Chapter 594

Xu Yaoda lived with his sister since he could remember.

In the second year of his birth, while digging a reservoir in the town, my father fell off the dam and fell to death. Due to the background of the times, the matter was closed after the symbolic compensation of some food stamps.

His mother died of illness when he was four years old.

In the late 1970s, a 13-year-old girl with her five-year-old brother struggled to make a living from God's teeth.

From the age of 13, my sister will follow the adults in the town to work in the field. She will send her younger brother to the uncle's house next door.

After the death of her parents, not many relatives were willing to help take care of the two oil tankers. Xu Ru didn't blame them. After all, it was not easy for anyone to eat. It was really a fatal thing to have more mouths to eat.

Only uncle's family would help them occasionally.

In fact, it's uncle, but it's just a little bit related to relatives before many generations.

In retrospect, people surnamed Xu in xujiazhen can bring some relatives by pushing forward for several generations.

Uncle has a son and a daughter. His daughter is Xu LAN and his son is Xu Guang.

Xu LAN and Xu Ru are similar in age, only two years behind. They are good playmates.

However, fate, let the two girls on a different path. Eleven year old Xu LAN is still in primary school, and 13-year-old Xu Ru has gone to the mountains to cut firewood and farm.

In a poor and backward Town, there are many girls working in the field like her, but there are no such hard-working girls.

The next year, Xu Ru's body was in a bad condition and almost didn't survive.

Some relatives who were indifferent to the two brothers couldn't see it, so they urged Xu Ru to give him away. Boys are popular in all ages, and there are always people who want them.

A person, no matter how hard, but also can live a little more comfortable.

But Xu Ru didn't agree and scolded his relatives. He said that even if he died, he would not send his younger brother away. Otherwise, what face would he have to meet his parents under the ground?

It is said that elder sister is like a mother.

In this poor age, the two brothers and sisters depend on each other.

Knowledge can change destiny, knowledge can create wealth.

Reading is the only way out.

Xu Ru dropped out of school after primary school. It was normal in that era.

His younger brother Xu Yao is a student of books. He is very smart. No one can read him in the primary school built by three tile roofed houses in the town.

Therefore, she hopes that her brother will have a promising future and can change his fate. For those who are afraid of poverty and madness, their greatest desire is to change their fate.

When Xu Yaochang was 13 years old, he had no money to go to junior high school. It was Xu Ru who asked people in the town to borrow money and kowtowed it one by one.

It was raining that day. Xu Ru knelt down in front of his cousin's house. The door was closed, so she couldn't ask for tuition.

She kowtowed, one after another. At that time, Xu Yao stood beside her and looked at her sister's trousers covered with rain and mud. She choked her neck and said, "elder sister, I don't read any more. It's a big deal to farm."

I'm so tired. I'm really tired.

He didn't want to be the burden of his sister all the time, and he didn't want to continue to study. At that time, the college entrance examination system had just been restored, and the theory that reading was useless was prevalent everywhere.

The terrible theory that reading is useless has spread for half a century.

Xu Yao doesn't want to waste his time in class. He wants to be the same as Xu Guang, fishing for three days and drying the net for two days. However, Xu Guang is skipping classes and going out to play around. He wants to help his sister farm in the field.

But Xu Ru slapped his younger brother hard and said in a sharp voice: "what's the way out if you don't read? How can you change your fate if you don't read? You'll be a mud leg all your life if you don't read."

People with a little knowledge and culture have seen a lot of rash rise, but it is useless to promote reading.

It is ironic that people without culture always remember that reading can change their fate.

"How much does... Aron owe for his tuition?"

Gentle voice from the rain, Xu LAN holding an umbrella, standing not far away.

"I only have one yuan and fifty cents here. I have saved fifty cents. One yuan is from a Guang." Xu Lan said, "no matter how much, there will be no more."

Xu Yao studied in the best junior high school in the county. The tuition and miscellaneous expenses add up to eight yuan.

Xu Yao can imagine, when Xu Guang was robbed of his savings by his sister, that aggrieved and resentful face.

Xu Yao did not go to pick up the money, but staring at Xu LAN, "Xiao Lan, when are you going?"

Xu LAN approached, holding an umbrella with his right hand, and knocking Xu Yao's head with his left hand, he said angrily: "call LAN elder sister, little fart child."

"I'm leaving tomorrow. My father is transferred to Shanghai stock market. There are people who assign houses there. My family will go with me." She said.

As a young girl, Xu LAN is pretty and delicate, with a pair of dark eyes.

"Haven't you come back yet?" said Xu Yao sadly

"I don't know." "The Shanghai stock market is too far away from Xujia town. I don't know how many years to come back."

Compared with Xu LAN, a short head, he moved his eyes from that delicate face, only felt empty in his heart.As a teenager, Xu Yao has always liked Xu LAN, who is much older than herself. She likes to pretend to be deep in front of her and recite a few Mao Da Da's poems. She has a poet like melancholy and vicissitudes on her face. In fact, she is peeping at her reaction and eager to see something adored and appreciated from her face.

He pretended to be an adult and learned from his sister to call her Xiaolan. He wanted to ignore the age gap between the two sides and wanted to tell himself that it was nothing.

I am eager to meet a lilac like girl with sorrow and resentment. She stands alone with an oil paper umbrella and wanders in the lonely rain lane...

this poem by Dai Wangshu appears in Xu Yao's brain.

Xu LAN is the girl he longed for, a lilac girl.

But just like the lilac girl in the poem, she drifted away, leaving only one figure at last.

On the day Xu LAN left, Xu Yao stood outside Xujia town and watched them take a tricycle to the county. Suddenly, they wanted to smoke.

After years, no encounter, no contact, meet again, the original lilac girl, has been married as a woman.

...

Xu Yao squatted in front of her sister's grave, smoking one cigarette after another, talking about his past. His face had no expression, no sigh, no emotion, only regret, deep regret.

Qin Zexin said, NIMA, you love my mother so deeply.

My mother is clove. What are my sister and I.

My sister is rose, I am dog tail grass?

My uncle heard that someone coveted his sister, but his face was calm. Obviously, he knew it for a long time.

My uncle's heart is really big. If anyone dares to covet my sister, I will let him know how to write the four words of Honghuang Zhili.

"What happened then?" Qin Ze asked.

"Then it was my sister who knelt down all night in front of my cousin's house, and managed to make up the rest of the money. When I was seriously ill, I went to school as I wished. With my grades getting better and better, I was admitted to high school and my tuition was more expensive. My sister thought that if I continued to farm, I could not afford to study. She took me away from Xujia town to work in the county, sweeping the floor, washing dishes, washing clothes, doing coolie, and doing all kinds of work. Until my third year in high school, she suddenly got pregnant and had you

This is inexplicable, I came out?

"Who did she contact and what did she encounter?" Qin asked

Xu Yao said with a wry smile: "I don't know, I know to study hard. She just wants me to study hard. For so many years, she has never married, or even been with a partner. Farming to support me, working to support me, she has been paying for me, has been longing for my success. You said that such a person, how suddenly pregnant

"Say it carefully." Qin Ze frowned.

He had a lot of doubts in his heart, a woman from love to have a child, can not have no sign, unless it is raped.

In that case, aunt Xu has no need to hide it. Even if she is shy about the age, she will not hide it from her only brother.

Besides, why did I get sent away.

Well, combined with the social background at that time, giving birth to illegitimate children is not incomprehensible.

In the old man's diary, his mother fled back to Xujia town to avoid the vicious hands of the family planning office in order to give birth to me.

Where's that "me"?

There is no need to doubt the authenticity of "I", he must exist, otherwise the old man would not write it down in his diary.

Xu Yao's attitude towards him is also very strange. His remorse, remorse and guilt are far more than those of an uncle.

He is not my uncle. I don't know. I thought he was my father.

Even if Xu Yao and aunt Xu are close to each other and have deep feelings, at most, he hates that man, and maybe even the house and the house hate me.

Finally, there is a question. Why does mother stop him from looking at me, just unwilling to be disturbed by the quiet life?

I'm not a child. I'm an adult with thinking and rationality. I won't collapse easily because of this kind of thing.

Maybe I'm happy to lead my sister's hand into the Civil Affairs Bureau.

There are so many things that Xu Yao has not said.

Xu Yao lit a cigarette and looked at her sister's tombstone: "in fact, I have some points in my heart. I have been thinking for so many years. I always think that I should have met that man. It was in the 1990s."

That year...

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