Chapter 28: Loser (5)
Luss naturally reached out and grabbed the doorknob of Starchis room. The cool touch made her hands tingle.
Carefully, she turned her wrist while tightening her mouth.
Clap.
Halfway through, the handle stopped.
It was locked.
After parting ways with Starchis, it was the first obstacle in her actions.
And because of this obstacle, for the first time, she got out of the hazy mental state that she was in.
The first thought that came to her mind after coming out of haziness was, I want to enter the room.
It seemed her unconscious and conscious mind were thinking the same thing.
When she woke up, she felt like she knew what she wanted to do right away.
Luss turned and went back down to the first floor.
Several people eating and laughing together made the place noisy.
Not minding that, Luss approached the inn lady who seemed to be taking a break.
The inn lady, who saw the approaching Luss, seemed to have just recognized her.
Ah, that pretty girl who goes with Stachis! ...Do you need something?
Can you open the door to Starchis room..?
The inn lady tilted her head.
Is he not inside? That young man?
At the inn lady's words, Luss remembered the conversation from earlier.
-When I said it was ending late, I actually meant that I wouldnt be home until tomorrow.
She forcibly opened her tightly closed mouth and spoke.
Until tomorrowNo. So please open the door.
At Luss request, the inn lady frowned slightly.
Yes..? Ugh Thats a little hard
But Luss had to get into that room somehow. So naturally, she lied.
..I want to leave a surprise present.
The inn lady looked Luss up and down.
I cant see the present?
Luss was just hoping that the inn lady would open it without any questions. Of course, not everyone was like Starchis who didn't doubt others.
She shook her head as to whether she should brazenly tell another lie or just make up an excuse for why she lied.
But Luss, unlike usual, had no room in her heart... and her mind didn't seem to be working either.
As a result, the anger she had been holding back came out.
In an instant, the surroundings became chilly.
Can you just open it..?
She decided to throw away the lies and just tackle things head-on like she did when fighting. But the voice came out a little muffled.
But still, the inn lady swallowed up a great deal of fear at the small difference.
In an instant, Luss mood changed and she acted like something would happen if the inn lady didnt open the door.
Even though the inn lady wasn't a hunter like Luss, she still understood the madness hidden in Luss' eyes.
'I have no choice but to give in to this threat.'
The inn lady thought in her head.
Im sorry, young man!
She decided to return the money she had received as a tip the next time she met Starchis.
Ah, lady. Calm down for a moment. Ill open it, okay?
Then she ran to get the keychain.
As Luss looked around, the countless eyes that had been looking at her disappeared in an instant.
At some point, the quiet restaurant became bustling once again.
-Ah, ah~ They cook well here.
-So That Ah! Did I tell you about it?
Even though she knew her actions were the cause, she wasn't in the mood to care.
****
Clap
Luss entered Starchis room.
This place, which always gave her a sense of security when she came in, gave her a present of emptiness this time.
Come to think of it, it was the first time Luss entered his room alone. Because before, Starchis was always with her...
But not this time.
This time, leaving her behind, he went to see his girlfriend. He went to spend the night with that bi*ch.
Tears flowed from Luss eyes, which had been blank and empty.
It seemed there were too many tears that spilled today.
During the 6 years she knew Starchis, there were more times when she was happy than when she was sad. Shedding tears was a rare occasion, but it seemed like all of that was over now.
Tuduk Tuduk
The tears dripped on the floor nonstop, wetting it.
Until now, whenever she shed tears, her heart felt like it would break, but strangely, it didnt hurt anymore.
She felt no emotion, no thoughts. Just the tears didnt dry from her eyes.
Luss trudged Powerlessly into the room. She untied the sword she always wore from her waist, threw it aside, and entered the dark room.
A little further in, she saw a set of clothes.
Clothes that looked expensive.
Didn't he say these clothes were gifted by Lily?
Starchis had agreed to wear and show them to Luss first.
Now, even if he showed her, he wouldnt wear them for Luss. Naturally, Luss still imagined Starchis wearing them.
A heartwarming smile formed on her lips at his handsome appearance. But still, the tears didnt stop.
Luss walked and sat down on the bed.
-Sting
As soon as she sat on the bed, she felt pain in her chest.
It may be because of the symbolism of the bed and what Starchis would be doing with his girlfriend soon.
A sense of reality hit her.
?
-Sting. Throb.
Thinking that the pain pressing on her chest intensified.
..Ah..
-Throb
The dazed expression turned to a frown and a painful moan escaped from the teeth.
When it became clear that no one was around, Luss finally started crying aloud.
****
After having dinner with my brother, we went out.
It was a bit late.
Hyung, are you really prepared?
None of your business. Itll be different this time. See you later.
My brother and I separated for a while.
The reason we dispersed like this for a while was to buy bait for ourselves.
My brother and I always made bets when fishing and the difference between the winner and the loser started with the bait.
What bait should I use today I walked with hurried steps thinking about it.
Well, shall I use king earthworm?
****
After crying for a long time, Luss lost strength and lay down on the bed.
Laying on the bed, she looked up and saw the ceiling she had always dreamed of seeing... The ceiling seen from Starchis bed.
But she didnt want to see it this way. She wanted to see it with Starchis' face while he rode on top of her.
Luss felt like crying when she thought of Starchis again. But soon she shook her head to blow the thought away.
It was something she couldn't do anything about, and it only made her stressed.
As she lay quietly, Luss other senses came alive.Updated from novelb(i)n.c(o)m
-Ah..! Ha ha! Chis!
And an unbelievable sound came directly into her ear.
Lilys body stiffened at the incoming sound. Her mind blanked out.
Uh? Uh?
But whether she panicked or not, the sound continued.
-Huh! Ha ha! Ah..! Ah..!
Lusss moans were high-pitched because of both pleasure and pain.
Naturally, Lily, who did not know this fact, just blinked her eyes and listened to the moans of the woman whom she assumed to be Elza.
Lily shook her head in denial.
No It cant be. Its just moaning. Well he might have seen someone having sex on the road Ah! No, is it coming from the room next to Starchis' room? Oh no! Where did you lose your clothes Starchis?
Her voice, which she had been pretending to be calm, was gone.
No Someone must've stolen the clothes.
As she said that a clear sentence was heard by Lily, who could not accept the logical thing her mind was telling her and made a nonsensical excuse.
-I love you too... Chis..! Ha ha..!
-Thump
Lilys heartbeat once strongly and almost stopped.
Now even her heart had to accept that even if that woman was not Elza, the person having sex with her was definitely Starchis.
No, no
Even if her mouth refused that fact, her eyes - which were flowing with tears - had already accepted it.
With her face facing the pillow, Lily collapsed on the bed.
No!
It was a situation she hadnt expected at all.
Lily recalled Starchis previous words. He had made it clear that he would go dressed in those clothes only on a special day.
Was he talking about this day?
In the end, Lily thought that she had gifted Starchis clothes to wear on his first experience with her own hands.
If I had known it would be like this, I wouldnt have gifted it.
As she lay on her stomach, she thought, clutching her red hair.
If I had known it would be like this, I wouldnt have eavesdropped.
It would have been better if she hadnt known.
Because now, the womans moans continued to ring in her ears.
The moan of a woman who seemed to be feeling too much pleasure.
-Ah..! Fast, ChisHuhHuh
No matter how carefully Lily heard, that bitch's moans were definitely filled with tearful cries.
The sound of tears made Lilys head spin for an instant.
Lily clenched her fists so hard that her hands went white.
Why are you crying!!
She shouted, even though she knew that girl couldn't hear her.
You have everything!! You have everything!!!
After yelling at that girl for a while, exhaustion set in.
Huh Hmm Hmm
She then moved her hand that was clutching her head, through her red hair.
If you did it, I will too.
Lily decided to take impulsive actions because of impulsive emotions...
Lily didnt even take off her clothes and hurriedly put her hands inside her clothes.
Then, quickly rubbing her fingers against her clit, she began to comfort herself.
Starchis..! Me too, I feel the same pleasure..!
With her hips pointing to the sky, her face was still buried in the pillow.
As she moved her fingers, a red-haired woman with decadent beauty with beautiful red eyes seemed to be in heat.
Ha..! Ha..! We... together..!
Madness flickered in Lilys red eyes.
Her head was not in the right place as she felt angry at Starchis' first experience being stolen from her and as the pleasure of feeling the same things as he was feeling rushed her head.
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Meanwhile:
Ha..! Ha..!
Vienna ran to Starchis inn.
It had been a while since she was dressed so beautifully, wearing clothes that were a bit vulgar but still bewitching for a saintess to wear.
People on the first floor of the inn glanced at Vienna, who passed them by like the wind.
The inn lady also spotted her.
"Aigoo! Saintess, you look so pretty today! But, that Earlier-"
Vienna walked past the inn lady and went up to the second floor without even listening to her.
Starchiss room appeared in front of her eyes. Quieting her pounding heart, she took a deep breath.
Why did he come to find me?
Because she still didnt know, she kept asking herself that question.
But whatever the reason, Vienna was just glad that she had an opportunity to meet him now.
She decided she would try to be a little more honest.
No matter what he said, she had already seen what'd happen when she lied.
Slowly and discreetly, Vienna went to Starchis door.
And just as she raised her hand to knock, a womans voice stopped her.
?
Vienna looked around her.
There was no place for a womans voice to be heard.
-!! Im sorry..! ! Ah!
Viennas hands began to tremble.
Swallowing her saliva, she took a few steps back.
She checked the door to the right of Starchis room. She moved a bit and went to the front of that door. The womans voice disappeared.
This time she went to the front of the door to the room that was left of Starchis' room.
There was no sound this time either.
Again, Vienna held her trembling hand tightly, which was cold and sweaty, and went to the door of Starchis room and prayed.
Please dont. Please dont.
Slowly, Vienna put her ear to Starchiss door.
-Thump thump.
Her heart was pounding in fear. And the sound she dreaded was heard again.
-Haa..! Chis..! Chis! I love you, Chis!
-Thud!
Vienne fell on her knees in front of Stachiss door helplessly.
****
A signal came through the fishing rod, and I knew it was a big catch.
"It's a big one," I said to my brother. "Hyung! Here!"
"Wait, Starchis," he also replied, feeling excited.
I nodded and put all my strength into the rod.
Then came the "Chack!" sound.
I had caught a huge fish, so big that it was more like a dragon than a fish.
"Hyung!! Look!! I got it!!" I shouted to my older brother, jumping up and down with joy.
"So big!! It's almost 7 years! 7 year old!!" I screamed.
"It's amazing!!" he replied.
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