"Gu Haoran, I really don't want to go to Maldives now." Fangfei said painfully.
"Why, give me a reason, don't you want to go there most?
Fangfei thought for a while, she didn't want to go, but also wanted to give him a reasonable reason.
"Well, I know that you and your sister are kind-hearted and want to fulfill what I want to accomplish, but now it's too late. My illness has begun to hurt. I once faced my boyfriend, you know he is the same disease as me, this is just the beginning, and it will be more and more terrible in the future. Every time when it hurts, he will hold my hand and keep saying to me: "I don't want to leave you, but I really can't live. It's too painful. I really can't stand it. Fangfei, I really want to die. But when I'm dead, what can you do? I'm the only one left in the world, and I'm the only one left. "
Imagine a man suffering from this disease at a young age, suffering unbearable pain when he is dying. It's just because I can't let Fangfei go that I can't live any more. How despairing he should be in his heart. If he wants to stay, he has to leave. Gu Haoran can't help but sigh. This is a man's deepest and heaviest sorrow.
My good friend Fangfei is even more pitiful. She has experienced all this. She watched her lover go away little by little. That's the whole process. I didn't expect that she also got this disease. The most painful and cruel memories made her even more frustrated.
After all, her boyfriend tried hard and left after all.
Thinking of this, he couldn't help patting Fangfei on the shoulder and said, "don't be too sad. Maybe going out for a walk will help you. Anyway, the doctor is nearby. If anything happens, she will do some corresponding treatment.
Fangfei shook her head firmly and said, "because I don't know when I will get sick. In case I get sick in those crowded places, it will attract the attention of passers-by. This is the last thing I like. If I can choose, I just want to die quietly."
Fangfei said with dismay. At this moment, her face was filled with a deep despair.
What a ghost Maldives? If she can go with her beloved man Gu Haoran, she will die without regret. Two people can get up and live in a small house near the sea. It's so romantic to watch the sunrise in the morning and the stars in the evening.
It's a honeymoon trip. She can stay in his arms and talk to him anytime and anywhere.
She really has a lot to say to him.
They can do that many, many times, hugging, kissing and loving
She is like an apple, which is blown down by the wind and falls into his arms. Then they fly together, land together and enjoy the happiness together!
But the trip he's talking about now is terrible when he thinks about it. How many of them are going? It's a headache to take sister-in-law Zhang with him. What kind of doctor do you need.
It is obvious that she is critically ill, and the doctor is ready to rescue her at any time. She would not go anywhere if she thought of it.
It's boring
"Fangfei, you were very optimistic some time ago. What's the matter now? The mood is so bad, Fangfei. Tell me, why? I'll see if I can help you Gu Haoran said eagerly that he could not look at his good friend's pain and ignore it.
Although he has a lot of women, she is really the only one of his girlfriends. Now Qiao Rao Rao can't be regarded as a friend. She has been upgraded to a lover. So she's the only one.
Fangfei said with a bitter smile: "in fact, I'm not optimistic. Sometimes I'm just acting. In fact, I'm really afraid of death. I think I'll disappear in this world like this. It seems that I've never been here. I will think, where am I? Is my soul wandering in the air, or is it completely destroyed? Every time I think about it, my heart is like being held by a big hand, especially afraid.
"It's good that you found this disease early. I think you'd better not think about it so much and treat it well." Hearing what she said just now, his heart was also sour.
"Although everyone is going to die, most people are different from me. They live to be 70 or 80 years old, and then they have a lot of children and grandchildren. What's more, they finish their last journey with their wife. As for me, I have no husband, no children, and no parents. Have I gone for nothing in this world? " Fangfei smiles bitterly again. Is this the end of her life?
In fact, she didn't do anything wrong. She just killed Xiao Tao in order to seal his mouth. In fact, she was afraid that he would tell Gu Haoran something and show him some evidence. In addition to Qiao Rao Rao, it's also because she blocked her love. Besides, she didn't hurt anyone else.
Why did God give her such an incurable disease?
Originally this disease should be given to Qiao Rao Rao, so she is willing to accompany her for the last journey.
Looking at Fangfei so sad, Gu Haoran is really speechless, how can he comfort her.Some things will never be brought back by fate. Like her parents, her boyfriend.
"You have two friends, Qiao Rao Rao and I, and we will guard you forever."
Fangfei suddenly asked: "to tell you the truth, do you love Qiao Rao Rao?"
She made a decision in her heart. Just sitting here drinking, she thought of many days with Qiao Rao Rao. It can't be denied that this woman is the best to her in the world. She always takes care of her so carefully. She really treats her as her elder sister. So she asks Gu Haoran in front of her. She knows that his temper will never cheat.
For anyone, love is love, not love is not love.
There is not a bit of procrastination, perhaps this is the reason why he will make people moved.
He is a simple and pure man. He is very persistent in his feelings. If he falls in love with him, he will be the happiest woman in the world. Fangfei can't figure out why Xia Tong chose Mr. Qin instead of him.
She made up her mind that if he didn't love Qiao Rao Rao, she would call the boss immediately and ask him to stop the action.
So Qiao Rao Rao won't die, nothing will happen, these things are only in Gu Haoran's mind, if he said love, then everything will go on as usual, although reluctant, but she still has to kill her.
She looked at Gu Haoran nervously, waiting for his answer.
Gu Haoran hesitated for a moment, because Fangfei understood his heart, so this answer should hurt him, so
he didn't know that