Chapter 2075： Fangs (four thousand words)

The so-called murder and condemnation, after driving the strong man who tortured and killed his partner, turned such a quiet and invincible strong man into a drooling lunatic, the past self left him after his own life and death, but Still have not recovered feelings and feelings.

And Chiba finally understood that revenge is not the key. For the self in the past, after losing his feelings and feelings, revenge is only a goal, not an obsession. The reason why he can still feel when he thinks of revenge Whatever happened, it was just because it was the goal.

It is a sense of urgency without any emotion to accomplish the goal.

It's not that emotion or other feelings are felt.

Then, just at this time, the feeling of withdrawal from the soul that made Qianye distressed might irreversibly change his state of no emotion and no feeling, but it suddenly faded.

After seeing the scene of revenge, he seemed to feel a sense of relief. Although his past self still hasn't recovered his feelings and feelings, for Chiba who still has feelings and feelings, his past self-handling methods, His method of revenge is even more capable of venting the backlog of emotions than Chiba himself thought.

In the process of experiencing this with the past self, Chiba, as a relatively independent consciousness with normal feelings and feelings, and complete empathy, is basically personal experience. The past partner of himself, after some experience, Qianye Ye naturally has feelings. Even if he has no feelings, he will be affected by his past self. The partner died tragically, Xiaoqian entrusted his life and gave hope to life. In a sense, it was also a great emotional impact on Chiba. Even the negative emotions he received from the emotional impact were more and deeper than his past self.

After all, in a turbulent world, experiencing desperate life and death, and living to the present, Chiba is higher than the past self in terms of force and intelligence, or in terms of strain and vision. He has not lost his feelings and feelings in the past. When he sees that he has made obviously wrong plans in the past, he can’t speak and can’t control the situation at the time. He can only watch his past mistakes and cause inconvenience. The consequences of salvation.

That anger is not even less than the negative emotions of losing a partner.

Therefore, Chiba has a lot more dark emotions than her past self. Coupled with the influence of her past self that has no emotions and no feelings, Chiba’s psychology will really be distorted somewhere. stand up.

Caused irreversible changes to his character.

It is indeed quite dangerous.

And now, the solution of my past self, seeing that **** guy kneeling on his knees and begging for mercy and panic and procrastinating, really relieved Chiba, the best way to kill someone, not necessarily with a knife, my past self Undoubtedly, with an invisible knife called Rumor, bit by bit, the spirit of this **** fellow was smashed, making him worse than death in the end.

A crazy lunatic continues this cruel reincarnation. If he is not dead and has a chance to wake up, think back to this period, will it be another torment, a torture that will remain in my heart forever.

Does it make him tremble when he thinks about it, fearful, and shamefully want to dig a hole to bury himself alive.

Or, even if he recovers his sobriety, he completely loses his courage and becomes an existence that can never be in this nightmare reincarnation.

coward.

Let anyone slaughter them and dare not resist, they can only become slaves without any dignity, and in the end they may be creatures that even one person cannot call them.

This is the real scary place of the past self.

People are not afraid of dying humble, they are afraid of living humble.

If this person keeps going crazy like this, it may be a good thing for him. Once he wakes up, the spiritual and spiritual damage caused by his past self will accompany him for the rest of his life and make him suffer for the rest of his life.

This is the real cruelty.

If the past self took a stab at that time, and the butterfly knife left by Xiaoqian turned out to him, it would be a kind of happiness for him.

However, this can be regarded as the karma of this **** guy.

If he had simply ended up with his past partner instead of killing him, how could his past self have accumulated so many dark emotions, and after the final detonation, how could he touch the body's defense mechanism and lose his feelings and feelings.

And if the past self still has even a trace of feelings and feelings, how can you retaliate in such an extremely vicious way?

Such a way of revenge can only be imagined by the self who is essentially the same as Chiba in the past after losing his feelings!

In the end, everything was just the **** guy who took the blame.

And it was this kind of life-long torture and this sense of self-reporting retribution that completely released the negative emotions accumulated in Chiba's heart.

After all, the present empathy, everything he did in the past is basically equivalent to what he did.

He can feel the realism of hands-on.

After these emotions were released, the feeling of soul withdrawal slowly faded away, and was completely suppressed.

Moreover, Chiba's heart seemed to have settled down after this hearty revenge.

At the same time, everything he had experienced in the past came to his mind, and he subconsciously changed his mind to think about these things in a different way, which was also the habit of thinking he wanted, and he subconsciously began to analyze these things.

Gradually, some insights that were impossible with his experience in the Hokage World slowly poured into his heart.

And his state of mind is beginning to become more and more stable.

The feeling of soul withdrawal is getting weaker and weaker.

At this moment, Chiba knew that he had begun to transform, relying on absorbing the cruelty he had experienced in the past.

In other words, he has overcome these cruelties.

At the same time, I also deeply understand that the cruel fears he had before were just that he was really scared.

The other one must let himself experience all this, not to change him, but to let him experience it.

His mind is not strong enough.

At least, before the other one is as strong as the other one, they can't meet the requirements of the past.

But now, he somewhat understood that this cruel memory, as long as he can survive this period and the end of revenge, he will have great gains, and he can continue to experience it safely.

This cruel memory is not as demanding as Chiba imagined.

The purpose is not a trial, but an exercise!

And after the mood stabilized and I felt a good heart, in addition to slowly absorbing the previous lessons and experiencing the training of spiritual endurance and toughness, Chiba did not passively accept everything about himself in the past. .

However, for the current Chiba, these influences on his mind are not very strong. Slowly, Chiba can already see the problem from the perspective of a bystander in this kind of forced personal experience. Up.

And after revenge, after discovering that his feelings and feelings had not recovered in the past, he wanted to understand that the things that were lost at the beginning were his feelings and feelings, and there was not a single drop of these things left.

The defense mechanism does not shield feelings and feelings, but rejects them.

He wants to retrieve these things.

After the revenge, he had no goal, and then he began to feel that he had no feelings and feelings, like a walking dead, a machine, aimlessly doing repetitive labor in the nightmare cycle.

This situation makes the past self very uncomfortable.

Therefore, he set another goal for himself.

Recover these lost.

Then, he began to implement all the plans he came up with to restore feelings and feelings, for example, to kill those "partners" who were "manipulated" by him, and to bring these villains who could accept his behavior style into one One kill.

To be honest, for the current self, the difficulty of nightmare reincarnation, scenes with less than 500 people, can be fully controlled or most controlled, killing a few people is not a big problem at all.

Even, it can be said that it is easy.

Then, after losing his partner, he was sent to a scene with 30 people, where only one person can survive.

Of course, for him, this scenario of giving to the loser can do everything except the rule that only one person can survive.

After surviving this scene, he was beaten into a scene of 30 or even 20 people. Then, he gave up the liberating talent of demon-like whispers, or his nature, and tried his best to be an emotional person. , Appeared next to some of the same human beings and became their partners.

Even, as before, became a deputy to a charming captain.

Everything is beautiful.

However, he still did not find his feelings and feelings.

After hundreds of scenes, the team was destroyed, and he did not find his feelings and feelings.

During the period, he also tried tens of thousands of big methods in this team, changing various angles, just like Chiba thinking about what would happen in the night of Nine Tails, trying everything that he could try. .

However, he still did not find his feelings and feelings.

Even the destruction of these people could not arouse any waves in his heart.

Then, the past self finally understands that once you give up something, you can never find it again.

He can never get back his feelings.

To be honest, he couldn't even feel disappointment.

Because he didn't feel it, he didn't feel tired. Although the body would be tired, in his concept, it was just a concept that the body needed to rest.

So, he began to repeat everything before.

Because he didn't feel disappointed and knew he couldn't find his feelings and feelings back, he just killed a goal.

There are no waves at all.

There is no feeling of despair and want to die.

In a sense, the past self, even Chiba whose mood has risen a step, feels chills in his back.

Such a person is terrible.

There is no emotion, no feeling, but he has the talent to confuse people, and his mastery of human nature has reached a level that can be manipulated. Such a person, if placed in the prophecy of extinction, then he is definitely the terminator of the world. One kind of existence.

Moreover, it is the kind of desperate existence without weakness.

At least, human beings cannot think of the existence of its weaknesses.

However, the aimless reincarnation of the self in the past did not last long. The number of reincarnations reached 1,000.

From here, the nightmare reincarnation has begun to change again, the scope has expanded again, it is already a complete world size, or a world about half the size of the previous life earth, and the number of participants is no longer limited to one person or one. Team, you can be one person or tens of thousands.

At the same time, terrorist threats have also begun to escalate. These terrorist threats have become extremely offensive. They are no longer passive or semi-passive, but proactive. In these scenarios, terrorist threats have begun to find survivors. At the same time, the types and levels of terrorist threats are becoming more complex and powerful.

The lower limit of ninjutsu has risen to 500 people.

At least 500 people participated in each scene.

The upper limit of the number of people is none.

That is, there is no upper limit.

The number of survivors is based on the unit. If you come by yourself, even if it is a unit, if you come by a team, it is also a unit ~www.novelhall.com~The number of survivors is only three units.

This nightmare reincarnation, from here onwards, the fangs were really exposed.

Just looking at the changes in these conditions, you know that every scene will be a **** storm.

And the self in the past should be considered relatively lucky.

His first thousand-level nightmare scene was a 10,000-level nightmare scene.

In other words, more than 10,000 participants.

They are only one of a million people who have experienced a thousand nightmare scenes.

This is absolutely unfavorable to the past self, it should be said to be very unlucky.

It is very terrifying difficulty for thousands of people to find the survival qualifications of those three units. After all, in this scene, not only people, but also various terrorist threats are actively seeking people to kill, and these terrorist threats, There are still many unknown abilities, you may die without knowing how to die.

However, the past self was lucky.

Because, in his first thousand-game nightmare scene, he has seen what is the real supreme power in the entire nightmare reincarnation.

Ten thousand people, ten minutes, all destroyed.

Be alone.

All out!

The surviving unit suddenly fell on the past self.

However, this time, he did not fall into a coma directly after confirming that the survival conditions were completed.

Rather, the whole body was stiff in front of the young man who smiled brightly at him and was older than himself.

"This first nightmare of a thousand games, this is a gift for you, I have been paying attention to you for a long time, do you want to escape this nightmare reincarnation?"

Then, the young man who appeared suddenly stretched out his hand and said sincerely.

Then, the past self found the goal again.

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