An indescribable atmosphere hung over the heads of the people. It was silent, oppressive and sad, which made people feel heavy.
Xu Guang is the most able to understand Xu Yao. He was also one of the participants in that year. Xu Ru's experience made him feel very sad.
Su Yu looked at Qin Ze with pity. She always felt that her life experience was miserable enough. Her grandmother didn't love her uncle, her mother didn't love her, her father didn't love her. They gave birth to a child to take her place. Su Yu felt that she was wandering in the shadow that the lights of the two families couldn't reach.
They all said that their parents were the closest people in the world. She wanted to, but if her parents didn't kiss her, they might regard her as a failure in her failed marriage.
But compared with Qin Ze, he seems to be very lucky, although he has a happy family, a strict father and a gentle mother, as well as a seductive Jian goods sister.
But he did not know his mother until she died. No one knows who the biological father is.
Encounter so similar... Aze and I, as expected, is Wang Ba to see mung bean, made for each other.
Su Yu thought of happiness.
...
men did not appear, and never did.
The elder sister's stomach gradually big, takes advantage of the summer vacation, the elder sister and the younger brother returned to Xujia town.
In the nineties, a woman who was pregnant before marriage was criticized in this remote and poor town.
For a moment, rumors spread.
Some people say that Xu Ru is a junior outside, so she has the money to support her younger brother.
Some people say that Xu Ru is outside the object, the result is abandoned by others.
It's all about it anyway.
"Bad woman", "casual" and "indecent" labels were put on her.
It's summer vacation, the sun is burning the earth.
In the small town shop, a group of aunts chatted around, waving fans in their hands.
"Who's that wild seed in Xu Lan's stomach? It's about to be born."
"There are so many wild men out there. How can you know who it is if she doesn't say it herself."
"The baby who has lost her parents since childhood is easy to cheat and coax into bed in a few words."
"Who wants her now?"
"Ah Rong, is that boy admitted to university? Hey, you said that when Xu LAN gave birth to a baby, how could he have money to go to college again?"
The shopkeeper's wife suddenly changed her face and gave several aunts a wink.
At the door, outside the shadow of the eaves, Xu Yao stood there, his face expressionless, his hands clenched into fists.
"Ah Rong, come to get the admission notice. I just arrived this morning." The landlady squeezed out an awkward but polite smile.
Xu Yao took the admission notice and left. It was sealed in a yellow envelope.
During this period of time when he came back from the summer vacation, he had heard too much gossip, some said behind his back, some said face to face. He never fights. He often fights with people in summer vacation.
Xu Yao hated her sister, because she didn't love herself and destroyed her future.
He was tortured day by day by the madness that he hated iron but not steel.
He even hated the man who didn't know who he was, but his sister never said.
No wonder the gossip in the town.
The old bus came slowly and steadily on the paved oil road the year before last, and finally stopped at the bus stop.
A boy and a young woman with a big belly came down from the car.
They were Xu Guang and Xu LAN, who had been away from their hometown for many years.
"Hi, hi, Aron." Xu Guang waved his hand with a smile on his face.
The women in the grocery store are looking out.
Xu Yao looks at Xu LAN deeply.
After many years, I finally saw her again. Today's Xu LAN has faded the girl's green and astringent, becoming mellow and plump, with a young woman's grace between her eyebrows.
"Why are you in the town? You and sister Ru moved to the county seat."
"Oh, my elder sister is pregnant. When she comes back to hide, the family planning office will send her to the hospital to have an abortion. You see, she has such a big stomach that she can abort, a group of inhuman animals. "
"My brother-in-law didn't come. I sent my sister back. Anyway, my father said that it doesn't matter whether I go to work or not. He knows fishing. It's better to come back with my sister and have a look after."
Xu Guang, as always, is lively and chattering all the way.
"Say less." Xu LAN reprimanded his younger brother, then looked at Xu Yao and said in a soft voice, "what's the matter, Arong?"
She is always so gentle, so intimate, easily aware of the gloom in her eyes.
In a flash, red eyes, Xu Yao said: "my sister is pregnant."
...
that night, Xu LAN and Xu Ru talked about two pregnant women and two close friends who had been separated for many years, and one married and had a child, and was happy and happy. An unmarried woman who was pregnant was criticized.Just like what happened to them as children, it's very different.
Xu Ru looks at Xu LAN, always like a little match girl looking through the window at the warm stove and delicious Christmas dinner in the room.
Two worlds.
"Who is the father of the child?"
In the dim yellow light, lying on the same bed, Xu LAN whispered.
Xu Ru hesitated for a long time without saying.
Xu LAN gently stroked her best friend's stomach, bigger than her, and the expected date of delivery was certainly earlier.
"The child has just been born and may not have a father, but when he grows up? Everyone else's children have a father, but he doesn't have one. " Xu Lan said: "my baby likes his father. He is tired of being together with her father all day long. It's very hard for the children of single parent family. You're from the past. You should know something about it."
Seeing her still silent, Xu Lan said in her heart: "what are you carrying, tired or not? Even if he doesn't want you or children, he can at least ask for a compensation, and your life will be better. "
"What about Aron? He was admitted to Zhejiang University. After so many years of hard work, did you finally see hope and give up halfway? You said, reading to change fate, just the last step, not to go? What's more, what about your future? You're not young. How can you get married with a child? "
How to get married? In this era, who would want a woman who has a baby without marriage.
Who would want it.
For a long time, Xu Ru said, "he just left on business."
"Do you believe it?" Xu LAN asked.
Silence again.
"Don't talk about it," Xu Ru said with a strong smile, "Why are you pregnant again? Now you are so strict. I heard that there are five months of super life in the town. They are all arrested and killed, and they almost died together."
Xu LAN helplessly said: "my family wants a son, his father also wants to, always feel that without his son, his old Qin family will be dead. Don't look at his pain now, especially his daughter. When he knew that I was pregnant, he was so happy that he would jump and jump like a child
Xu LAN blame and helpless tone, but her face is full of happiness, deeply hurt Xu Ru's heart.
"In fact, I can think of a Rong's tuition fee, but I can't. I asked my father for it. How can I say that Aron also called him uncle." Xu LAN sighed: "but you..."
in fact, at that time, it was the time when Xu LAN and his mother's family had the greatest conflict. At least, the old man of Xu family was the leader of the cadres, and the daughter of the leaders of the cadres, but he wanted to be super born.
The reason why the Xu family didn't look up to the Qin family was that the Qin family was poor and had no money.
"No, what money can your husband have? The poorest are teachers, right Xu Ru said, "ah Rong's tuition fees, I will find a way. As a sister, I should take care of my younger brother. Xiaolan, this is my sister's last dignity. "
Yes, this is her last dignity.
Yes, elder sister is like a mother. She should be.
Hearing this, Qin Ze was both melancholy and sad.
No matter whether aunt Xu still hopes for the man or not, the ending is still doomed, that man did not come, and she, helpless, separated from her own son and married someone else.
In fact, her tragic life has been doomed from the beginning.
In my mind, I can't help but remember the song he wrote to my sister:
I once loved such a man,
he said I was the most beautiful woman in the world.
I keep that innocence for him,
close the door of love.
It's also the man I love so much that he has turned me into the dumbest woman in the world...
have you ever loved a man like this, held hope for him and longed for him, but you have become the most stupid woman.
Aunt Xu?
"Who is the child my mother gave birth to?" Qin Ze asked.
From the bottom of his heart, this matter is over, he knew his life experience, but a heart disease.
He wanted everything, the past can not bear to look back, let it scattered in time with the wind.
But Qin Ze didn't resist curiosity and asked more.
Xu Guang shook his body with exaggeration, and the whole person seemed to have crossed.
According to what they said, I should have been born earlier than me. October is my birthday, but it's not really my birthday.
Where have I been? Have I been eaten by Guangdong people.
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