Chapter 1088

New year's Eve, everywhere bustling, only she is lonely and cold.

A person ordered a private room, she sat on the sofa of the hotel in a daze, just looking at the snow outside the window, but the whole person's heart was desolate, cold as if there was no temperature.

These years, since she wanted to send money to her parents, Su Zhan's life was mostly thrifty. Only that day, she was extravagant for the first time, and ordered a luxurious box overlooking the night view of the Bund.

The hotel is very big, with kitchen, bedroom, washroom, study and all kinds of equipment. It looks like a small family with orderly, luxurious and grand layout, but?

Su Zhan always feels that the air in the room is too thin and cool, even if there is 30 degree air conditioning and heating, even if she is only wearing a thin shirt, even if the ground is still covered with a thick carpet, it is extremely soft for people to step on.

However, the temperature of this room is physical, not emotional.

Yes, warm, this room is too cold, such a large space, wandering from beginning to end, she is the only one, a person's breath, a person's figure, a person's company.

So, lonely even the air is cold, without a trace of emotion.

People who have no home are naturally miserable.

Even when you work hard outside, sometimes you can't find a reason to work hard.

That night, she turned on the TV very loud. There was a Spring Festival Gala in it. The voice of the host rang in every corner of the room. The laughter of sketches and crosstalk came out through the TV, and a lot of lively and festive music came out.

Everything looks very harmonious and warm.

But, she is very flustered, she does not feel happy, also does not feel lonely.

Never thought that she lost her love, and one day even her family was lost.

Yes, she was abandoned.

Was once worked hard to love people; She was abandoned by her parents who once regarded her as a treasure.

They all go as determined, determined without a trace of warmth, a little temperature.

Nangonglie left. He turned and walked without looking back;

Her parents also left, and they never gave her the chance to approach their life.

She was so abandoned that she didn't even have a chance to be found.

The sofa in the hotel is very soft, especially comfortable. When she sat on such a soft sofa for the first time, Su Zhan was excited and happy. She was so happy that she let herself fall into such a soft place. She felt as if she had fallen into a soft and wonderful dream, surrounded by happiness.

But this time, she didn't feel that way at all.

Trapped in the sofa, Su Zhan shakes his wine glass with boredom, sipping two sips of red wine occasionally.

Not like the usual taste of red wine as elegant, she gulped, a few cups to see the bottom.

The reason why the luxury hotel is good is that it has a super large window. Standing there, you can enjoy the night scenery outside. The lights are brilliant, the lights are glazed, and all that comes into view are the lively night scenery.

Outside, it's snowing. It's as big as goose feather.

One after another.

The snowflake, clearly falling outside the window, was cold, but Su Zhan allowed himself to stretch out his hand, as if he could catch one or two snowflakes.

She even foolishly took her outstretched hand back and licked it with the tip of her tongue, as if the palm of her hand was really covered with white snow, which was really cold, but finally she found nothing.

What? Nothing.

Outside, there are lights everywhere, lively and prosperous.

The lights are on in the high-rise buildings. Even if you look at them from a distance, Su Zhan feels that the lights are very beautiful. It seems that every light is a home. It's warm, harmonious and beautiful;

It's a place she dreams of, but it's hard to get close to.

Unfortunately, without her, without her, without her home.

All over the world, she seems to have been abandoned.

That day is new year's Eve, all the homes are round, only she and loneliness for company, heart desolate like a partial desert.

It was also at that moment that she moved the idea of leaving the world and dying forever.

Almost, almost, she was surrounded by such loneliness and wanted to leave.

That night, it was qiao'er who saved her.

In the TV, when the host and the guests count the countdown together, Su Zhan's sadness reaches the extreme, and suddenly feels that she can no longer find any place to miss the world.At that time, she was holding the fruit knife, the blade had cut her palm, and bright and warm blood flowed out gently.

Strange is, at that moment her heart is very calm, very calm, calm did not feel any fear or uneasiness.

Later, just as she put the fruit knife on her wrist and was about to exert herself, the phone rang.

It's qiao'er who called.

Su Zhan hesitated for a while before answering the phone.

As soon as she got through, Qiaoer's light and happy voice came from the opposite side: "happy new year, sister su."

"You know, I'm stuck in my time to give you my first wish in the new year. Sister Su, thank you very much. Since I joined the company as an intern, I've been following you. You've taken me step by step. Now, you're not only my tutor, my friend, but also my sister to me."

"Sister Su, you must be happy in the new year. No matter what the past year is unhappy, we will forget it and have a good new year. When the holiday is over, I'll come back to invite you to dinner."

"Qiao'er, do you think you are happy now?" At that time, Su Zhan asked this sentence in some confusion.

Qiao son Leng for a while, reply a way: "not too happy!"

Hearing this answer, Su Yuan was too surprised.

“……”

Silent for a while, Qiao son oneself light smile opened a mouth: "Su elder sister, actually there is a thing I have never told you or any colleague of the company, but since I treat you as elder sister, today tell you."

"Um..." Su Zhan light nods, attention from the fruit knife in the hand moved to Qiao son's body.

"In fact, I'm an orphan, but..." speaking of this, qiao'er choked and continued: "however, it's not the orphans who were abandoned by my parents when I was young, but when I was 18 years old, they both left me in a car accident. The car accident was very serious, they died on the spot, and even had no chance to go to the hospital."

"Qiao Er, I'm sorry."

Su Zhan never thought that he would hear such a story from qiao'er at that time.

It's so unexpected and shocking.

"It doesn't matter, sister su. When I knew that my parents had a car accident and left me, I also felt that the world was falling apart. I cried bitterly. I didn't want to live any more. I just wanted to leave the world with them, but in the end... My grandmother left me." Qiao'er said.