Chapter 1089

Su Zhan didn't speak, she is quiet, silently listen to, listen to the follow-up in Qiao son's mouth.

"I tried not to eat or drink for five days and nights. I thought that I could leave with my parents. Then I could meet them. Finally... I fainted."

"Later, it was the doctor who saved me. When I woke up, my grandmother sat by the bed and made hair. When she saw me wake up, she didn't say a word, but looked at me in tears. It was one of the most impressive scenes in my mind."

"Grandma's tears made me wake up. It was also the first time I saw an old man in his seventies with a runny nose and tears in front of me. She didn't say a word, but just flowed silently. Finally, I admitted my mistake to grandma and told her that I would never do anything stupid again."

"Until now, I still remember my grandmother asked me two words, she asked me: if I go, how should she explain to my father, to her son: she asked, is there no motivation for me to live in this world?"

At that time, I wailed and hugged my grandmother: "yes, grandma, of course, and you, you are my motivation to live."

"Good boy, you can't do such stupid things any more. You should live happily."

"So sister Su, you see, compared with those people who still have their parents' company and family reunion, I'm really a little pitiful, but... As long as I think of having my grandmother with me, I'm not sad, and I'm happy. Even in my hometown, it's very cold, there's no air conditioner, and I only have a pot of charcoal fire to bake my hands. I feel extremely happy."

"Sister Su, I know you also have your own story. Obviously, the story is a little sad, but I think... There must be something worthy of your life and happiness in the world. There must be something." Qiao son firm strong say.

The motivation to live?

Does she have one?

At that moment, Su Zhan racked his brains to think, but still didn't find one in the end.

love? Her love has long been a moth to the fire, lost to the ground;

family affection? She has become the sad existence of being isolated and forgotten in the whole family.

It seems that there is nothing worthy of her existence. Since she has been forgotten, it's better to be forgotten by the world. Isn't it neat.

At that time, she thought that way.

However, just as he hung up the phone and looked at the flying snow outside the window and the tall buildings covered with snow, a voice suddenly flashed in Su Zhan's heart: "when winter comes, can spring be far away?"

Yes, winter has come. Where can spring go?

As long as you are willing to wait, this is within reach.

What a fool.

How silly.

Su Zhan, you are so stupid.

At that moment, Su Zhan looked up and drank the red wine in the glass. She put down the bar and bent down with one hand against the transparent glass wall, laughing at her own stupidity.

Why?

Why does she want to live for others?

Isn't it good to live for yourself?

And this is her motivation and courage to live. From now on, she will not live for anyone, but for herself.

Happiness or hope or reunion, she began to believe that as long as alive there will be hope to achieve;

And once she left the world, everything was nothing and could never come true again.

"Fool..."

"Big fool..."

On that day, Su Zhan was drunk and fell on the floor with these words in his mouth. Fortunately, there was a thick carpet on the floor. The room was also very warm and warm, and he didn't feel cold at all.

In this way, on New Year's Eve, she fell drunk on the ground and slept all night.

And this experience, she never said to anyone, also disdain to reveal their wounds to others.

There's nothing to say.

That year's vulnerability and unbearable, has made her strong and forbearance in the process of refining.

The next day, on the first day of the lunar new year, Su Zhan woke up from the carpet in her room. When she woke up, she calmly got up from the ground.

Su Zhan left the hotel with a scarf and went directly to the company. From then on, she gradually turned her work and hard work into her life goal.

Now that I have put away my tears, I have to carry my luggage on the journey.Later, she gave almost all her energy and time to work.

Fortunately, the work also brought her a good result, her business ability step by step growth, more and more excellent.

But for so many years, a heart is still empty.

Empty even the wind blowing, whistling are cold wind through the intestines, cold stab into the flesh and bones.

But

After all, it's over, isn't it?

Blinked the sour eyes, Su Zhan forced himself to take back his thoughts.

Now is not the time to think about these, mother's condition is ranked first.

If it wasn't for her, her parents wouldn't be reduced to such a situation, and they wouldn't dare to see a doctor because they were short of money.

Ten minutes later, durian came out of the examination room.

Su Zhan quickly went up to help her and asked with concern, "Mom, what did the doctor say?"

"Said it was an hour and a half to get the report."

"Good." Su Zhan nodded: "Mom and Dad, it's noon, too. I'll take you to lunch first. When it's time, we'll get the report."

"That will do." Su Heng nodded and helped Du lian to walk outside the hospital.

Su Zhan took the two elders to lunch and ordered a lot of their favorite dishes. The lunch was very rich, and the two elders also had a good time.

After dinner, he waited for about half an hour. Su Zhan first went up to get the report, and then accompanied Du lian to the doctor to see the results.

When she walked out of the hospital, Su Zhan's mind still echoed the words of the doctor: "the disease is big or small, and there were signs before. But in recent years, she has been working hard and her condition has worsened a lot, which is mainly related to the living environment around her. The air quality is not good, and the nose and throat of the old man are sensitive, so she will cough all the time."

"I'll prescribe some medicine first, but to solve the problem, we should control it from the source and ensure the air quality."

At that time, the doctor also asked where they lived.

"* *" Su Zhan reported the name and general area of the community.

On hearing this, the doctor shook his head again and again: "little girl, this can't work. I know some of the environment there. The air quality is very poor. There is a very big vegetable market nearby, and the sanitation is not in place. So there is a very big smell around the community, and there are a lot of projects around, almost full of dust, In such an environment, your mother's condition is getting better, even if you take medicine, I'm afraid it will become more and more serious. "

"It's better to move out of there as soon as possible and find a place with good air quality and suitable for living."

Listening to these words, Su Zhan felt bitter in his heart.

Now, a very important decision has been made.