Chapter 2074： Revenge (four thousand five hundred words)

No feelings, no emotions, nothing seems to be able to shake his heart.

Even if it is death in front of you.

Even in the process of death.

It seems that the soul has been pulled away, and all his actions now seem to be the instinct of the flesh to complete the obsession of revenge.

After losing everything, his past self went through several scenes, and in these scenes, Chiba also slowly figured out his past current state.

In addition, he also seemed to have a feeling of emotion that seemed to be a state of being withdrawn from his soul.

At the same time, as his own understanding of the evil of human nature deepened in the past, he almost learned to look at things from another angle, another angle he would never think of now.

Slowly, in some things, he saw more thoroughly than before.

At this moment, he seemed to understand a little bit, why the other himself had to experience this cruel memory by himself.

Although this memory is cruel, even cruel enough to cause some irreversible changes to Chiba's personality, the things contained in it are really what Chiba needs now.

It will help him in the future.

And it is very helpful.

Whether it is technical or psychological.

However, this kind of help also has to pay a price in a sense, that is his current mental state, perhaps because he is in this memory and fully feels all his past feelings, he is also at this time He experienced the mental state of no feeling and no feeling, the feeling of pulling away the soul, he really felt it.

And this state has begun to bring him a kind of unfavorable psychological changes, such as a sense of emotional withdrawal, and even when he recalls the self before he entered the memory, he has a sense of strangeness.

Even in these few scenes, Chiba spent a considerable part of his experience, constantly recalling the beauty of the Naruto World, in order to prevent this emotional withdrawal from further expanding.

And now, he only hopes that this stage will pass quickly.

In other words, the past self, resolve that team as soon as possible and complete revenge.

Now, the only thing that can give the past self is revenge, and as long as the past self can feel something, then it means that he can also feel things, at least after feeling things, this sense of withdrawal will be Relieve a lot.

At this time, Chiba also knew that the real test had already begun, the test of him.

Whether he was assimilated by this memory or detached from this memory, it all depends on whether his mind is firm enough to resist this feeling of being pulled away from his soul.

The previous more than 300 nightmare reincarnations and the hellish human torture caused emotional backlogs, which were nothing more than appetizers. Now this kind of soul withdrawal, a state of no feeling and no emotion, is the dinner.

If he can sustain it, then he will gain a wealth that may be greater than he imagined, or in other words, he will get another legacy left to him except the ball of light.

Of course, if he can't hold on, then he is likely to become a second other self.

Everything depends on how firm his mind is and whether he can resist this mental breakdown like a mental breakdown.

Yes.

In Chiba’s view, in fact, the current situation in the past is a kind of mental breakdown, in other words, because of excessive emotional excitement, he suffered huge depression, and after the backlog of emotions broke out, it directly surpassed The maximum range that the past self can bear has caused the self-protection mechanism in the past self subconscious to activate, shielding all the senses about emotions, resulting in this state of no feelings and no emotions.

Just because of the tragic death of my partner, the backlog of my own emotions in the past is about to collapse. Although Xiaoqian has temporarily awakened his senses, it is nothing more than hiding these emotions in my heart. Even the blazing flame of revenge, too It was just a moment of these emotions.

As Chiba who can truly feel everything about her in the past, and from the perspective of a bystander, she is very clear.

In the past, although compared with myself, my mind is much darker. I am used to thinking in the worst direction when doing things, and measuring everything with the most sinister human heart, but in essence, they are all the same. of.

Since he was in the Hokage World, he would ignore life and death for the sake of Jiuxina, then, although he was different from himself in the past, his enthusiasm for giving his life to his partner was the same.

This can be seen from the first scene, when Xiao Qian rescued him, the past self, regardless of any subsequent back hand, raised a gun to save Xiao Qian.

Moreover, the perverts on the evil side of the mental breakdown and distortion have steadfast love and friendship that can help each other. What's more, the past self is just a little bit darker, and it can't be related to the perversion.

In the past, I lost my partners, and watched them being tortured to death. It was no different from Chiba watching them be tortured to death alive but powerless.

Chiba understands very well how heavy, intense, and dark the emotions that have been overwhelmed in his heart in the past are!

The personal killing of Xiao Qian completely detonated these emotions. Xiao Qian's death destroyed the last line of defense in his heart. The backlog of emotions suddenly exploded. These dark, intense and heavy emotions were not given. Any chance of the self in the past touched the body's defense mechanism, and all feelings, emotions, and feelings were blocked.

Especially when I saw the pistol that Xiaoqian finally fell out.

At the beginning, with such a pistol, he saved Xiao Qian, gave him a beam of light, a dazzling light, and gave him the best time.

Then, with such a pistol, all the darkness in his heart burst out. In an instant, he lost his feelings and feelings, and his soul seemed to be drawn away.

Obviously, Xiao Qian had a chance to kill him, and he could kill him very easily.

However, Xiaoqian did not do this.

Both the self and Chiba in the past knew very well that Xiaoqian deliberately, deliberately broke, deliberately gave up her life, she designed it.

To keep the past self alive.

Even if it is for revenge, you must live.

From the very beginning, Xiaoqian pierced his chest with a knife, seemingly decisively breaking, and being swallowed by hatred, Xiaoqian began to plan, and even, very likely, the first three waves of enemies, Xiaoqian secretly There is assistance.

Xiaoqian may have been by his side.

And Xiao Qian could do it completely, protecting his past self when she didn't know it.

Because of this, because of Xiaoqian’s wholehearted dedication, I felt unprecedented warmth in the past, and for the first time I felt other people’s positive and fierce emotions for me. For the first time, there was a girl who was wholeheartedly for herself. , I felt the greatest joy in my entire life in the past, and at the same time, how strong this joy is, and how violent the regret and resentment that I have given myself to the transformation of happiness after killing myself, it is precisely because of this, as if All the dark emotions like dynamite burst out together.

However, thanks to these emotions bursting out all at once, I didn't give my past self any chance to react.

Otherwise, if these dark emotions are accumulated bit by bit, and then cannot be vented, in the process of backlogging, I am afraid that my previously darker psychological past has not waited for the eruption to break down and become evil. Those are abnormal.

The current result, in Chiba's view, is still relatively good.

Of course, all of this is due to Xiao Qian, and the deep bond between himself and Xiao Qian in the past, at the moment that pistol fell, even Qianye was moved and shocked.

To be honest, Chiba did not expect that Xiao Qian would do such a thing for the sake of her past self.

This girl, in Chiba’s eyes, is definitely a cruel character, cruel to others and even more cruel to herself, and her kind of cruelty also carries an understatement, as if she has made some weird things that others do not What you dare to do is very normal.

This is truly terrible.

In this way, in order to survive, to be able to exist so fiercely and decisively, Chiba did not expect that this girl would entrust her hope of life to her past self at a critical time.

He didn't even notice that this girl had a deeper feeling for her past self.

To be honest, he didn't know where his past self attracted such a girl who was destined to become a strong one.

To tell the truth, although the past self had an extraordinary mind, after all, he did not possess the qualifications of a strong person.

Perhaps, under the influence of Xiao Qianri, there is a chance to become a strong man, just like the strong man in the team that abused and killed his partner.

However, it is impossible to rely on yourself alone.

And the current state of oneself in the past, this extreme state has caused great trouble and test to Chiba, but in a sense, he has the qualifications to become a strong man.

Perhaps this is also in Xiaoqian's calculations.

Even, it is very possible that the last Xiaoqian's initiative kiss was an inspirational kiss for the past self.

This kiss detonated all the dark emotions.

Similarly, it is also a key to becoming a strong one.

Although, Chiba didn't want it.

And then, when Chiba struggled with that sense of soul withdrawal, the past self also experienced endless nightmare reincarnation, and for the self who has no feelings and feelings in the past, master After the demonic whispering skills derived from the evil of human nature, every scene is so relaxed.

Every time, almost the past self played everyone in the palm of his hand. Even, by about 500 games, the past self almost did what God could do, or control this nightmare reincarnation. The master can do it.

He has reached the level of using various available factors in a scene to determine who is alive and who will die.

Even though, it doesn't matter how strong this person is.

He has a way to defeat the opponent and decide the life and death of the opponent.

Although I didn’t have feelings and feelings in the past, my acting skills seem to have been greatly improved. With various body and facial expressions, I can simulate almost 100% emotional feelings, emotions, anger, sorrow, and even some subtleties. The expression of emotions seems to be able to become any type of person.

Relying on this seemingly incidental stunt, he can control other people again and again.

To be honest, even Chiba felt terrible in the past after five hundred games.

After that, Chiba in the past began to have another shadow of himself. Of course, it was just a shadow, and the feeling for Chiba was still very different.

However, during this period, I used to wander around 30 people and never entered a team battle.

At this time, the past self also began to think about the factors that entered the team battle, and with the wisdom of the past self and present, it is not difficult to get results.

After about a hundred games, another five or six "partners" gathered around me in the past, and all of them naturally survived, and then, once again, entered a team battle with at least a hundred people.

Then, in the first team battle, the past self met that team again, and this time, the past self is no longer the weak one before, but a man who knows the evil of human nature and possesses the most perfect Camouflage and the most terrifying inner powerhouse who can almost control the entire scene.

That time, winning was extremely easy.

However, the past self did not act excessively, and even designed to let them escape.

Escape from despair.

And survived.

It's just that some rumors from this team have begun to spread among the surviving people.

Then, it was another ten games or so and encountered again.

That team escaped once again.

Rumors began to spread among more people.

Then, in this way, in the following 100 games, they encountered at least ten games. Each time, the team escaped from the dead, and even the personnel were not lost.

However, just after this, the nightmare of this team began.

Even if I didn't do anything in the past, this team was chased by more and more powerful teams, and more evil teams chased after it, as if it was a prey with a seductive fragrance.

In the end, almost all appeared a phenomenon, the stronger the more evil the team, at the beginning of each scene, the team will be the first to find this team, and to kill the members of this team for pleasure.

From here, this team will be called the first target of the more evil people in every scene~www.novelhall.com~Slowly, every scene has become the escape of this team. Start.

The fear of being hunted down by a stronger and more evil existence lingers in their hearts every minute and every second.

Finally, after another two hundred games, this fairly strong team began to collapse. Unexplained fear broke out, and personnel began to go crazy and lose.

In the end, when my past self met this team again, there was only one soldier left in this team. The strongest man who shivered in the corner every time he woke up was the strongest team that tortured and killed his partner. The strong.

And the scene of this person shivering at that time, as if they were hiding in the corner with Xiao Qian from the past and shivering.

Exactly the same.

At this moment, the past self finally felt the pleasure of revenge.

He stepped forward, with a higher posture, explained everything and explained all the plans to destroy the team to this person.

And the relationship between them.

Looking at the appearance of the strong man who was already frightened and on the verge of madness kneeling in front of him begging for mercy, the face of the old self who had felt the pleasure and smiled slowly became gloomy.

It became a kind of calm.

Then, he completely drove this strong man insane, without a trace of pity, watching him roll his eyes and drooling. In the past, I had no intention of doing it. After leaving this strong man to fend for himself, it quickly ended. This scene.

At this moment, Chiba's heart became heavy.

In the past, I still have no feelings or feelings.

revenge.

It does not allow him to have feelings and feelings.

He still...

Can't feel anything!

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