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After Xu Jisi left, Luo Qingyu did not immediately return to the house. Instead, he stood outside for a very long time. Then he patted his clothes as if there was something dirty on them. She didn't notice Lu Junhao who was outside, but he had been looking at her the entire time.

She turned around and went back home. Lu Junhao saw that she had left the carriage and also entered Luo Family.

Luo Qingyu returned to flowerfield and ordered the servants to clean the place where Xu Jisi had sat a moment ago. Although the servants didn't know why, they all thought that it was due to her obsession with cleanliness, so they didn't think much about it. She sat on the chair beside flowerfield, and threw the quilt Xu Jisi had just drunk into the trash can. Then, he pretended that nothing had happened and continued to drink the scented tea.

When Lu Junhao came in, what he saw was exactly this scene. She sat in front of the blossoming flowers and drank tea, gazing at the flowers in front of her. It was unknown just what she was thinking.

The servant told Luo Qingyu that Lu Junhao was over. She was very surprised. Why would he come here at this time? When she turned her head, she saw him looking at her with a strange expression on his face.

Luo Qingyu called the servant down, saying that they had an important cooperation to discuss, so he told them not to disturb her, and the servant left.

She looked at Lu Junhao, not knowing what was going on with him. Looking at his expression, it seemed as if something bad was about to happen, but she didn't know what it was. Lu Junhao had never told her about him, or his family. But this was the first time she had seen him like this, and she seemed very sad.

"What's wrong with you? Why did you suddenly come over? "

Both of them did not speak, and it was Luo Qingyu who broke the silence. She wanted to know what had happened to make him so sad. This must not be like him. He usually looked so confident.

"I saw Xu Jisi just now."

Lu Junhao said as he stood not too far away from her.

"Yes, he suddenly came looking for me today, why are you here as well? Something's wrong with your face. Did something happen? "

"Why did you keep looking at him when he left? It seems to be very reluctant. "

Did he see it? Luo Qingyu was shocked, he saw his send Xu Jisi out just now.

"He even hugged you."

Normally when Luo Pingyu heard this, she wouldn't be happy. But today, his mood seemed to be very dejected, so she couldn't muster up any anger at all. She kept feeling that there was something very wrong with Lu Junhao today.

"It's just a simple parting hug."

"Do you hate him?"

"Of course."

"You hate him, but you can be so intimate with him? "Why is that?"

"Lu Junhao, what's wrong with you today? What exactly happened? Why are you so strange? "

Lu Junhao opened his mouth, wanting to tell her what had happened today, but he was unable to. He opened his mouth a few times, but was still unable to say it. Although he wanted her to comfort him, it was his own business and shouldn't involve her. Not telling her was the best choice for her.

"Nothing, I'm fine."

Luo Qingyu also saw his hesitation and was even more surprised in his heart. He had always been so confident, but it was the first time she saw such hesitation in his eyes. Just what had happened? Lu Junhao still chose not to tell her and she had no way of asking. Seeing him open his mouth a few times to speak of the matter, but was unable to do so. Could it be some sort of painful thing?

Aside from being surprised, Luo Qingyu felt his heart ache. Why did he, who was flying unbridledly in the air, become like this? What had happened that made this man so upset? Is it about your girlfriend, or about your family?

Lu Junhao had never told her about him, so she didn't even know that he had a girlfriend before. She did not know his family, much less how he had grown up. So she didn't know, and didn't understand what was happening to Lu Junhao right now.

"Lu Junhao, you know that there are a lot of things that we must do even if we don't want to. Just like you asked me just now, I hate Xu Jisi, but I still have to pretend to be intimate with him. Because each of us has something we want, and we're willing to give it all for, that's why I can do it. Even though my heart is sick to death, I still can't show it, because the thing I'm pursuing has gone beyond everything and has become something that has to be done. "

When he heard her words, his eyes were no longer as still as a pool of stagnant water, and he was slightly moved.

"What you need to do is to get close to Xu Jisi?"

"Yes, I am close to Xu Jisi. I must get evidence that he is still a Luo Family's daughter. This has already become something deeply engraved in my soul."

How could he forget? How could he not take revenge? That day, she still couldn't forget the feeling of being burned by the flames. She would often wake up at midnight and break out in a cold sweat. Those who hurt her had to pay the price. By then, she would no longer be plagued by nightmares and would truly start a new life.

"I don't know why you're so stubborn. Xiao Luo, I asked you before, but I always felt that you didn't tell me the real reason."

Luo Qingyu also wanted to tell him the truth of the matter. He wanted to tell him that she was actually the daughter of the Luo Family, because Xu Jisi and Cheng Xiaowei had caused her death. But she couldn't, she didn't know what Lu Junhao was thinking now. If at that time the two of them could truly be together without any grudges, perhaps she would tell him?

At least she still knew what Lu Junhao thought of her now, and what happened to the Wei Lixiao that appeared. With so many obstacles in front of two of them, of course she wouldn't be so honest with him.

"Perhaps the time has not come yet. When the right time comes, I am willing to explain everything to you."

Hearing her words, Lu Junhao did not pursue the matter any further, and only sunk into silence.

"Xiao Luo, sometimes I don't understand you, just like how I don't understand myself."

"As long as you don't understand it, you should know better than anyone else. The person you think you know may be just the tip of the iceberg. Even we ourselves do not dare to say that we fully understand ourselves, much less others. "

"You're right, but I really hate my current self. I can't control my emotions and am always worried that I will become like a crazy beast. I hate this feeling, I hate the feeling of not being able to control my emotions. I feel very frustrated."

"Don't be like this. Everyone will have their moments of frustration. When we're sad, we won't be able to control our emotions. Everyone is the same. You are the same, I am the same."

"No, Xiao Luo, I feel that you are extremely calm and composed every single time.

Lu Junhao looked at the flowerfield in front of him, but Luo Qingyu felt that he was not envious of her because he had said that she was calm and collected, but because she was envious of him. But now she didn't know what it was. What was there to envy about her?

"You are the CEO of the Lu, what do you want? Is there even a need to be envious of me? "

"Yeah, I almost want to have everything, but there are some things that I can get even if I'm strong enough, even if I'm not the CEO. There are a lot of things that I've been trying to get, but then it just came to nothing. "

Luo Qingyu didn't know what this thing in his mouth was that he couldn't pursue? Is it kinship, or love? After all, there were too many things money couldn't buy.

"Since we can't pursue him, then let him go with the wind. We don't necessarily need anything to survive. As long as we continue to live, what can't be forgotten? After all, time is the most merciless thing in the world. We also have to keep looking forward. "

"Yeah, you're right. Let him blow away with the wind."

Although Lu Junhao said that, his mood did not improve at all. This was because some things could not be abandoned just because it was not something that could be abandoned. After all, it was something that he had been obsessed with for a long time.

"Lu Junhao, you …"

"The flowerfield in your house is very similar to the one in Mu Zexi's house."

Luo Qingyu's heart skipped a beat. She knew that he was in a bad mood today, and seeing her have a flowerfield that was exactly the same as Mu Zexi's, he must be even worse.

"This was planted just for my dad to train his body, so there's no special meaning to it."

"I'm thinking, you have Xu Jisi as your fiancé by your side, and Mu Zexi's flowerfield as your companion. I've been looking for him, but I can't find any of my things."

When Luo Qingyu heard his words, he felt even more upset. She wanted to console him, but he didn't know how. He had no idea what had happened, if only he would tell her. However, just as she was unable to tell him that she was the Luo Family's daughter due to her many concerns, Lu Junhao also had his own considerations and chose not to tell her. He chose not to tell her, and she had no right to blame him. After all, she was the same.

"Yes, why not? There's a secret between the two of us. That is something that belongs to both of us, how can it not exist? "

Hearing her words, Lu Junhao laughed, maybe it was like that? He only took her words as if she was trying to comfort him and didn't really take it to heart.

He suddenly rushed in front of her and tightly hugged her. For a moment, she didn't know what to do. However, she just quietly let him hold her without pushing him away.

She knew that he was feeling very down today. If her embrace could comfort him, then she could let him hug his for as long as he wanted. Hugging him didn't have the disgusting feeling of hugging Xu Jisi at all. Instead, it made her feel very comfortable. She raised her hands and gently hugged him back. She did not speak, and Lu Junhao did not speak either.

In his embrace, Luo Qingyu forgot about the disgust in his heart when he hugged Xu Jisi. He felt extremely safe, so safe and sound that she felt like he could fall asleep in his embrace.

Lu Junhao hugged her for a long time before he let her go.

"I came looking for you all of a sudden and caught you off guard. I'm really sorry, but I'll be leaving first."

Just as he had hurried over, he also hurriedly left. Luo Qingyu wanted to call out to him, but seeing that he was still so downcast, he didn't say anything.

She really couldn't stop worrying about him. After he left the house, she packed her things and went out as well. At the very least, she was able to confirm that he was safe.