Su Su is by Gu Sinian's side every day. Gu Sinian's eyes are closed when she looks at him. Su Su wants to be lying in the hospital bed now. She feels that time is like a year. It's so sad.
Su Su thought every day that as long as Gu Sinian woke up, she would make a lot of delicious food and fatten him first. Gu Sinian is as thin as skin and bone now. It seems that the wind can blow Gu Sinian away.
Think about how Gu si used to be like this years ago. He paid so much attention to his image. If he knew he was like this now, would he be surprised.
However, Su Su made up his mind that as long as he woke up, Su Su would take care of Gu Sinian no matter how busy he was, and help him to recover his former appearance. How handsome and charming she used to be. So cold.
But Su Su just likes Gu Sixian's high cold. I think he is very attractive when he is cold. I feel that he has a spirit of immortality.
Su Su grasped Gu Sinian's hand. Su Su could not wait to send all her physical strength to Gu Sinian and let him wake up quickly. But Su Su believes that Gu Sinian will wake up. She thinks Gu Sinian is a blessed man. No matter how bad luck, it won't be miserable.
Su Su holds Gu Sinian's hand. Sometimes she finds that Gu Sinian's hand is moving. But when she looks at his hand in surprise, she can't feel Gu Sinian's hand moving. Su Su told herself that maybe it was an illusion. But sometimes I really feel that Gu Sinian is awake. He is awake all the time. He's looking at Sue.
It may be that Su Su always feels Gu Sinian's existence. She doesn't think Gu Sinian is far away from him. Although he is closing his eyes, she thinks his heart is hot. He is looking at her and breathing for her all the time.
The nurses around have been discussing that Su Suzhen is an infatuated woman. In this way, she never leaves her lover. In this society, this kind of woman should be rare. They were all moved by Su Su's infatuation.
Su Su Ming knows. Gu Sinian can't hear Su Su talking, but Su Su insists on talking to him every day, because she firmly believes that Gu Sinian is listening to her. He understands Su Su Su's insistence.
Susu remembered what the doctor had told him. Gu Sinian's will is too weak. He didn't want to live at all. Every time I think about it. Su Su wanted to cry. Because she really loves Gu Sinian. Su Su now finds out that Gu Sinian is really inseparable from her.
Su Su now hates the initiator, who is Mrs. Gu. If it hadn't been for her, Gu Sixian would not have been like this. Su Su thought, and tears fell. In fact, she felt that Gu Sinian had half the responsibility. If she had not gone to Africa, she would have chosen to stay here. Maybe it won't be like this.
But at the beginning Su Su was very helpless. When she knew he was going to marry another woman, she couldn't accept it at all. At that time, her heart was so painful that she couldn't breathe at all. She could only choose to escape. Only by escaping, could he live a better life at least. If she had chosen to stay here, it would have been Su Su who was lying in the hospital bed now.
She felt like hell for her at that time. It felt like someone was pinching her neck all the time. So he had to flee. It was he who didn't expect the consequences to be like this. I knew I should have finished with him.
At that time, after going to Africa, Su Su felt that she was obviously more cheerful. At least she doesn't wake up every morning thinking about it all the time. The mood became a lot of cheerful, saw a lot of local conditions and customs there, made a lot of friends.
Su Su wants nothing now, as long as Gu Sinian can wake up. Su Su is already satisfied. She wants to see Gu Sinian, smile at her as usual, and look at Su Su with doting eyes. Su Su missed Gu Sixian's pet very much.
Su Su wants to fight with Gu Sinian as before. No matter how Su Su is angry with Gu Sinian, Gu Sinian always looks at her with doting eyes. This is one of Su Su's most touching things. From small to big, Su Su couldn't get the love, but Gu Sinian gave her the love completely, without selfishness.
Su Su looks at Gu Sinian's closed eyes. She imagined that Gu Sinian's eyes suddenly opened, and then her first words were Su Su's name. If she could, Sue would wake up in a dream.
Unfortunately, it seems impossible. Gu Sirui said that Gu Sinian had been sleeping for a long time. And Gu Sinian didn't know Su Su had returned to him now. And Su Su is not sure if Gu Sinian wakes up, can they stay together? Can we continue our love.
However, Su Su insists that she will never give up what she has decided. She will never let Gu Sixian get hurt again. Her previous decision has already made him pay a heavy price, and she will never repeat the same mistake again. Su Su won't forgive herself if things happen again.
Sue always sits in front of the hospital bed. I can only wash my face with tears. Unfortunately, I can't see these Gu years. He hoped Gu Sinian could hear what Su Su told him. Gu Sinian just breathed steadily and couldn't hear any sound at all. I didn't even blink. The ward was so quiet that you could hear a needle drop on the floor.Suzhou hates the time of dying in the hospital. I feel like living here is like a year. She felt the atmosphere in the hospital. She felt that she was dealing with death. She wanted Gu Sinian to leave the hospital as soon as possible, but Gu Sinian didn't wake up for a long time. Su Su Su thought of this and sighed.
Su Su thought that when she left, Gu Sinian should be very sad and desperate. I don't know if Gu Sinian will blame her when she wakes up? Su Su felt guilty when she thought of this. She was a little afraid to see Gu Sinian's reaction. She was afraid that Gu Sinian would blame her. She was afraid to see his injured eyes.
But no matter what, Su Su is not afraid of anything. As long as Gu Sinian wakes up, she will never leave him. No matter Gu Sinian drives her away, Su Su Su will stay with him and guard him forever.
Su Su now looks at the photos of her and Gu Sinian as long as she's OK. Thinking about the beginning, how beautiful. if time could stop at the moment when we first met.
Su Su couldn't imagine what kind of life he had spent during his absence. Look at him so thin, my uncle is dying of heartache. It's just that the critical thing is not that you can wake up quickly.