CH 45

There are some roads, once you start walking, even if you regret it, you can’t turn back.

Yan Xiaoya did not dare to imagine how much ridicule and sarcasm she would experience when she returned. Those cold words, like sharp and cold sleeve arrows, pierced her heart again and again, with suffocating pain.

They eloped and left, so far, it has been about half a month.

The freshness at the beginning disappeared, eating greasy takeaways, the house that was not cleaned was full of dust, Xu Jiahui was a young master, and he came to stretch out his hand and to open his mouth. Even if the garbage was piled at the door, he didn’t know how to take it when he went out or get out.

Although Yan Xiaoya’s family background is not good, her parents spoiled her, and she has never been in difficulty since she was a child.

In order to live a better life, she have learned to use the washing machine, dry clothes, wipe the table… When she does these things, Xu Jiahui sits on the sofa and plays games like a boss.

The depression in her heart is getting worse and worse, occasionally in a daze, tears fall unconsciously.

Before texting with Su Luó, Yan Xiaoya and Xu Jiahui experienced a long quarrel, accusing each other and resenting each other. The two people behind were tired of quarreling. Yan Xiaoya didn’t even have the strength to refute. No matter what Xu Jiahui said, she listened silently.

And now…

She was half lying on the bed, condescendingly looking at Xu Jiahui who was sleeping, her eyes no longer had the infatuation of the past, but there was a kind of maturity and calculation that did not belong to her age.

It’s okay if people are bad.

But he is rich!

She don’t want to continue living in a narrow suite, calculating a few hundred dollars of pocket money in her hand, and clothes are all on the floor. If Xu Jiahui can be firmly tied up, she will be able to live the same life as Su Luó’s eldest lady in the future.

When a woman does not ask for affection but only for money, certain shortcomings of men are less unbearable.

Xu Jiahui is arrogant, demented and naive, but he is so coaxing and deceiving!

As long as she is a little gentle and shed a few worthless tears, he will be able to pity her in his heart and give a lot of money to coax it.

Compared with what she thought, Xu Jiahui didn’t have so many feelings and was very nervous. He only felt that Yan Xiaoya had become a lot more gentle recently, and she was no longer pretending to be heavenly and crying accusing him of being not gentle and considerate.

Money is something outside of the body, how much is spent.

After all, a young master who grew up in a money jar has no idea about this aspect at all.

In this way, the two of them came over for a good period of time, until… Xu Jiahui ran out of money.

During this elopement, he brought a lot of money with him when he came out, but he couldn’t stand the high cost of them. Usually when going out shopping, buying a piece of clothes is a four-digit number. In order to make Yan Xiaoya happy, the bags he bought ranged from tens of thousands to hundreds of thousands.

The amount in the bank card has been reduced a little bit, and you have to think about whether you have enough money when you go out for a good meal.

Without the backing of his family, Xu Jiahui became worried and irritable for money for the first time. But Yan Xiaoya didn’t understand his suffering, she still spent money lavishly, begging him to buy all kinds of things like a baby.

“Why are you so annoying? Bags, can you pursue something other than this?” Xu Jiahui rolled his eyes and stared at Yan Xiaoya angrily.

“I’m just saying a few words~ Don’t be angry.” Yan Xiaoya broke the jar and said in a low breath.

Thinking of a calm, elegant, and beautiful figure in the depths of his memory, and then looking at Yan Xiaoya, who has nothing but youthful beauty on his side, Xu Jiahui felt a bit of bitterness inexplicably spreading in his heart.

“We have been eloped for almost a month, staying at home every day, what do you think, and we will go out to look for work tomorrow.”

“What??”

“You can’t nibble the old forever.”

Xu Jiahui made a final decision, and Yan Xiaoya couldn’t refute it.

The next day, the two dressed up and went out looking for a job. The freshly grown-up students who did not graduate from high school had a green face and were well-dressed. The woman even had a pink bag of 40,000 to 50,000. What kind of job could they find??

It’s nothing more than waiters, cashiers and other low-cost, long working hours, and there are no low-level jobs such as five social insurance and one housing fund.

Two people tried to try, and after less than two hours, they could not bear wanting to run away.

“Fuck! Why should I suffer that kind of hardship? It’s not the elopement you suggested. What should I do now?” Xu Jiahui kicked to the table in the living room, scowling at Yan Xiaoya who was crying.

“Yes… I’m sorry.”

“I can’t take it anymore, go home.”

“No!!!” Yan Xiaoya reacted greatly, her face distorted, crying and laughing, “I don’t want to go back, everyone will definitely laugh at us.”

“Then what do you say?”

Yan Xiaoya was stunned and her eyes were dull. After a while, she covered her face, squatted on the ground, choked, her thin body trembled, crying hoarsely, and collapsed like the end of the world.

***

When Xu Jiahui and Yan Xiaoya came back, there were still twenty days before the final exam.

Su Luó had just returned home and opened the door. Before entering, she heard a burst of crying and howling, accompanied by vague anger and the sound of things being thrown over, they were so noisy, so much so. She could hear voices at such a distance.

The next day, she knew that Xu Jiahui was sent out of the country by his parents overnight, and he would never come back in two or three years.

After Yan Xiaoya went back, she looked like a log, her eyes flushed, as if she had cried.

For the first time, Yan’s father and Yan’s mother scolded their daughter fiercely, but it didn’t seem to be very effective. After receiving the opponent’s rebellious psychology, several people quarreled and made trouble in the city.

A few more days passed.

Su Luó saw Yan Xiaoya, a ‘campus celebrity’ in the class.

Compared with the first time she met, the young, beautiful, lively and wayward girl, she has just grown up pale, her eyes are bleak, and the whole person looks very mean and woody. Without Xu Jiahui, Yan Xiaoya in the class could not even find a talking friend..

Her existence is like a ghost.

Silently, everyone murmured and ridiculed, and glanced at her with contemptuous eyes from time to time. They did bump into it, but it seemed as if they even ran into the corner of the clothes with her and felt disgusted, so she was afraid.

Su Luó watched Yan Xiaoya become silent day by day, and stared at a certain place from time to time for hours.

The final exam came as scheduled.

Su Luó sat in the examination room, writing calmly. In front of her was Yan Xiaoya. When she handed in the paper, she secretly glanced at it, and saw a large blank space on it.

Presumably…her task has been completed..

After the exam, it was winter vacation.

And the Su family welcomed a few guests who they hadn’t seen for a long time.

The Yan family’s parents brought Yan Xiaoya over with vicissitudes of life to say goodbye to them, saying that they would move back to their hometown in the future, and Yan Xiaoya’s school status would also find a way to transfer back. During this time, it was troublesome for the Su family to take care of them.

Su Luó sat on the sofa, sipping coffee-colored fragrant milk tea, and looked at the haggard girl opposite.

Yan’s parents and Su’s mother are saying goodbye, no one is paying attention here.

Yan Xiaoya was silent for a long time, and finally raised her head and looked at Su Luó. There was jealousy and regret in her eyes, but more of her inexplicable confusion. Her voice was as soft as a bubble in the sun. With a single poke, it would Broken: “I hate you.”

“I know, by coincidence, I don’t like you either.” Su Luó smiled, but the smile did not reach her eyes.

Yan Xiaoya finds it difficult to breathe: “If you don’t go back to China, how good would I be.”

“It shouldn’t be yours, it will always be mine, not yours, even if you force it, it will only make you unhappy.”

“Huh?” She had a distorted face and a sharp voice, “What do you know about it, the daughter who has everything from birth like you.”

Su Luó snorted: “So you betrayed yourself and coaxed Xu Jiahui. What did you get? The ridicule in the school, the blame from your parents, and now you even have to move out of here and return to the small county you despise.”

Yan Xiaoya was poked into the pain and remained silent.

Su Luó : “I hate you, and I have pity on you. After all… the brain is not fully developed like you, and there is no princess, but there is a princess disease, and it is really rare for people to fall down to this point.”

“Shut up.” Yan Xiaoya’s face became more and more ugly, and she was panting heavily, dripping sweat from her forehead.

Su Luó’s voice became softer and softer, and under the honey, it was extremely poisonous.

“After that, the gap between us will get bigger and bigger, do you know? Once… my parents thought about adopting you.”

Yan Xiaoya’s pupils shrank suddenly, her fingers trembling nervously.

The smile on Su Luó’s face became more and more obvious: “Look! You also have the opportunity to live a life like me, a generous family background, strong parents, and even rely on this to get the consent of the Xu family, but You ruined everything yourself.”

Strip off the past things a little bit.

“It’s a pity that you are too stupid. Taking mine as your own family, to give you clothes but you think it is an insult.” Su Luó put down the tea cup in her hand, her beautiful face looked like a devil in Yan Xiaoya’s eyes, “You said, aren’t you stupid?”