Gu Haoran told Qiao Rao anxiously: "there are no people here. Remember not to walk around. You must follow everyone and sister-in-law Zhang." He turned to his sister-in-law and said, "help me take good care of Rao Rao."
"Don't worry, I will take care of Rao Rao," she said with a smile
Everyone said with one voice: "we will take good care of Rao Rao, Mr. Gu can rest assured."
He nodded, waved his hand and said, "have fun. I'm going."
Driving home, he felt a little tired and just wanted to go upstairs to have a rest. But suddenly see the restaurant where the light, Fangfei is there to drink. He was startled and quickly walked over. She has this disease now. How can she drink? And I haven't seen her drink like this in my memory.
Or a cup of red wine poured into the mouth, as cattle drink. It's too hurtful to be drunk.
He rushed forward to grab her bottle and said, "Fangfei, you are crazy!"
He is such a violent temper. When he sees these things, he can't help but feel heartache. After heartache, he will curse instinctively. In fact, I still don't want to scold like this, but I can't help it at all. How can Fang Fei abandon herself so much? Since she has got this disease, she should fight against it.
Fangfei looked at him and said sadly, "I feel so bad in my heart. Don't scold me. We've known each other for a long time. It's the first time that you've spoken so fiercely to me. "
She looks even worse when she is scolded like this.
In the past, all the people around her were very gentle to him, especially the boss. Recently, I really wanted to hold her in my hand and take good care of her. Even if I drank a glass of water, I was afraid that she would be scalded, and I had to blow it cold before I gave it to her.
This man is good, not only does not have the slightest pity, unexpectedly also roars her like this, really lets the human be very chilling.
Fangfei reached for the bottle in his hand and said, "what? I told you about the good wine. You are distressed. You can rest assured that I will compensate you and let me drink it. "
At this moment, Gu Haoran suddenly thinks of what Qiao Rao Rao said, and then sees Fangfei's appearance. He can't help thinking that sometimes he is kind-hearted, but he should pay attention to the tone of speech, and don't hurt them instead. It's no wonder that words are a sharp blade, killing people invisibly.
So he said softly, "Fangfei, I am I care about you. " Hesitated for a while, he used the most standard sentence, to Qiao Rao Rao can be distressed, but to friends can only be concerned about it, or it will be a mess.
He said earnestly: "Fangfei, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to say you, but you are If you can't drink, don't do that, OK? "
Fangfei heard his soft words, more sad, not from tears quietly.
It took a long time to look up and say, "OK, I'll listen to you. In fact, I know you are for my good, but I feel very sad. As you said, I am in this situation. As we all know, it's not far from death to get this disease. No matter how hard you try, maybe surgery and chemotherapy can barely last for three or five years, and finally you die even worse. It's really boring. Think of here I still feel disheartened, even if it is a bet how, the outcome has been placed there, did not change, I have lost. Go to do the operation again, just let oneself add some more pain
The more she said it, the more sad she was. She could not help saying, "can you ask me if I can carry out euthanasia? I just want to die peacefully. This is the most perfect way for me to feel. I don't have to endure such unbearable pain or craniotomy. I just have a sleep and go away like this. It's not painful at all."
Hearing that she was so frustrated, she thought of euthanasia, that is, 100% of her life is loveless.
"Don't say that. Now medicine is prosperous. After five years, there may be drugs that can control cancer. Don't be so discouraged." Looking at such a strong woman, as weak as a child, Gu Haoran didn't know what to say for a moment. He could only say such empty words of comfort.
He was a little annoyed that he didn't know how to comfort others, so he looked at Fangfei helplessly.
Fangfei suddenly grabbed his sleeve and said: "Gu Haoran, let me tell you the truth. In fact, I can't support it now. In fact, since yesterday, I began to have a headache. That kind of pain is very special, you know I am a very strong woman, general pain I can bear. However, this kind of pain, I can't bear, like She didn't know how to describe it. She said it for a long time. It's like the monkey king was recited the tight hoop curse by the Tang monk, and then the gold hoop on his head became tighter and tighter, like the feeling of embedding it in my head. "
She knew that this was just the beginning, and that there would be days of pain in the future. Thinking of this, she was really afraid.
This metaphor is also very vivid. Although it sounds funny, who else can laugh at this time.
"Can it hurt that much? Are you ok. I'm sorry, Rao Rao and I go to work and let you endure this kind of pain alone. I'll try my best to arrange things at hand as soon as possible and concentrate on taking care of you. " Gu Haoran asked with concern.Looking at her quietly, when she went out this morning, Fangfei was a little haggard, but she seemed to be in a good mood. Why did she come back in the afternoon? She was a miserable woman.
He and Qiao Rao Rao said two days ago that fortunately Fangfei didn't have that kind of disease, and everything was as usual. Unexpectedly, after a few days, she already had so much pain.
"Ha ha, it's OK, but it seems that I want to buy some painkillers at home. It's too painful. Just take two tablets." Fang Fei said.
She really has this plan now.
Gu Haoran said in a hurry: "painkillers should not be eaten indiscriminately, which is not good for health. It seems that it will also weaken people's memory, because it will cause certain damage to the central nervous system. "
Vaguely heard that this painkiller is really not a good thing, can not eat, try not to eat.
Fang Fei said with a bitter smile: "don't say that. Everyone knows that painkillers are good. But if there is no way, you should also take them, because pain is less harmful than the side effects of painkillers, so you must choose painkillers."
"So you need to operate quickly. I'll arrange the time. Don't delay, OK? I've arranged that trip to Maldives, and I can start tomorrow. After you come back, you will keep your promise to me and go to the hospital as soon as possible, because even if we take care of you, we are not professionals after all. I promise you that we will come to see you every day and talk to you.