Chapter 595

At the end of 1993, in a small underdeveloped county town, Xu Yao was carrying a cloth bag sewn by her sister, walking in a dirty alley, with mottled old houses on both sides, and rusty water pipes. There was a garbage can at the door of each house, emitting a faint odor.

He and his sister live in a small alley, the location is poor, the rent is not expensive, these years, in such a small county city, there are few people who go to the city to work and rent houses.

Xu yaolai came to his door, took out the key and opened the door.

A small house with only 30 square meters is separated from two rooms by a curtain, with one sister and one brother. There is only one bed in my sister's room, and the clothes are put in the box.

Xu Yao's "room" has a desk and a lamp. When I bought him a desk lamp, my sister was distressed for a long time, but she still bought it.

The meal is cooked in the corridor. A small stove, a pot and raw coal cooking are simple and crude. A better family has already bought a gas stove, but Xu Yao and her sister don't have this condition.

Usually at this time, my sister should make a fire and cook in the corridor, and Xu Yao, who comes home from school, will do some handicrafts, which is the extra private work that my sister takes outside after work. She can earn several yuan more every day.

"Sister?" Xu Yao came into the room and called out. Her sister was not in the room.

It may be that she found some work outside. She often goes shopping in the county and city every day, and then she does all kinds of work. She can only do what can earn money and men can do.

Xu Yao put down her schoolbag and saw a bag of unfinished handicrafts by her sister's bed. She should have come back and went out to buy vegetables?

He is in a good mood today, because of the test results in the school, he won the first place without accident.

The teachers like the student who is simple in dress. He is diligent, diligent and earnest, and says that he is a good candidate to enter the University.

At that time, the teacher was so simple that he wanted to dig out his heart and lungs for his students. He met a progressive reading seed, which he liked more than his own son.

At that time, the female students were also very pure, like to learn bully, like to be progressive boys, even if Xu Yaochang is very ordinary, but the girls who deliver love letters to him secretly are everywhere.

Different from the later love letters, the love letters at this time are very implicit and reserved. First, I write a modern poem of a famous person. At the end, I attach: what do you think of this poem. Then he handed it to the boy he liked. If he was interested in the girl, he would reply and put it into her drawer the next day.

Once and twice, the story comes.

At the age of 18, love is green and astringent, immature, but also aesthetic. After this age, love again, can not find that feeling.

Xu Yao despises the girl's hints and love letters. He looks like a stone statue standing in the rain of flowers, watching the petals fall in profusion. He is too lazy to reach for one of the beautiful petals.

He didn't have the capital to fall in love, and he didn't have any interest. The rural children only knew to bury themselves in reading and live up to his sister's expectations.

Moreover, his lilacs floated to the Shanghai stock market with the wind. Originally, he wanted to take the Fudan exam, but in his freshman year, lilacs got married.

Married to the red man of Shanghai stock market.

Xu Yao did not slow down for a long time. He wanted to beat people when he heard about the Shanghai stock market.

He is too silent, too low-key, too introverted, always like the mood pressure in the heart, can not say like, what value?

On the wedding day, Xu Yao went to take the fare from his sister. It was so expensive that he almost cried.

At the wedding, his lilacs were beautiful... No, that's not his lilacs anymore. It's the flower of the man who is a teacher.

Xiao Lan is very happy to see him, from the heart of happiness, how much to give Xu Yao some comfort.

I like the girl, she in my heart more and more gold, I am glad that I am in her heart, not as light as a feather.

The man looked at his new wife with a smile.

The wife said: This is my brother in my hometown.

The reality gave Xu Yao a heavy blow. At that time, he asked himself in his heart, was it just his younger brother...

his heart suddenly throbbed, and he still didn't cry.

But the real time to cry was after the wedding banquet. Xu Guang said, "is your sister's fault due to your sister?".

Xu Yao cried, and then he beat the boy to cry.

Xu Guang was born a little earlier. Now, he must say another word to comfort Xu Yao, such as: a Rong does not cry, but stands up.

Xu Yao is sitting on the bed, making handicrafts and dreaming. The elder sister's hand is full of frostbite in winter, blood dripping.

Unconsciously, it was getting dark, and my sister still didn't come back.

Xu Yao decided to go downstairs to find out. He closed the door and left the residential building. At the corner, he saw his sister and a man talking in the dusk. They held hands and could see the man's face faintly.

He was a calm and serious young man. When he talked to his sister, his eyes were full of smile.

Xu Yao saw him at the same time, the youth also saw Xu Yao. Xu felt that the teenager's eyes coming out of the corner were too sharp, and he was stunned.This Leng, sister found out, follow the youth's eyes to look around.

The elder sister's face changed slightly, whispered a few words with the youth, turned to meet Xu Yao.

"Who is he?" Xu Yao asked.

"Friend... Friend, you helped me." Xu Ru simply explained a sentence, not to say more, switch off the topic: "sister something back late, a Rong hungry."

Looking at the back of the youth, Xu Yao went farther and farther and disappeared in the night.

Since then, Xu Yao has never seen a young man again, and his sister is no different. She works hard every day.

...

in 1994, two things happened in this year, each of which made the small family face extinction.

, the first thing, because of the collapse of the real estate bubble, has triggered an extremely terrible economic crisis. It has been hard for anyone who has never experienced that era to imagine how terrible the economic crisis is. It is a direct collapse of the economy, far more than any subsequent economic crisis. In fact, it collapsed once as early as 90 years ago. By 1994, the two crises overlapped, promoted and expanded each other.

Bang!

bubble collapse, I do not know how many people killed.

Although the crisis has been stabilized in a relatively short period of time, it has had a great impact in this period of time.

The aftereffect of the small county and city is not too big, but the life of the citizens is indeed becoming tight.

As a result, Xu Ru began to earn less money, and his life was difficult to sustain.

The second thing, Xu Ru is pregnant.

On that day, Xu Yao was still at school, diving into the sea of questions, preparing to make a sprint for the college entrance examination.

My sister called the head teacher's office and said he was ill and hospitalized.

Xu Yao rushed to the hospital and learned from the doctor that her sister was pregnant.

A bolt from the blue.

"Don't work too hard. It's important to keep your body strong and healthy at home." The doctor complained and said to Xu Yao, "you are her husband, why don't you care at all..."

the doctor has not told a lie, but her sister, who has been in a trance, interrupts in embarrassment: "he is my brother."

Xu Yao developed relatively early. When his peers grew fluffy on his lips and was excited by the growing hair in his crotch, he looked like an adult, at least not like a high school student.

The doctor was embarrassed for a moment and asked, "that's your husband."

Silence.

The sister and brother were silent.

Back home, as if nothing happened, sister sitting at the bedside doing handicrafts, Xu Yao sitting at the table writing papers.

"PATA!"

Ball point pen heavy pressure on the table, the voice is not big, but Xu Ru was scared, her hand obviously a shake.

Xu Yao stood up with a gloomy face. He looked directly into his sister's eyes and asked, "who is that man?"

Xu Ru doesn't speak, and Xu Yao doesn't speak. He stares at him and turns red.

"Aron, don't mind..."

"is it the man, is it the man?" Xu Yao said aloud.

In response to his sister's silence.

All of a sudden, it was like igniting a dynamite barrel.

"You have been lying in the hospital for so long and he didn't come. Did you not contact him or did he refuse to come?" Xu Yao dragged her sister's hand to the door: "go to make a phone call and contact him now."

"I'm not going." Said the sister.

Xu Yao was stunned and exploded in an instant. He roared: "if you don't want to be shameless, we are poor, but we can't have no dignity. No matter how poor we are, we should know how to love ourselves. If a woman doesn't cherish herself, she will have nothing

"What do you do now? If you have a baby, can you raise it. When you unfasten your belt, you have thought about what you will do in the future, whether you want to get married or not, you will be ruined in your life, you know. "

In the dark room, the boy was hysterical, his face was red and his eyes were crazy.

On that day, he said a lot of things too much.

Each sentence is like a knife, inserted in my sister's heart.

Xu Yao gas crazy, he hate, hate that man, more hate sister not self love.

My sister sat by the bed, her head bowed and she wept.

She is a woman after all, a weak woman, life makes her become strong, even more desperate than men in some aspects, but in front of her brother, she cried helplessly and bowed her head.

Many years later, whenever he thought of this scene, Xu Yao would shiver all over his body and feel painful from inside to outside.

"I remember every word very clearly. Every word is printed in my heart. I hate myself at that time. I was so selfish that I never thought about her feelings, how aggrieved and helpless she was at that time, and how eager she was to be helped. Just like a person trapped in the mire, eager for someone to lend a helping hand, my brother, however, trampled her down with a hard foot. " Xu Yao burst into tears.

He lost his father at two and his mother at four.

His sister brought him up with all kinds of hardships. As a teenage girl, the rough cocoon on her hands was like a man who had worked for years.My sister worked hard to help him to study and become a useful man. The breakfast every day was porridge with three steamed buns. Why three steamed bread? It was reserved for lunch. Steamed bread with pickled vegetables, she had eaten for many years.

When she was young, she refused to give him away. When she grew up, she had no place to marry. She left all her time to her brother and all her hopes to him.

But my brother didn't understand her.

Qin Ze looks at this man in silence. At the moment, he stripped off all his clothes. He is successful, serious and beautiful...

he squats in front of his sister's grave, like a collapsed child, crying like a fool.

The reason why regret is regret is that it is doomed to be irreparable.

You cry, cry heartrending, you hate the original yourself, wish that the time back can make up for the past mistakes, but life will never give you a second chance.

So, you tried your best to recognize my nephew.

Want to make up for their own mistakes, want to appease that hide in the heart, day after day colic pain?

"And then?" Qin Ze asked in a hoarse voice.

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