Chapter 88

However, the next second, my hand could not help but let go, "even if I retaliated, what can I do, I can no longer be with him."

Lv Ke suddenly pressed me on his chest, "you are not the only one. Think about others, you have parents, and..."

"Parents?" I laugh like crazy, "they don't love me. No one loves me at all. Lv Ke, I'm the only one from the beginning to the end. In the past, Zhuoyue was my spiritual support, supporting me to go on, but now, it's gone."

I can't be with him any more, so whether it's good or bad in the future has nothing to do with me.

"But you still have me." Luce released his arms and held my face, "Enron, as long as you need, I'm always here. I also hope everyone doesn't love you, so no one will rob you from me. "

Clearly is very warm words, clearly I should be moved to tears, but I still retracted.

I'm not worthy of Zhuoyue. Similarly, I'm not qualified to stand beside Lv Ke.

But my retreat didn't work. Luce hugged me again. "I know you still love him. I'll wait. I can wait. After so long, I have struggled, given up and hated, but I still can't cheat myself. "

He gently kiss on my forehead, no previous overbearing, gentle people intoxicated.

"Enron," delicate touch with charming heart, he called my name.

I closed my eyes and let his kisses fall, forehead, nose, lips, Chin

When he untied my coat button, tiger's wretched face suddenly appeared in front of me when he was a child. He was smiling and twisted.

"Ah I put my hands around my head and slapped the person in front of me.

I held myself back and said, "go! Don't come here, ah, help me, who will help me, no! Ah

"Enron, it's me." Lv Ke held me in his arms again and coaxed me softly, "I'm here. Shh, it's OK. No one can hurt you any more. I'm here!"

Tears seem to have no end, I tremble, collapse, and even wish at this moment, die well.

"Dirty, I'm dirty." My hands were too weak to hang down, but I could clearly feel Luce holding my arm, shaking because of my words.

"I don't mind, really!" Lv Ke continued to express to me, "as long as it's you, I like it. I just hate that I didn't appear earlier. Enron, you are my Enron."

Enron, clearly should be clean and pure, without any impurities, not me.

"I want to take a bath." I took a long breath to make my voice sound normal. "You go out first."

"But," Lv Ke obviously hesitated.

"Get out, I told you to get out!" I couldn't help but raise my voice. After a breath, I pressed down again. "I want to be alone for a while."

"Good." Lv Ke touched my head. "I'm at the door. If you need me, call me."

I bowed my head, and after he went out, I took off my clothes and turned on the shower to the maximum.

I scrubbed my body hard, trying to make myself cleaner and cleaner.

At the beginning of that year, I can't remember many details, but at that time I was too small, really too small, the shadow of this kind of thing, like carved in the bone, can't cut off, can't forget.

In particular, Zhuoyue also knows about it. How can I accept it.

He is so loved by me, buried in the deepest corner of my heart.

I want to give him all the good things, but I expose my worst side to him.

I cover my mouth, collapse to cry, want to vent all their pain out, but in the cold water, I fainted again.

This time, I was in a coma for a long time. I was too tired. Maybe I didn't want to wake up and didn't have the courage to face the open world until Yiyi appeared in my dream.

Different from the usual careless character, this will be her extra quiet, sitting beside me, nothing to say, quietly accompanied me.

I leaned on her shoulder and cried until I was out of breath.

Later, I was too scared to spread out the shadow and trembled to say that I would never be with Zhuoyue again.

Yiyi holds my hand, "silly Enron, the person who really loves you, will not mind those, will only love you. Besides, you have not been violated. You are clean. It's always like this. How can I relax? "

"But I don't mind. He's so good that I can't get through it." I thought of Zhuoyue, empty in my heart, "when I was eight years old, I saw him for the first time. I didn't know what to like, but I wanted to see him. So when I know that he also likes me, I really feel happy, even if I want to die immediately. But now, the dream is broken. "

"You like him, he likes you, that's enough.""He's too good for me." I stretched out my hand, as if Zhuoyue was in front of me. "When I told him that I had changed my mind, it really hurt. Obviously like but want to push away, Yiyi, that kind of sad, you understand

"But." Yiyi took my hand, but pale to the extreme, "so miss, are you willing?"

I was stunned for a while, but I heard Yiyi tell me that she also has someone she likes. She thought about expressing herself several times, but she still didn't say it.

"I really like him so much that I'm afraid of hands and feet." Yiyi looks at the front, eyes full of spring like tenderness.

I have known Yiyi for a long time. I always feel that she is the kind of person who is indomitable. I will try my best to get what I want and fight for it.

She's very good, but she's single all the time. I thought she's not a good person.

Originally, in front of love, we are all the same.

"Then go and speak." I'm not used to her sadness. "You're so good, he'll like it."

"That's why I regret it so much." Wait until the time to break away, I have no chance to understand

I didn't understand her meaning, but I heard her murmur in a low voice, "it's dawn."

"Enron, I'm gone. Don't be so sharp in the future. Remember, many of us love you." Yiyi walks very fast, I want to catch up, but no matter how fast I speed up, I always slow her down.

I ran faster and faster, but at the moment of rushing out of the fog, I couldn't see her.

"Yiyi!" I suddenly sat up and found that it was a dream. I was very relieved, but at this time, the bracelet belonging to her suddenly broke.

The ruby fell to the ground, making a clear crash sound, breaking the ground