Chapter 192

Fanwai: Yao Xiuyuan x Ying Nian (11)

Yao Xiuyuan opened the wine and poured two glasses for each of them. They should be tasted every year. Indeed, the alcohol content is very low, and more sour and sweet fruit wine.

"It's delicious."

Yao Xiuyuan didn't like drinking fruit wine very much. In his opinion, this wine was a bit like a drink, so others gave it, and he had n’t drink it. If he did n’t drink it today, he would forget to have such a bottle .

He added Ying Nian, "Just like it."

Ying Nian glanced at him and asked him, "Aren't you sleeping?"

"Sleep again later. I'm not busy these two days. I can go a little late in the morning."

Ying Nian sighed, "I feel like I've been bothering you for the past two days."

"Why are you polite again?" Yao Xiuyuan looked at him.

Ying Nian smiled and shook her head, "No, that's how I feel. Have you been told by a friend, are you gentle?"

"That must be there." Yao Xiuyuan took a sip of wine. "How can anyone like me be so good that no one has said that."

"It's also narcissistic."

"This is self-confidence," Yao Xiuyuan countered.

"You haven't talked about a girlfriend like this?" Ying Nian wondered.

"I talked when I was in college, and then I split up, and then I was always busy with work. I didn't meet anyone I really liked, so I didn't talk."

Ying Nian was a little surprised. "Have you talked about a girlfriend in college? I thought your love history should be quite rich."

Yao Xiuyuan laughed when he heard the words, his eyes rose slightly, and he was proud, "I should look very feminine, right?"

"Isn't it?"

"Yes or no, I'm not Shao Yong, just like a flower butterfly."

"Does Shao Yong know that you said him behind him?"

"Speaking that he still needs to say it behind?" Yao Xiuyuan took the beer he had opened before the new year, and gave himself a glass. "I have said to him how many times he doesn't know, but this kind of thing, Lang Qing is ashamed. , Males and females, the two parties are willing to you, and outsiders cannot control them. "

Yao Xiuyuan said he took a sip of wine. Ying Nian looked at him and took a few sips. Probably because I drank a few glasses of beer before, coupled with the fruit wine in my hand, and under the effect of alcohol, although Ying Nian was not drunk, he also let go a bit more than usual, if he felt: "Yeah, emotional things In the final analysis, it's up to you. "

He drank the wine, and the sweet and sour taste made his taste buds very relaxed, but his mood was re-heaved by this sentence, so that he unknowingly added two more drinks to himself.

Yao Xiuyuan saw that he didn't speak suddenly, just drunk, and reached out and held his hand, persuading, "You're drinking too fast, take your time."

Ying Nian looked up at him, and his clear eyes were sad and bewildered under the light.

Yao Xiuyuan let go and asked him, "What's wrong with you?"

Ying Nian didn't speak, but just looked at the wine in the glass. Yao Xiuyuan felt that he was in a bad mood and couldn't speak again. There was a moment of silence between the two.

For a long time, Ying Nian sighed, shook his head, smiled at him, and said, "It's nothing, remember some past things."

Yao Xiuyuan guessed that the past in his mouth should be related to Tang Yu. He looked at Ying Nian and asked tentatively, "Would you like to talk to me as you wish?"

Ying Nian didn't expect that he would say that, and was a little surprised.

Yao Xiuyuan smiled and said gently: "Things will only accumulate in my heart. Sometimes, speaking, it will feel better. It is like a tree hole post on the Internet. I promise that I will only be a tree. Hole, won't tell you about it. "

Ying Nian listened and looked at him a little bit, but didn't know where to start and what to say. He has never been a person who likes to trouble others, and he doesn't like to share his feelings with others. He can love Tang Yu without reservation and let Tang Yu know that he loves him, but he cannot tell his feelings to others. He has become accustomed to love, bear, and share his emotions with another person, it is not a simple and ordinary thing for him.

Seeing that he couldn't say it, Yao Xiuyuan thought he was unwilling. After all, emotional matters have always been more private, so he pretended to be chic, "I don't seem to look like a tree hole. The next time I buy you a tree hole back, you quietly say to it. "

Ying Nian was still a little overwhelmed with a smile under this sentence. He lowered his eyes unconsciously, but slowly looked up at Yao Xiuyuan. Yao Xiuyuan is still the gentle and gentle look, it seems that no matter whether Ying Nian said or not, he would not mind.

But Ying Nian found that in his subconscious, he seemed to want to say something. Those things had accumulated in his heart for so long, precipitated and decayed. He carried these pasts by himself, occasionally looking down, and those things dragged him down like mud, making him feel embarrassed.

If you could say it, maybe ... it would be better.

He drank a glass of wine every year, and Yao Xiuyuan didn't stop him. He drank another glass. When Yao Xiuyuan was about to talk to him, he slowly opened his mouth, "I'm actually ...", he looked at the wine in the wine glass and blinked. , Whispered, "Actually ... I don't know what to say."

Yao Xiuyuan thought he didn't intend to tell himself, but he didn't realize that he just didn't know how to say, "It's arbitrary, you can say whatever you want, you can do anything, you can say wherever you want."

Is this so? Ying Nian thought, he was silent for a while, and slowly began to say, "I'm not here. My hometown is in a village in the county next door. It's very small, walking from the village head to the village tail, even two Hours are not there, and they are very poor. When I was young, I did n’t even have tap water. It was already good to be able to make a well in the yard of my home. "

Yao Xiuyuan knew that he was not a local, but he did n’t know that his hometown was so poor. “Then it ’s not easy for you.” He was a little bit emotional, and when he was a kid, he went abroad to watch the sea by plane. A well in the yard is fine.

Ying Nian heard the words and felt uncomfortable in his heart. It wasn't that Yao Xiuyuan's words made him uncomfortable, but just remembering his childhood, those days seemed to reappear in his eyes.

"When I was admitted to junior high school, my parents were gone, and I was not yet an adult, and my aunt was unwilling to ask me, and my uncle took him to his house and became my guardian. I was right I ’m actually okay, let me go on to study, and let me stay and eat at home. His children get along well with me. Although my aunt is not close to me, he never beat me up and scolded me, so come Say, their family is OK with me. "

Yao Xiuyuan nodded for a moment. He didn't expect Ying Nian to throw such a bombshell. He knew Ying Nian was not a local, so he thought Ying Nian's parents were in his hometown. Unexpectedly, it was gone early.

He was stunned, but soon covered his surprise, um, in response.

"When I was a kid, my parents taught me to study well. In our kind of place, reading is the only way out. I have also worked very hard. Three years of junior high school are all top three. Our junior high school is in the county. The best junior high school, 6 of them here, will go there for independent enrollment before the middle school entrance exam, only pick the top three, good luck to meet the standard, and there will be sponsors to help you pay for three years of high school tuition. Our In one session, I was the only one who met the standard and I was very lucky. The teacher told me that someone was willing to sponsor me to go to high school. That person was Tang Yu's father. "

"No wonder you said in the ward yesterday that if you return, you would rather not have his father's funding than to know him."

Ying Nian thought of the scene of yesterday's ward, what happened yesterday, and their first love and acquaintance. They only felt that their chests were swollen for a while, and they seemed to be twisted by their hands.

"I was very happy at that time, I was really happy. I think that although I was not good before and my parents are not there, I can still do well in the future. I think my parents are right , People really want to read books, you see, am I already going to town by reading? "

"I was very happy to return to my uncle's house and talked to me about it. I packed my luggage and my aunt packed it for me. Then she sent me out. On the way to Tang Yu's father In front of the car, my aunt said to me, "Xiao Nian, since you are going to study in the city, then don't come back. You also saw that the situation in the family is like this, it is already difficult to raise two children I still want to raise a you. Suddenly your parents went and did n’t leave much money for us. In the past three years, my aunt was kind enough to do it. If you leave, do n’t come back. '"

Yao Xiuyuan froze for a moment, this is a follow-up he did not expect. He looked at Ying Nian quietly, and Ying Nian looked at the wall in front, but he seemed to see nothing. His eyes were faint under the light. Yao Xiuyuan felt that he was about to cry.

But he didn't cry after all.

Even after so many years, Ying Nian still clearly remembered this passage. He also remembered the blankness and panic when he heard this sentence. His aunt looked at him calmly and safely, and there was no parting mood in her eyes, as if she was not saying "Don't come back again" but "The weather is good today."

Ying Nian worked very hard to express his emotions, saying that he wanted to return, he now has no home, and this is his home. But his aunt refused, she said, "You are not a child of our family, you will always leave."

Ying Nian left his uncle's house on that day and left his growing up home. His uncle made two phone calls with him after he arrived in the city, but never mentioned getting him home. Ying Nian knew that he was abandoned. It was not his aunt who didn't want to let him go back, and so did his aunt.

He hid in the quilt for a night, quiet and silent, sobbing silently. Then I got out of bed to wash my face when the alarm sounded the next day, and I should comfort myself. It doesn't matter. As long as he studies hard, he will have a good future. Well done.

He picked up his schoolbag and went to school, but one day after school, Tang Yu's father took him back to the Tang family.

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