Chapter 105

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Chu Cheng hugged him and held his hand tightly. Ji Qingzhou wanted to pull his hand out, but with a little movement, he gripped more and more tightly, until Ji Qingzhou felt pain.

"You let go of me," Ji Qingzhou said again, "you always let go of me, you let go of me."

"I miss you very much." Chu Cheng did not respond to his words, and said to himself, "I miss you every day, I dreamed of you several times, but sometimes I ca n’t even see you in the dream, you Will you hold me for a while? Just a moment. "

Ji Qingzhou didn't speak. He felt Chu Cheng's hug and listened to what he said in his ear. He felt that Chu Cheng was giving himself a hallucination, a hallucination that he liked him.

He did not push Chu Cheng away. If he could, he would never want to push Chu Cheng away. He even subconsciously thanked Chu Cheng for holding his hand, and did not let him push him away, so that he can recall this relationship in the future, and said without regret, "I haven't done anything against my heart, It's sad to be separated, but at each step, I want to. "

Chu Cheng hugged him for a while, then opened the distance between them silently. He looked at the person in front of him and rubbed the back of his hand with his thumb gently, but once Ji Qingzhou moved, he stopped moving again.

"I let go," he said, "I let go, so you don't have to push me away, you remember, you can come to me whenever you encounter anything, understand?"

Ji Qingzhou nodded.

Chu Cheng felt that he was perfunctory himself, just as he perfunctoryly promised him to accept the house before leaving, he pulled Ji Qingzhou's hand and kissed him on the back of his hand, Ji Qingzhou was scorched by his sudden kiss Hot, conditioned reflex looked up at him, Chu Cheng saw him look at himself, smiled slightly, and then in his puzzlement, bowed and kissed the back of his hand again, Ji Qingzhou unconsciously pumped his hands outward.

Chu Cheng let go a little, and he pulled out so easily.

"I let go." Chu Cheng said, "Go back, you can go back."

Ji Qingzhou looked at him, but felt that the back of his right hand was hot. He finally glanced at Chu Cheng and turned towards the elevator.

Chu Cheng watched him leave, his eyes slowly fainted. He thought that if he was younger and less mad, if he was more impulsive, he would walk over to stop Ji Qingzhou and hug him and say so, I like you , Could not help but kiss him. In the end, he underestimated the influence of Ji Qingzhou on himself. When he didn't see him, he would think about him and wonder if he really liked him. When he saw him, he just wanted to hold him in his arms and let him stay Beside yourself.

Habit is addictive, he is too used to the feeling of having Ji Qingzhou.

Chu Cheng sighed and turned on the car.

Ji Qingzhou took the elevator all the way back to the floor where Wang Fang's ward was located. Wang Fang was still chatting with Ying Nian and saw him come in and laughed, "Come back."

Ying Nian teased him, "It's a long time for you to go this time."

"It must be something to talk to Xiao Chu," Wang Fang understood, "they have always been very talkative."

Ji Qingzhou smiled, it was a response.

He went to the chair beside Wang Fang's bed and sat down, pondering that he and Chu Cheng couldn't go on like this. Although he put away his feelings, the feelings, like the sunshine between his fingers, would never be broken. Off. He liked Chu Cheng in the end, so he felt soft when he saw Chu Cheng, but they couldn't keep going like this.

Chu Cheng can afford it. He can appear in front of himself again and again, and he can play emotional cards with him, but he can't afford it, and he doesn't want to keep it up. His love should end brilliantly on the day he left, and when consumed, it will only smear those beautiful pasts in the pull, which is not what he wants to see.

Ji Qingzhou made a decision at this moment, he did not want to meet with Chu Cheng again.

He wanted to say this to WeChat with Chu Cheng, but he was worried that he should be driving now, and then waited until he had visited Wang Fang and Ying Nian returned home, and waited for the willow on the moon to send Chu WeChat, "Are you home yet?"

Chu Cheng quickly replied: Here it is.

He didn't expect Ji Qingzhou to send him a WeChat, and he didn't even think it was true. Since Ji Qingzhou moved out, he has never actively contacted him again. Every time he took the initiative to send a WeChat or phone call to Ji Qingzhou, Ji Qingzhou only replied concisely, without saying a word, now he actually gave himself Sent WeChat.

Chu Cheng's surprise was more joy.

However, his joy disappeared in the next second.

"Let's not meet again in the future." Ji Qingzhou's text appeared in the dialog box, and Chu Cheng saw such a line of words appear next to his head, "Like it, as you said."

Chu Cheng froze. He looked at the text in the dialog box and wanted to reply, but seemed to lose his strength. He never liked the tangled person, and he was the most annoying to others, but now he seemed to be the tangled person.

Chu Cheng put down his mobile phone, looked up and walked forward, but saw the rose inserted in the glass bottle on the balcony. Those roses were in the moonlight outside the window, Chu Cheng walked over, turned on the balcony lights, and looked at the roses quietly.

It was Valentine's Day, and he bought roses by mistake, he didn't like flowers, he didn't like romance, he didn't like holidays, but Ji Qingzhou liked it, so he paid for Ji Qingzhou.

Chu Cheng walked over and looked at those petals that were no longer bright like fog, as if he had seen his past. Those bright and vivid pasts between him and Ji Qingzhou, like these roses at this moment, faded the color and ended in a withering end.

Chu Cheng picked up the glass bottle and wanted to throw away those roses that were no longer valuable, but after picking them up, they silently counted them. Nine roses, not many, one, many, nine, long. .

He remembered that little girl gave Ji Qingzhou an extra flower that day, but Ji Qingzhou returned the flower, and he said, "No need."

He remembered that Ji Qingzhou hung the roses upside down on the balcony and told him not to move them. He waited patiently for them to air dry, and then inserted / inserted them into the glass bottle so that they would stay on the balcony's windowsill.

He likes these roses very much, Chu Cheng thinks, he also wants a long-term one. He looked at the roses in his hand, and suddenly realized that although the flowers were no longer as bright as before, they did not wither. Ji Qingzhou air-dried them before they withered, so they kept their blooming appearance.

He put the glass bottle in his hand back to his original position, looked at the roses, picked up the mobile phone, and replied a WeChat to Ji Qingzhou.

"I moved your roses." Chu Cheng typed, "I think they are beautiful."

Ji Qingzhou looked at the text he sent. At that moment, his heart strings vibrated slightly.

He did not reply to Chu Cheng, and Chu Cheng did not reply to him again. Ji Qingzhou was afraid to expose his secret that he liked him, but Chu Cheng, Chu Cheng wanted to give him a long time.

A man's life is very long, but he wants to make Ji Qingzhou a long time, and because he wants to make him a long time, he dare not act rashly, for he gave Ji Qingzhou hope and disappointed him.

Chu Cheng looked at the bottle of roses, turned off the light silently, and left the balcony.

After that day, Chu Cheng did not return to his own house. He returned home, and there was no place for Ji Qingzhou to live, and he thought seriously about the future of him and Ji Qingzhou.

Chu Xin was surprised when he saw him return, "How did you go home and live?"

Chu Cheng sat in a chair next to him and asked him, "Brother, do you like being extraordinary?"

"No."

"I guess so," Chu Cheng said, "unless Western Entertainment is perfect, you don't think anyone likes it."

Chu Xin put down his pen and asked him, "Who do you like?"

Chu Cheng didn't speak for a long time before whispering softly, "I don't know, but I miss him so much, I want to give him a long time, I want him to have no worries, I want to give him a life of stability, but I don't know, I Can I do it? I'm afraid that I will meet other people in the future, like other people, and then let him go. I am also afraid that I don't really like him so much, but I didn't like people before, and I thought it was like it. "

"In this case, it's better to separate for a while. The authorities are fanatic. You are standing in the bureau now and you can't see clearly. Give yourself some time to do other things. Don't focus on him. Wait a month or two before you look back, maybe you can understand. "

"If you don't understand yet?" Chu Cheng asked him.

Chu Xin heard it and smiled, it was very gentle, "If you can focus on other things for a month or two, don't think about him at all, see him again, and you are not sure whether it is love, then, You probably don't like him that much. "

"What if I can't hold on for a month or two?"

"At that time, ask yourself if you like him."

Chu Cheng lowered his head and stopped talking.

Chu Xin felt that what he was most worried about still happened. He looked at his younger brother and watched him seriously thinking about his suggestions. He felt helpless but didn't bother him. There is no need, Chu Xin thought, if Chu Cheng likes Ji Qingzhou, then he will be with Ji Qingzhou even if he blocks; if Chu Cheng does not like Ji Qingzhou, then he will not be with Ji Qingzhou even if he does not block. together.

His younger brother is very clear. He has always had his own opinion since childhood. His affairs have always been the only thing he can do.

Ji Qingzhou discovered that since he and Chu Cheng said they would not meet again, Chu Cheng did not appear in front of his eyes. In fact, he couldn't say that. Before he said this, Chu Cheng didn't intentionally appear in front of him. That time in the hospital, it was just a chance encounter.

He will still send himself a WeChat message, and still some words of concern. Ji Qingzhou will also thank you politely at the beginning. Later, he simply does not reply anymore.

One day, he received Chu Cheng's WeChat and asked him: Did you pull me black?

Ji Qingzhou replied no in his heart, but as always, did not reply to him. One of them always needs to stay calm so that they don't become embarrassed in pulling.

However, after a few days, he still received Chu Chengxin's WeChat news. He didn't seem to care whether he had been hacked, or he believed that he had not been hacked. Ji Qingzhou didn't know and didn't embarrass himself to think about it. His new play is about to start, and he needs to focus his time and energy on his new role, which is what he should do.

The author has something to say: Fang Fang, soon reconcile, the emotional drama here is already very clear. Since the Valentine's Day, the rose has appeared several close-ups one after another. This is because the rose represents love, and the nine roses represent the love of Zhouzhou. Zhou Zhou wanted to spend Valentine's Day with Chu Cheng, but because they were not lovers, he didn't say this request to Chu Cheng, but Chu Cheng still appeared to spend the holiday with him, and gave him roses erroneously. So Zhouzhou has always treasured it. He knew that he would always leave Chu Cheng, so before leaving, he dried the roses and fixed his love. Before leaving, he left the rose to Chu Cheng. Although Chu Cheng did not know the specific meaning of roses to Zhouzhou, he guessed that roses are important to Zhouzhou, and guessed that Zhouzhou should be longing for a long time. He was afraid that Zhouzhou would be sad if he did not see roses when he returned. That nine roses. Because Rose is his own love to Zhouzhou, Chu Cheng said to him, "I moved your roses, and I think they are beautiful." Zhouzhou would be shocked. In this article, a rose and a jade pendant are two of the more important items, so sometimes I will take a close-up look like this.

These chapters are emotional transitions, which are mainly used to solve Chu Cheng's emotional changes, because it is the ** of the article, so I wrote very carefully, writing this chapter, it can be regarded as almost finished. Chu Cheng's change of Zhou Zhou's feelings was divided into three stages. The first stage was that Zhou Zhou felt lost and unacceptable after he refused his concern. The second stage was after Qin Xue questioned and began to think about whether he was happy or not. Like Zhouzhou, can you accept being with him? The third stage is that he feels that he should like Zhouzhou. He wants to hold Zhouzhou for a long time, but he has never loved others. He is afraid that this is not love. Afraid that he will fall in love with others in the future, for he will not be able to give Zhouzhou what he wants. such. Now that the three steps have been completed, the situation is clear.

This chapter is not allowed to talk about abuse, I found that I did n’t say it yesterday, and even a little angel said that I did n’t say much, then I boldly said abuse, me? ? ? ? How brave! Want to scare me? [Covering face] Well, let's yell sweetly!

Today, I would like to thank Can Chun for the autumn angel who threw a deep-water torpedo. I feel like I have not received the deep-water for a long time, so I ’m super happy, hahaha, happy, thank you, why not , Mua! (* ╯3╰), and, I remember you, Moda (づ ￣3￣) づ ╭

In addition to Can Chun's autumn angel, thank you:

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Thanks for the above little angels, especially the serenity Zhiyuan little angel, why not, love you (づ ￣3￣)