Lu Junhao drove away from Luo Family, with Luo Qingyu following behind him stealthily. She did not know where he was going, nor did she dare to go too close for fear that he would find out. She saw him pull to the side of the road and go into a shop. He came out with something in his hand, but it was too far away for her to see.
She felt that something was very wrong with his mood. She didn't know that she was afraid that something would happen to him, so she followed him. Now, his actions made her even more confused.
Lu Junhao put the things in the car and started the car, Luo Qingyu quickly started up the car to follow behind him, but she did not know what he was going to do, so she could only follow him.
He stopped the car again, this time at a florist's. He stayed in the florist's for a long time before coming out. When he came out, he was already carrying a large bouquet of flowers. As usual, he put the flowers in the car and continued to drive. After that, he didn't stop the car. Instead, he drove even faster. Luo Qingyu even suspected that he was going to commit suicide. Wasn't it equivalent to committing suicide to drive so quickly?
Lu Junhao would never be born lightly, no matter what. If he had that thought, then she would really look down on him.
It took them more than an hour to reach their destination. It was a cemetery. When Luo Qingyu arrived, he had already been inside for a while. Because his car was moving fast, and Luo Qingyu drove faster than him, she only saw his car at the entrance of the cemetery.
He must have gone in. Who was he here in memory of? Luo Qingyu's understanding of him was truly not deep. She pulled out his car keys and unbuckled his seat belt, ready to go in and see what was going on.
Luo Qingyu's heart was very nervous, she felt as if she was peeping his secrets, and was extremely perturbed. However, she still walked into the cemetery. This cemetery was extremely large and quiet. Because it wasn't a special day, there weren't many people here.
It was unknown when the sky began to darken, and a wind gradually began to blow. This kind of wind was extremely comfortable during the summer, as if it was going to rain, but the rain did not come for a long time.
She looked around, but didn't see Lu Junhao's figure. She then continued to walk further in, searching all over the place, but she still couldn't find him. Didn't he come in? Luo Qingyu could not help but feel disheartened. With the mindset of looking around again, she walked further in, but still did not discover anyone. She sighed, didn't she come in?
Just as she was about to turn around and leave, she suddenly heard a sound coming from the corner. She stopped and listened attentively, as if there was someone speaking. She headed towards the direction of the voice and found Lu Junhao in the corner.
He was holding a bottle of wine in one hand and three or four bottles on the other. There were already two empty bottles by the side. It seemed that he had already drunk quite a lot of wine. He sat in front of the tombstone and placed the flowers he had bought beside him. He drank his wine without listening and also talked. On the tombstone was a picture of a woman with a gentle smile and a serene expression. Who was that?
Luo Qingyu saw him and quickly hid out, afraid that he would be discovered. But Lu Junhao was already drunk, how could he find her?
Lu Junhao sat on the grass without a care, holding a wine bottle beside his, he continued to pour wine into her mouth. Lu Junhao muttered something in his mouth, but no one knew what it was. Luo Qingyu held his breath, moved closer to him, and only then was he able to understand what he was saying.
"Mom, I missed you so much. I haven't come to see you in so long, do you blame me?"
It turned out that the person in the photo was his mother, but she remembered that the Lu family now had a mistress. Could it be that his fate was the same as hers? Thinking of this, her heart ached even more.
"Mom, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have come to see you so long ago. It's just that I once said in front of your tombstone that I would live a good life. I would live a strong life. I always thought I was, but what happened today, I just realized I'm not. "
After he finished talking, he fiercely gulped down another mouthful of wine. He choked on his drink and began to cough violently. Luo Qingyu, who was behind him, wanted to step forward to ease her anger, but she was still unable to do so. It was the first time she had seen Lu Junhao's current appearance. He looked so helpless and dispirited.
Lu Junhao coughed a few times. He raised his hand and gently caressed the photo on the tombstone. Then, he started to talk again, "Mom, do you know? Today, they came over to tell me to make Lu Juncheng the Vice President, but I didn't agree. I argued with them, and they brought the past to make me sad, calling me unfilial, why? How could his heart be so biased when he is also his son? "
Lu Juncheng? She sounded like Lu Junhao's brother, but Luo Qingyu didn't even know that he had a brother. Was this the reason for his loss today? Because of the Father Lu?Hee thought back to the time when he was misunderstood by the Luofu. She had led a miserable life during that period, and he lived almost every day in the hot water. However, at least the misunderstanding between her and Luofu had been resolved.
However, Lu Junhao was different from him. Lu Junhao had lived in an environment where he did not have a father to worry about since a young age, and his mother had also left him when he was very young. He had just been envious of her not because he admired her calmness, but because she had a good father.
"Mom, do you know? At that time, how much effort did I put in to become the CEO of Lu? I started from the bottom, and did all sorts of hard work, but what about Lu Juncheng? He didn't know anything yet, so why should he assume the position of vice president? You said that Lu Juncheng is his son, am I not? How can he do this to me? "
Although he was just speaking and not crying, Luo Qingyu could feel that his heart was crying. It was just that the pride he had developed over a long period of time made him unable to cry, but his heart was actually bleeding, right? She wanted to go out and comfort him, but if she went out now, wouldn't he find out that she was following him?
He took another sip of the wine and drank until he realized that there was no more wine. He opened another bottle and continued to drink. He had bought quite a number of beers and was now extremely drunk. However, he still continued to drink and wanted to use the alcohol to dispel his worries. However, how could his worries disappear with the alcohol?
"Mommy, after you passed away, he married that woman into his family and brought a child with him. Clearly, they have been together for a long time. Since the two of them came in, he has rarely cared about me. No, that's not appropriate, but he has never cared about me.
Regarding Lu Junhao's childhood, Luo Qingyu didn't know because he had never told anyone else about it. He had always been silently hiding this in his heart. Was he going to bear it all by himself? Her heart ached for him. She had always thought that he was a proud son of heaven, but he had never thought that he would suffer more than anyone else.
I have become strong, and do not want others to know my weak side. I want to live a good life with him, but his eyes were always on Lu Juncheng, and I thought that I was not good enough, so I worked hard to become good. "
"But even though I've become very good, he still doesn't seem to see it. Mother, you don't know, right? Lu Juncheng is extremely weak, unable to support the overall situation and the Lu s, but what about him? I didn't want the Lu to be destroyed by him like this. He said that she was jealous of Lu Juncheng, so she intentionally suppressed him. "
"I used to really want to get his attention, get his concern, but I don't know when it started, I don't want to, just keep on maintaining this cold relationship, his care, I don't care anymore, every time I say this to myself, I think I really don't care anymore, but today's argument, let me know, I don't really care either."
"At that time, he told me that I couldn't simply hand over Lu to me, and that he wanted to give me some experience so that I could start from the bottom of the company. I thought back then that he did it to train me, and it was for my own good, but I have already absorbed one of them, maybe he didn't even want to give me the Lu, so he deliberately made up this kind of excuse. However, I never expected that I would really climb up to a higher position one step at a time. At that time, because of what he had said, he did not refute me, so he reluctantly gave it to me. "
"No matter what kind of person Lu Juncheng is, he likes him and wants to give him the best thing. I reckon that Lu also wanted to leave it for him, but somehow, it all happened to me, which is why she couldn't wait for Lu Juncheng to become the Vice President."
"Mom, I'll talk about that heart. What do you think I should do? What should I do? "
He talked to himself as he faced the tombstone. Naturally, the tombstone would not answer him. He picked up the bottle and downed half of it in one gulp.
Luo Qingyu wanted to stop him, but with his current condition, he could not stop anyone. No wonder he was so disappointed today, he had actually grown up like this. Although Luo Qingyu had lost his mother when he was young, at least he had a father who truly liked her and treated her well.
"I really won't be sad anymore because of him. He's not my dad, I hate him, I'll still become the strong me of the past, I won't be like this again, but it's only for a few years. Mom, let me talk to you properly … alright?"
"I'm sorry I didn't come to see you for so long, but you came to pour so much bitter water on me. But mother, I can only tell you about this. I don't want others to know about my weak side."
"I am the CEO of the Lu, so no matter what, I cannot let anyone know my weakness. Otherwise, I will only be led astray by the nose by others."
Lu Junhao said, he did not sit, and laid down. He was probably too tired, so he slowly closed his eyes and fell asleep.
Luo Qingyu only slowly walked out when he heard his even breathing. Too many things had happened today, and he also knew too many things. She needed time to think about it carefully. She looked at the soundly sleeping Lu Junhao, then gently lifted his head and placed it on her legs, allowing him to sleep more comfortably.