"You mean she's been so stingy since she was a kid? She's saving for the book one day? "
"It's two different things. Saving money and saving money are one thing. Writing a book is another. I mean, she will seriously do something that may be naive in your eyes, like grinding a needle with a pestle or moving a mountain with a fool. If you have a clear goal, you will persevere in doing it until she's serious enough to make you no longer think she's naive," I sighed“ It's also a kind of talent. It's both advantages and disadvantages. But it's not what you call stingy and stingy. If you can spend as little as you can, you can save as much as you can. But if you can spend as much as you can, you can't save as much as you can. She will also spend happily. Have you ever seen her buying snacks soft? Isn't snacks much more expensive than toothpaste? She can save a tube of toothpaste. Why can't she eat less bags of snacks? Because the former is only frugality, while the latter is abusing herself. She can cultivate frugality into habits, but she will never cultivate abusing herself into habits. This is the same reason that many people will save money to buy something they want or to do something they want. In the past, you could save for Zhu Danchen's primary school? But who can say that's stingy? "
"You think she seems to have a special sense of dependence. It's just a kind of illusion caused by her weak body and Xing Ge. In fact, the girl is very independent. No matter what she does, she must have her purpose and plan. Do you remember what she said to Zheng Xuedong? "I don't need to ask myself so many reasons, as long as I believe in my feelings, I'm sure I can't be wrong." so she won't have any doubt or hesitation about what she wants. People are afraid that they don't have a goal. With a goal, everything becomes easy - just work towards the goal, which is her advantage, but also her disadvantage. A person, if he knows himself too well What do you want, the pursuit of the goal will become more firm and persistent. A simple goal is OK. If the goal is too high, too big, too far away? Your so-called "stinginess" shows that she is such a conscientious executive. Stubborn people don't give up when they hit the south wall. She is more stubborn than this kind of people. When they hit the south wall, they don't give up. She will take this wall as a new starting point, try to push it down, turn it over, or dig a hole and drill through it. There is no such thing in her dictionary Words such as "impossible", "give up" and "unrealistic"...
dongxiaoye said: "for example, to you?"
I looked at her and answered, "she's like you."
Dongxiaoye's face turned red. For the first time tonight, she took the initiative to avoid my sight and said: "I'm not as smart as her, so I know the goal and plan..." sister tiger didn't contradict her similarity with Chuyuan, because they are the same kind of people, honest, frank, dare to love and hate.
"Innocence and seriousness do not contradict each other, but they are more innocent. The ideas and ideas for writing this novel were inspired by the little demon Jing when he and Yike were net friends last year. This kind of ghost idea is probably only thought out by the demon Jing. So Yuanyuan began to save money since he was a child, not for the sake of publishing this book, but for other purposes Considering the age at which she began to save money, this goal must be simple, not too complicated, not too realistic. "
Chu Yuan's purpose of saving money is to buy a house for me to move out and move out, so she wants to buy a house for me, so she can live with me in a proper way. Even if she quarrels with her future sister-in-law, she is the only one who puts her sister-in-law back to her mother's house. There is no reason for her to be swept out of the house... It's not complicated or even funny, because it's a child Qi is naive, unrealistic, and even a little absurd, because at that time she didn't know what "reality" was.
I didn't tell dongxiaoye about this because I used to think that it was the childishness of a little fart child, and later that it was the paranoia of a little girl, but now I understand that it is actually a real romance just belonging to me like a fairy tale. In my heart, it will always be sweet. In dongxiaoye's heart, it will definitely be sour.
But I don't want it to change the taste, even if I stand opposite to dongxiaoye, a woman who is also as important as my life...
somehow, when it comes to the topic of Chuyuan, the heavy atmosphere in the room has diluted a lot. Maybe, it has a direct relationship with the rich expression of dongxiaoye. Now sister Hu must have a new recognition of Chuyuan Know, before she just regarded her as a simple child, now she found that the simple original is her own, is his preconceived, so that he ignored those things that should be clear at a glance.
Obviously, it took a struggle for dongxiaoye to accept the reality. With a long sigh, she said, "you see RI Ji... No, you know that fate likes you after seeing the novel?"
"Hmmm..."
sister tiger's expression is complex. I don't know whether she is surprised or angry at my afterknowledge. Forced by her momentum, I added: "but I have been aware before, but I'm not sure..."
"when did I realize it?"
"After she moved in with me, or even earlier, she didn't like to hear me talk about fringe related topics..."
"when did you start to like her?"I was stunned. "I don't know."
Winter small night thin straight eyebrow tight Cu Cu, contain a majesty, "don't know?"
It's tiger sister's occupational disease to ask questions in a way that doesn't let people breathe. Rational questioning and calm thinking are the most direct and effective way to solve the doubts. This is common sense, and what winter night is good at. So even if she is jealous at the moment, the current atmosphere is still like the emotional crisis of more prisoners than two. Therefore, her aggressiveness is not But it won't make me feel nervous, but it can let me have a bit of self deception relaxation - if she really broke her heart, she won't ask me so many questions so calmly, she's OK, she's very strong... Even if she just pretends, just doesn't want me to see her vulnerability, I would rather believe it's true.
I'm afraid, afraid to hurt Dong Xiaoye as I once did Chu Yuan, afraid that she would be like Chu Yuan, sad for someone who is not worth it at all.
There are many contradictions in my heart, no matter whether it's the asters or the tassels, which I found out clearly, but I never studied deeply. So I had the first chance to reveal the secrets in my heart. Gradually, I finally felt relieved. Because before that, only the women who had emotional ties with me knew nothing about dongxiaoye and Murphy. Dongxiaoye and Murphy did not Meanwhile, Murphy and I have too many obstacles and too much burden together. She is a swan. Even if I am not a toad, I am just a frog. She has a sky that belongs to her. She shouldn't fold her wings for me. Winter night is the Swan without wings. She gave up the sky long ago. She only trusts me and relies on me. So, to confess to Murphy, I gave her one Can Zi I don't even need to hesitate about the reason why you fly, but I confess to dongxiaoye, but I sprinkle salt on her wound, making her who didn't believe and didn't expect love, more frustrated and self defeating. Now I'm glad to see that she doesn't cry and don't make any noise. I'm glad to see that, but I can't help being lost. This complex mentality makes me not sad and laugh - I'm afraid that she's pretending to look and hope She's not pretending, but I'm afraid she's not pretending...
so I'm explaining and paying attention to her expression changes, "when my father and stepmother got married, I was 12 years old, I understood everything I should know, and I understood everything I shouldn't know. A girl suddenly appeared at home, saying that she was my sister, and I could really regard her as my sister? I think it's easier for me to accept Xiaozi as a younger sister than Yuanyuan as a younger sister, because Yuanyuan appears so suddenly that it's more like an aggressor and a predator. Don't say to accept her. I'm wary that it's too late for her, and Yuanyuan is timid and suspicious. When I was four or five years old, my stepmother often left her alone at home. She has a strong sense of "stranger" and fear We are like two strangers who have to live together, get along with each other for a long time, get to know each other, and then... "Br >
" RI has been in love for a long time? "
My old face was hot, and I nodded a little bit, "almost, so when did you ask me to start liking her? I don't know. Maybe I liked her since I was a child, or she began to like it when she grew up... I've known Xiaozi for a long time and spent more time with her than I was destined to, but I don't know when I started liking Xiaozi Chu... "
" but I know, "whispered little winter night," you are a love child, a flower heart radish! "
I have nothing to refute.
PS: don't stay up late. There's really no time to code words. You can still sleep for two and a half hours. Hurry up and lie down...