In the twinkling of an eye, Sue stayed in the hospital for two or three days.
Most of the time, she accompanied Gu Sixian in the ward. Occasionally, she felt bored, so she went out to walk downstairs of the hospital. On this day, Su Su just came up from downstairs and was about to turn back to the ward when she passed the corridor. Suddenly, she was grabbed.
She looked down and saw a five - or six-year-old girl with two braided sheep's horns and watery eyes flashing like two stars. The little girl carefully tugged at the corner of her dress, timidly asked: "Auntie, do you want stars?"
Su Su squatted down and saw something tightly in the little girl's right hand. At a close look, it was a piece of starlike plasticine.
The little girl blinked her eyes innocently and asked, "beautiful stars. I made them for my father. Do you want them?"
Su Su smiles and says gently, "the green stars are really beautiful. You are great."
The little girl hung her head and held the stars in her two little hands. She said seriously, "mom said that this is a lucky star. If I give it to others, it will bring luck to others, and dad's illness will get better."
Sue realized that her father was ill and in hospital.
Su Su took the star and stroked the little girl's head. Just as she was about to say something, she saw a little nurse rushing over.
"Tong Tong, why are you here?" The little nurse grabbed the little girl, picked her up, turned and apologized to Su Su, "I'm sorry, miss. The child's father is in the ward, and her mother is busy taking care of him, so she didn't watch the child for a moment and let her slip out."
Su Su said she didn't mind. Instead, she raised the green star in her hand and said, "thank you."
Little nurse see, it is more embarrassed, "Tong Tong hope her father get better soon, so sometimes will do so."
"Father Tong..." Su Su wants to talk but stops.
"The accident is very serious. I just came out of the intensive care unit today, but the situation is still very bad. It's said that she picked up the child from the kindergarten. A car rushed towards the child. Her father could have escaped, but in order to save the child... " The little nurse also choked.
Su Su himself is a soft hearted person, listening to the story inside, the mood also followed down. When Tong Tong was taken away, Su Su held her fist and said with a smile, "come on, your father will be cured!"
Su Su hung the rubber star representing luck in front of Gu Sinian's bed with a heavy heart, looked at Gu Sinian lying quietly on the hospital bed, and said, "I know you don't like these messy things, and you don't believe these fastidious things, but this time you have to listen to me."
Gu Sinian's eyes were closed, his face was pale, and his long eyelashes trembled with shallow and even breathing. Su Su remembers that when they were together, Gu Sinian said that he wanted a daughter in the future. He hoped that their daughter's eyebrows and eyes would look like her father's, and her lips and nose would look like her mother's. Gu Sinian's eyes are very beautiful and his eyelashes are so long that women are envious. When Su Su first met Gu Sinian, he was surprised by his picturesque eyebrows.
Gu Sinian was sleeping peacefully. Su Su was afraid that he would be bored and began to tell him her story in Africa.
Su Su said: "the grassland in Africa is really open and boundless. When you are in it, you can feel the insignificance of human beings deeply, and you can forget --" she pauses, remembers everything that happened before, and goes on: "you can forget, a lot of troubles."
Gu Sinian lay quietly in bed, like a child.
Su Su continued: "I met a very kind herdsman in Africa. The host and hostess are very enthusiastic, and their son is also a sincere young man. There, I live happily with cattle and sheep every day. "
Su Su held Gu Sinian's bony arm and held back the tears in his eyes: "these days, I wonder if I was too selfish. I had a comfortable time, but you were lying in the hospital."
I can't help but repent.
"I remember you once said that you would travel when you have time. Now I've explored the way for you in advance. If you want to travel in the future, go to Africa and see the grassland I went to. " For so many years, he has been busy for the whole family. It seems that he does not lack food and clothing, and every day is enviable, but only she knows that he is not easy. He has been living for others, never as Gu Sixian, really living for himself.
She once imagined that one day, she would grow old with him, go to see the most beautiful scenery, eat the most delicious snacks, and live the most leisurely time. She had fantasized that they would grow old together.
The next day, Gu Sirui came to Su Su to deliver food. Not long after he came in, there was a lot of noise outside the corridor, mixed with the shrill cry of a woman.
Although joys and sorrows are common in the hospital, the hospital is famous for its sound insulation. Su Su met her for the first time in such a noisy time. It happened that a nurse came to inspect the room. After she came in, she paid close attention to the door and said, "I'm sorry, a patient died, and his family was a little emotional." Then the nurse said with some regret: "originally, they were all out of the intensive care unit. Unexpectedly, the situation worsened again. I didn't hold on this morning, so I went."Su Su trembled. She seemed to know who she was talking about, so she asked, "did the patient have a serious car accident?"
The nurse was surprised and said, "do you know? He has a daughter. She is still very young. She cries so much that she won't let her father go
Gu Sirui also felt strange and asked, "do you know him?"
Su Su just shook her head. She looked at the lucky star at the head of the bed and felt a pain in her heart. She thought that the father would go to heaven.
Gu Sirui was afraid that she would be hurt by the situation and wanted to change the topic to adjust the atmosphere. He asked: "today, I went to check the original things and determined the situation set by Shu Xiaoxiao." He paused. "Do you still care about that now?"
Su Su actually guessed that there was something strange about it at that time, but what else could she say when it came to this? Love can't tolerate sand. Even though she knows that Gu Sinian didn't do it intentionally, the gap between them has appeared. Even if there was no book Xiaoxiao, there might be another Zhao Xiaoxiao, Liu Xiaoxiao.
Maybe, they really don't fit.
Su Su looked calm and said, "now, I just want to take care of him. I hope he can wake up early. Sometimes, I feel very tired and want to put everything down. So - "she bit her lip and said softly," I'll talk about the rest later. "