clothes with the other hand eagerly.

Yes, it's tear, not tear.

He is like a beast, gnawing at my skin, inch by inch, let me pain, let me know how painful he is.

Later, I gave up my resistance and didn't move.

Zhuoyue's action also stopped. Originally, he was so angry that he pinched me and wanted to question me. But at the moment when he saw my face, he recovered the look of heartache.

He gently kisses my tears, and his voice is more and more gentle. "Enron, what's the surname Lu doing to you. Tell me about I hold you like that, ok... "

"No!" I raised my head, as if to Zhuoyue all the bad are said, "I used to like you, you do not cherish, you have to push away, now there are other people like me, you come to rob."

"You go on and say whatever else you are dissatisfied with me, just say it, as long as you are happy."

This meeting's Zhuoyue puts the posture very low very low, is like before that humble me, because infatuated with too deeply, therefore anything is willing.

"It doesn't make sense." I hung my eyes, thinking that if I didn't see him, I would not be soft hearted.

"How can it be meaningless, you said, I just know where to change it."

"If you change, we won't be together." I sat up abruptly, pushed him away and turned my back to prevent him from seeing my tears.

Zhuoyue hugged me from behind. Before he had time to start, I said, "don't let me look down on you, Zhuoyue. Don't let me look down on you."

He held my body for a moment and it was stiff. It was stiff to the extreme. For a long time, I thought he would not speak again.

Zhuoyue took my hand, "I let you go, as long as this is really what you want."

But the words he described in my palm were clearly his name. Every stroke of it was obstinately written. Similarly, it was heavy in my heart.

I was in a hurry to pull him, Zhuoyue let me take away a little bit, even when I finished packing, he didn't stop me.

"I'm in a hurry when I go downstairs. I'll pay you back when I'm free."

"No more." Zhuoyue back to me, tall figure cool, "as I give you a parting gift."

"Well!" I didn't insist. He didn't look back when I dragged my suitcase to the door.

I know that this time I really hurt Zhuoyue completely. He gave up.

But this result is not what I want. Why do I feel like I'm going crazy.

For more than ten years, loving him has become my habit. How can I forget him and dig him out from my heart.

I slowly opened the door of the bar, but I saw Lv Ke standing straight at the door. He took the luggage in my hand. Instead of hanging around, he gently announced, "Enron, I'm back.""Here I am," I pointed to my heart, "empty."

"I'll be with you." Lu Ke's slender fingers wiped my tears, "dear, I promise you to cry for him again this time, after that, I want you to be happy."

I shook my head, the whole person like a fool, mechanically repeated, "I told him, I don't love him."

"I said, I don't want him."

"I said, I blame him."

"But, I love him very much, how can I live without him." The strength of the body was suddenly taken away, soft, simply can not stand, I slipped down.

There was nothing left but darkness.

"Zhuoyue!" I wake up screaming from the nightmare, only to see Lv Ke sitting at the head of the bed. I grab his arm and say, "where's Zhuoyue? Where's my Zhuoyue?"

"Enron, don't do that."

"he's not mine." I curled up against the wall. "He doesn't want to see me anymore."

Suddenly, Luce pulled my collar, picked me up and threw me into the bathroom.

I was shower, very cold, very uncomfortable, but still not sober.

"Enron." Lv Ke squatted in front of me and pulled away the wet broken hair on my forehead. "Someone wants to deal with you. The more decadent you are, the more you make that person happy. Stand up. We will kill those who make you unhappy!"

I looked at him, because my sight was blocked by water, I couldn't really see.

"Tonight, I'll take you to that association, kill people, set fire, as long as you like." Luce pulled me to my feet. "I want you to be happy."

"Association?" I repeated slowly, "he deliberately reminds me of that unbearable memory, expecting me to leave Zhuoyue, and then."

Thinking of this, my fist clenched