Chapter 104

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Chu Cheng felt that his mood was dull again, like a river hidden in the dark, suppressing the restlessness under the water, "Let me find a car with me." He said, "You used to send me to the car until left."

Ji Qingzhou wanted to say that it was before, but opened his mouth, but after all he didn't say it, but accompanied him out. Chu Cheng is different. Ji Qingzhou has always been clear that he can continuously reject others, but he will not reject Chu Cheng.

He is the first person he likes. He felt love and tenderness in him. He liked Chu Cheng differently from other people. When he came to this world, he first met Chu. Cheng, the first to feel safe and reassured is also Chu Cheng. He relies on Chu Cheng. He has no attachment to other people in Chu Cheng.

What does Chu Cheng look like? Ji Qingzhou thought that he was like the sunshine in the clear sky and the rainbow in the twilight. Love had only one color, but he left too much affection on Chu Cheng, so Chu Cheng was bright and magnificent. colourful. He couldn't bear to let these colors fade, so he couldn't say too hurtful words to Chu Cheng, he didn't want to let Chu Cheng be uncomfortable because of him.

Forget it, Ji Qingzhou thought, I don't know how many times I can see it in the future. This is not an excessive request. Just promise him. Anyway, I won't meet anytime soon.

He accompanied Chu Cheng out of the elevator and walked all the way forward. Chu Cheng turned his head unconsciously to look at him. Ji Qingzhou lowered his head, his face looked very gentle.

"How are you doing these days?" Chu Cheng asked him.

Ji Qingzhou nodded, "Very good."

"Don't you ask me back after you answer?" Chu Cheng laughed. "This way, I asked you what, what did you answer, concisely, without saying a word, you won't ask me back and care about me. A moment? "

Ji Qingzhou did not expect that he would say so, he could not help but look up to see Chu Cheng, Chu Cheng looked straight ahead, did not look at him, but some of his face has not yet dissipated.

Ji Qingzhou follows the path of goodness, "How about you, how are you doing?"

Chu Cheng was silent for a while and whispered, "I don't have such a good life."

Ji Qingzhou's heart jumped fiercely, Chu Cheng turned to look at him, he said, "You do look good, do you think I look good?"

Ji Qingzhou looked at him. He couldn't see it. He never understood Chu Cheng. He thought Chu Cheng liked him, but Chu Cheng let him go. He thought Chu Cheng didn't like him, but Chu Cheng said He is not doing well. His look was a little dignified, and he didn't look as impulsive as before, but why did he think Chu Cheng was not doing well because of him?

Perhaps because of him, but also because he refused his care and care, Chu Cheng was not used to it.

"Is it because of me?" Ji Qingzhou asked him, "because I rejected your concern and care?"

Chu Cheng didn't speak.

Ji Qingzhou looked at him, his voice was very calm, he said, "Chu Cheng, you have seen it, I am doing well now, even without your care and care, I can live well. So, you do n’t I need something like this for my sake. I'm an adult. I have the ability to take care of myself. If I really encounter a problem that I can't solve, maybe I will still ask for help, but most of the time, I can do it myself Life is good, so don't you always worry about me? "

His tone is very gentle, and even with a smile in his eyes, he said, "It's really not easy to get rid of this kind of thing at first, but if you get used to it, you will slowly get used to the new life. .I thank you for always thinking about me like this. You want me to be good, and I want you to be good. I don't want you to be bad because of me. "

Chu Chengxi looked at him, looked at the tenderness in his eyes, and asked him, "Do you also think that I care and take care of you just because of habits?"

"Otherwise?" Ji Qingzhou asked him.

Chu Cheng slightly opened his teeth and almost asked him, "Maybe you like it?"

However, he just looked at Ji Qingzhou and did not speak.

Seeing him silent, Ji Qingzhou stepped forward naturally. Chu Cheng walked beside him and kept asking himself, does he like Ji Qingzhou? Does he love Ji Qingzhou? Is he willing to stay with Ji Qingzhou all the time?

It didn't take long for them to reach Chu Cheng's car, and Ji Qingzhou whispered, "Here it is."

Chu Cheng said "um".

"Then I'll go first, be careful on your way, goodbye." Ji Qingzhou was still gentle and gentle.

Chu Cheng looked at him. The moment he turned and walked back, he reached out and grabbed his arm, took a step forward, and hugged him.

Ji Qingzhou froze.

Chu Cheng held him, didn't speak, and just felt peaceful.

He felt that all his irritability and boredom had dissipated at this moment, and his heart was quiet, soft and peaceful. He hugged Ji Qingzhou tightly and hugged him little by little. He was so familiar with the people in his arms. He even kissed his shoulders, neck and back. He was so thin and clenched a little, he could feel the bones of the other party, but still stubbornly wanted to use his thin body to prop up his own sky.

Obviously, he is not a very strong person. When he fights with an injured person, he shouts pain and asks him to lightly take medicine. Why, at this time, is it so strong? Even if he is using himself, wouldn't it be better to use himself to make his road more smooth before he has reached the peak of the entertainment industry and before his mother has fully recovered?

Why bother to draw a line with him so clearly.

He hugged Ji Qingzhou, whispered his name in a low voice, and shouted at him tenderly and distressed, "Zhou Zhou."

Ji Qingzhou's heart softened in an instant, he unconsciously clenched his fist, did not push Chu Cheng away, and did not hug him back.

He whispered, "This is the last time, Chu Cheng, don't be like this next time."

Chu Cheng didn't speak, slightly released him to see him, Ji Qingzhou lowered his head and couldn't see clearly.

Chu Cheng bowed his head and kissed him, Ji Qingzhou slightly moved his face and avoided his kiss. This was the first time he had refused his kiss. Even when they met each other for the first time, Chu Cheng went to kiss him, he would not hide, and even passed his other face intently, prompting him gently Side can also kiss.

But now, he refused Chu Cheng's kiss, he said, "Don't do this, it's not appropriate."

Chu Cheng stared at him quietly, without speaking.

"You should let me go." Ji Qingzhou whispered softly.

Chu Cheng watched him without blinking, but did not loosen his hands holding Ji Qingzhou.

"Let go," Ji Qingzhou reminded again.

Chu Cheng didn't let it go, still watching him.

Ji Qingzhou looked up helplessly, stared at him with a pair of eyes, and said stubbornly, "You should let go."

Chu Cheng looked at his black and white eyes, and couldn't understand how he could let himself go again and again without any psychological burden. Does Ji Qingzhou like him? He thought, if he likes it, why can he let him go so stubbornly, draw a line with himself so decisively and without hesitation. But if you do n’t like him, why not push him away? Obviously he only needs to push himself away, and then he can leave, but why let him let go first and again.

Why didn't he push him away first?

"You push me away, and you can naturally leave." Chu Cheng looked at him. "You don't need me to let go, as long as you push me away, you can leave, don't you?"

Ji Qingzhou froze for a moment. He didn't expect Chu Cheng to say such words. He stared at Chu Cheng, some uneasy and uncomfortable. He lowered his eyes unconsciously, covering his sadness in this moment, but he couldn't help but Some sour.

He never pushed Chu Cheng away, no matter during the contract or now, except when Chu Cheng wanted to drive and struggled at the beginning, at other times, Chu Cheng wanted to hug or kiss or even do other things. He never refused him.

He likes Chu Cheng so much, where is he willing to push him away. But now, Chu Cheng let him push him away.

Ji Qingzhou's eyes were slightly hot. He stood in place, but couldn't raise his hands when he wanted to. If he could push Chu Cheng away, he would have pushed him away just as soon as Chu Cheng hugged himself, which round is now. He suddenly felt that Chu Cheng was very annoying, apparently he took the initiative to hug himself, but asked himself to push him away, obviously he set a time limit, he did not like himself, but he was still entangled after the contract ended.

He has gradually adapted to the life without Chu Cheng step by step. He has put away his heart, and just wants to live a good life now, but Chu Cheng still has to embarrass him.

Ji Qingzhou feels aggrieved, but more uncomfortable. He slowly raised his hand, advising himself that they would always reach this point, from verbal rejection to physical rejection. Even if it is not today, tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, and one day in the future, he will push Chu Cheng away and tell him, "Let go."

Since he was separated, he should have been completely clean. If he could refuse Chu Cheng's care and care verbally, he should also refuse Chu Cheng's contact physically.

He should push Chu Cheng away, as long as Chu Cheng embraced him, he should push him away.

Ji Qingzhou raised his hand and did not look at Chu Cheng. He wanted to push him away, but before he could touch Chu Cheng, his hand was caught. Ji Qingzhou looked up in surprise, Chu Cheng looked at him, and he held his hand. That prevented him from moving.

Ji Qingzhou didn't understand what he wanted to do. It was him who pushed him away, and it was him who held him now. What did he want? He couldn't see clearly, simply struggling in Chu Cheng's hands, trying to break away from the hands that Chu Cheng was holding, pushing him away, but Chu Cheng's grip was very tight, and he couldn't escape at all.

"What are you doing?" Ji Qingzhou was angry and helpless. "You asked me to push you away. What are you doing now? Chu Cheng, you let go of me."

He struggled as he said, Chu Cheng felt his movement, holding his hand slightly, clasped him again, and held his hand tightly.

Ji Qingzhou raised the other hand and dragged him holding his hand, but heard Chu Cheng whispered in his ear, "Do n’t push me away, do n’t push me away, I ’m wrong, I I shouldn't have told you like that. I was wrong. Will you forgive me? "

His voice was very low, with depression and pain, Ji Qingzhou listened and stopped his hand movements.

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