CH 46

To gain and to lose is more terrible than never getting.

In the following conversation, Yan Xiaoya seemed to have lost her soul, unconscious, until she left the Su family villa and stood at a familiar intersection that had been passed countless times. The past, like mist and rain, exploded brilliantly.

“Woo woo woo woo……”

Tears kept falling down, and in the horrified eyes of Yan’s father and Yan’s mother, she was crying like a child, disregarding her image.

There are countless forks in life, and once you make a mistake, you cannot make another choice.

Can only bite the bullet and go on, or open a new path.

Su Luó’s task was finally completed when the final grades were issued.

If the short-term cold appointment came, the Su family enjoyed the holiday with a family of four for the first time. Perhaps it was because Su’s father and Su’s mother had always focused on work, so that now the two children and them are always there. There is a sense of strangeness.

More than respect, not enough intimacy.

Su Xiao and Su Luó are very close to each other, and they have an appointment to go to the hot springs in R country together.

They are successful in their careers, with both children and filial piety. They obviously deserve to be happy, but for some reason, sometimes when they dream back at midnight, they always feel a sense of emptiness. It feels like a drop of water in the summer. It’s fleeting, but it can’t be ignored.

Regret it?

Su’s father and Su’s mother asked themself.

The past is over, and no matter how much you say now, you can’t make up for it. They may not be perfect parents, and they have done everything possible.

Everyone has their own life. They are firstly themselves, and then the parents of each other’s lover, son and daughter.

So be it.

After winter, there is a warm spring day.

The river is thawed, the wicker shoots out new buds, and the flower bones bloom.

In order to cope with the upcoming college entrance examination, the students in the class are doing exercises every day. Xu Jiahui and Yan Xiaoya seem to be things in their previous lives. People have accepted new information and left them behind.

Occasionally someone talks about it and utters a few words with each other, and the topic will soon be discharged.

Chu Jin remained the same, and Su Luó’s relationship with him was never salty or indifferent.

On the eve of the college entrance examination.

For the first time, she heard the other party’s formal confession. The young man in a suit and holding a rose has the figure of an adult, and he is gentle and handsome, mature and stable. Su Luó said that she was very moved, and then rejected him mercilessly, and issued a good person card incidentally.

Chu Jin: “…”

System: “…”

“It’s getting late, I’ll go home first, bye.” She smiled softly and affectionately, but her eyes were light, sensible and calm.

Chu Jin was frustrated for a moment, but soon he mustered his energy: “I won’t give up.”

“Oh, good luck to you.”

Su Luó wore a goose-yellow dress and a white hat on her head, showing round and white calves. The warm summer wind blew the canopy rustling, and the sky was clear blue and the sun was dazzling. .

In this season, high school seniors have had the most difficult two days.

Su Luó’s grades have always been stable. After she left the examination room, she let the system overestimate. The ideal school is no problem.

And Chu Jin chose the finance department of the same school.

Although she became an alumnus again, the two departments are far apart, unless he go there specifically, he won’t be able to meet her at all. In the following time, Su Luó saw a certain figure on the way she will pass countless times, countless times.

Su Luó : “…”

This is stalking, crazy, change state!!!

Fortunately, Chu Jin himself did not cause her trouble, otherwise, Su Luó felt that she would want to hit someone.

She saw Yan Xiaoya and Xu Jiahui again on a secluded trail. At that time, her paintings were already well-known, and she ran several missions with the school’s tutor. On the way back, she happened to meet them.

After two or three years, the immature body has completely grown into an adult.

Xu Jiahui’s appearance and temperament are not much different from that at the beginning, and he still has the seemingly affectionate but heartless appearance; and Yan Xiaoya, if it were not for her to speak, Su Luó would really not recognize it.

European-style double eyelids, straight mountain roots, pointed chin, the once delicate little beauty, eventually became one of countless faces.

She was wearing a black dress with a V-neck, showing most of her breast, with a smile of kitsch.

“Su Luó, uh…it’s been a long time.” Xu Jiahui touched his hair, his face flashed with surprise.

After these years of recuperation, Su Luó’s height has risen a little bit higher, and she has officially entered the 1.7 meter mark. Even in the simplest white shirt and jeans, she can’t conceal her long legs.

Smooth long hair, dark eyes, delicate and clean facial features.

Perhaps she has dealt with art all the year round, and her temperament is more elegant and gentle than before.

It is like an epiphany blooming in the night, mysterious and elegant, and it makes people want to sit down and talk to her. The women who have dealt with Xu Jiahui these years are completely different, so fascinating.

“Long time no see.” Su Luó said.

“…!” Yan Xiaoya curled her lips, biting her lip, most of her body was on Xu Jiahui’s body, her voice was sweet, “Jiahui, the weather is so hot, let’s go now~ I can’t stand it anymore.”

“Shut up, you can talk the most nonsense.” Xu Jiahui snarled, then said to Su Luó : “Then…I’ll… go first.”

The face of Yan Xiaoya who was scolded stiffened for a moment, and soon turned into a pleased smile.

Su Luó : “Well, goodbye.”

Xu Jiahui has countless things to say to Su Luó, but when he thinks of the naive things he has done, he only feels that his face is dull and embarrassed to stay.

The three were separated.

After that, because Xu Jiahui returned to China and everyone was in the same circle again, she listened to a lot of news from each other intermittently. For example, he has many lovers, and Yan Xiaoya is only one of them.

Su Luó still painted her paintings.

Perhaps it was her freedom of mind. She quickly emerged and was appreciated. She held a personal painting exhibition and successfully became a teacher. She started to travel all by herself, walking around and painting, not for money, but for her own happiness.

Chu Jin took over his father’s company and began to appear frequently in various business magazines.

Xu Jiahui continued to spend time and wine, indulging in the beauty of the country.

Occasionally when she went out, she would bump into Chu Jin who “coincidentally” came over for a business trip. The two of them were like old friends, eating and drinking, and chatting about recent interesting things.

When Su Luó was thirty years old.

Xu Jiahui is married. The bride is a right lady. She held a hugely expensive wedding. There were countless media and announcements flying around the sky to drive up the stock price. Su Luó also went to participate. She wore a decent black backless fishtail dress with outstanding temperament, which provoked a group of elder brothers to show their courtesy.

When Xu Jiahui was toasting, he was a little stunned for some reason.

A touch of silence flashed across his eyes abruptly. His whole life seemed to be very fulfilling, beautiful and wine, but for some reason… he always felt a little empty, as if he had lost important things without knowing it.

After the wedding.

Xu Jiahui and his wife, just like the original father and mother Xu, respect each other as guests, each raising a little lover, as long as they don’t bring out illegitimate children, everything is easy to say. After going around, he still walked on the old path of his parents.

Su Luó had heard about Yan Xiaoya from her parents.

It was nothing more than old age and decay. After the plastic surgery statute expired, she pulled out a large sum of money from Xu Jiahui, lived in the house he gave her, and continued to look for a lover. She has become accustomed to living on others and unable to work on her own.

With the passage of time, the level of lover she can find is getting lower and lower, and her life becomes more and more demanding.

But fortunately, it still passed.

Yan Xiaoya often sees news of Su Luó, Chu Jin and Xu Jiahui on the Internet, and when she looks at it, she bursts into tears. She starts to dream frequently, dreaming of the past, when she was a high school student.

If she hadn’t been jealous of Su Luó, but had lived her life well, what would happen now?

Even if she leaves the Su family after college, the friendship is still there. She studies hard and can find a good job after she comes out. With the Su family as the backer, she might eventually become a coveted female. As executives.

In other words, after she eloped with Xu Jiahui and returned, she was able to reform and did not continue to mix with him. Will she now have a husband who loves her and a lovely child?

It is not like now, more than 30 years old, and nothing has been achieved.

Obviously, the four people were together at the beginning, but in the end they were only themselves, which was ridiculously downhearted.

For so many years, Su Luó has never been married. Later, due to mishaps, she and Chu Jin became lovers of dew. The two met occasionally, but more often, Su Luó was still running around the world.

Every time she go back to the villa where they live together, she can always see familiar figures.

Chu Jin proposed to get married more than once, but Su Luó refused.

She likes this kind of life, free, without being bound by anyone, and without pressure on each other, as long as one party proposes to break up, the other party can move away without hesitation. Every day is so wasted…time seems to slip away in the blink of an eye.

When Su Luó reacted, they had been supporting each other for a long time.

When finally closing her eyes.

Sure enough, this kind of life is the best! She couldn’t help thinking like that.

The End of The Second World

And

The Beginning of The Third World

The domed European-style roof, the wide and bright room, the fragrance of roses spreads into the house along the open windows.

Su Luó blinked and looked at the tall, retro-looking mirror on the other side.

The girl has azure blue eyes, long golden hair like sunshine, white jade skin, delicate red lips, and her white ankle-length pajamas half open, revealing a delicate collarbone. It’s like… an angel?

Su Luó raised her hand and touched the corner of her lips, and the person in the mirror made the same action.

This is…her?

System 520 appeared in time: “The memory has been sent, please check it host~~”

As soon as the voice fell, a lot of things rushed into Su Luó’s mind.

The world she traveled through this time was a magical Western Fiction novel.

The heroine was the eldest daughter of a big family, loved by her parents, respected by her younger brother, and possessed a powerful magical talent. There were countless suitors around her, the proper Mary Sue.

T/N :

A “Mary Sue” is either a female or male (sometimes called a “Gary Stu”) character who embodies the perfect hero/heroine. Mary Sues are usually beautiful, talented, have few or no flaws, and are loved by everyone.

The male protagonist is naturally have an influence family and has more potential than the female protagonist.

The original owner was a girl from a small family who was ignorant and fell in love with the hero when she was young. Despite the advice of her parents, she insisted on getting engaged, and finally saw her mediocre talent, disappointedly dismissed the marriage, and he fell into the arms of the heroine.

Compared to these two people of destiny, the original owner, who is a cannon fodder, naturally can’t look at them.

Su Luó sighed quietly: “It’s really a troublesome world.”

System: “Please come on~”

Talent and family, she lost at the starting line from the beginning.

In the current situation, let’s collect information first.

Su Luó’s current name is Ruyi Calder.

She belongs to a family of middle to lower-class nobles in the empire. Her parents have no real power. They rely solely on their old money to maintain an extravagant life. They each have a lover in captivity and countless illegitimate children.

T/N :

Old money means inherited wealth.

Above Su Luó, there are two older brother and one older sister. She is the youngest daughter, excluding those unrecognized illegitimate children.

Due to the breaking of engagement of the original owner, the whole family has recently fallen into a low status. When walking in the mansion, you can hear everyone sighing from time to time.

“Yi Yi, I said to you, there is still time to enjoy the flowers, your fiance, no, it should be said the former fiance, but today is engaged to Lingnuo Pulis~~Aren’t you sad?”

The one that’s talking wore a complicated blue palace dress with sparkling jewellery on her hands and neck. She had long brown hair curled up. She was so imposing that she could not hold down the dress, which made her look like a nouveau riche. .

“Sister, if you have time to pay attention to my love life, why not think about yourself. People who can’t practice magic are old and very fast that it’s already 27 years old.”

The girl smiled like a flower, her azure blue eyes seemed to be the deep sea.

“You–” The woman who got hit by it and was poked in the sore spot gave Ruyi a hateful look, “Huh! That would be better than you who was abandoned and became a laughingstock.”

The chaotic family relationship will eventually become like this.

Hating each other.

For the next half month, Su Luó stayed in the family’s study, flipping through various books, while inquiring about all kinds of news without a trace. It’s a pity after all, it’s a small family, and there is no useful information.

Soon, it was time for Su Luó to go to the magic school to study.

In this western fantasy world, every child who is fifteen years old and has a stable spirit will go to participate in the magic test.

Those with magic talents will be sent to professional schools to study with their teachers, and they will be able to graduate from them until they become low-level magicians.

The reason why the original owner was abandoned by the male protagonist has a lot to do with this test.

Compared to her D-level water magic element affinity, the heroine Lingnuo has a dual A-level magic element affinity of the earth and fire elements. As long as she does not fall, she will definitely be a high-level mage in the future, with a boundless future.

People are always self-interested.

When Su Luó arrived at the school gate, there was already a long line in front of her.

Freshmen who enroll for the first time will have another magic test in order to make sure they are themselves.

“When did you say that Phil Jackson will come! I heard that he was tested for an S-level affinity, I really want to see it with my own eyes.”

“It’s a pity that he already has a fiancée, so don’t think about it.”

“Of course I know about this. Hey… the one from Calder’s family, abandoned by her fiance, tsk! Now any smart man won’t be with her for fear of offending Phil. It’s miserable.”

“As for her kind of small family, that’s a matter of course.”

“Hahaha, that’s right.”

Su Luó after listening to the whole process: “…”

Suddenly, there was a commotion in the rear, and Su Luó turned her head. Amidst the crowd, only the corners of the man’s clothes could be seen.

“Wow! Phil and Lingnuo are here.”

“Where is it?”

………

………

Okay! 

Su Luó turned her head and continued to line up, too lazy to join in the fun.

The girl’s golden hair was shining in the sun, even though she was separated from the distant crowd, Phil Jackson saw her figure at a glance, slender, like a princess in a fairy tale, thinking about the extremely beautiful face .

A touch of sadness passed in his heart involuntarily.

Lingnuo saw her fiance’s expression, the red lips aroused, and secretly pinched his back: “Since you two are separated, don’t pretend to be affectionate. Please remember that your current fiancee is me. “

“Sorry.” He lowered his eyebrows.

She sneered: “Stay, the prodigal son don’t look back and do something that humiliated my family.”

Phil nodded, looking sadly at the back of his ex on the front.

His approach must’ve made Ruyi’s family… embarrassed.

The team moved forward a little bit, and soon arrived at Su Luó turn. Thanks to the dazzling face like a rose, many people in the crowd were secretly watching and inquiring about her news.

“Don’t think about it, that’s Phil’s former fiancée.”

“I heard that her magic affinity is only D grade, which is too low.”

Just as everyone ridiculed, the detection crystal ball in the front suddenly burst into a huge light.