Chapter 193

Fanwai: Yao Xiuyuan x Ying Nian (12)

"The school arranged dormitories for the students we selected from the county, but Tang Yu ’s father and I said that he was willing to support me for three years in high school and even four years in college, and was willing to provide me with food and accommodation , But need me to do him a favor. What he wants me to help him is Tang Yu. "

When Ying Nian said here, he drank his drink and paused for a while before continuing, "Tang Yu is actually very smart, but you can also see it, just like he doesn't want to work well now, and he doesn't want to be good at that time. Go to school, either skip class or go to bed. Poor grades are awkward. Tang Yu ’s father hopes that I can be friends with him and help him improve his grades. He said it does n’t need to be good, but he ca n’t pass the door. I think this Quite simply, I agreed. "

"Since that day, I lived in Tang Yu's house. Although we got along very unpleasantly at first, we got along very well. When we were in the second year of high school, we were almost together. At that time I was really happy, although The relationship cannot be made public, but I feel very happy to see each other every day. Tang Yu is also studying hard, hoping that he can take the same university with me, even if it is not the same, he can be in the same city. At that time, he was true. I like me very much and treat me well. Don't say I got hurt, it's because I'm a little bit upset, he's nervous, I'm afraid I'll be uncomfortable. "

When Ying Nian talked about this, she felt sad and couldn't help drinking another glass of wine.

Yao Xiuyuan sighed silently in his heart and did not speak.

"Later we went to college together, not in a school, but it was very close. We rented a house together and started living together. At that time, his friends gradually knew the true relationship between us." He Having said that, he turned to Yao Xiuyuan and asked him, "Do you like Ji Qingzhou? Do you like him?"

Yao Xiuyuan smiled, "Do you think we don't like him?"

Ying Nian shook his head. "I think you are very good to him." He said, "The light boat is much luckier than me, so I like him very much. When I look at him, I think the future is still very promising, because someone has already Got it, so you know, what you want, you can get it, it's real, and that's fine, at least it's got a head start. "

Yao Xiuyuan listened to what he said. He only felt that his life was a bit too hard. He lost his parents when he was a child. He hoped that he would have a good future. He could grow up and be abandoned by his own family. I hope I can rely on reading and tell myself that reading has a good future. However, until now, he didn't seem to wait for a really good future.

However, even so, he still lives very hard, and even without his jealousy compared to his lucky Ji Qingzhou, he became a friend. He felt that the mentality of the new year was too good, but it was too bitter. He said nothing, and was gentle and polite every day, and even smiled from time to time. He thought he was just talking about a failed love, thinking He has put down, as long as Tang Yu is no longer entangled.

But in fact, his heart is like an empty city. The three most important feelings in his life, he seems to have lost affection and love. Only friendship is struggling to support him, but he does not like to trouble others' character, friendship. The comfort he gave him was actually poor.

"My friends with Tang Yu don't get along well." Ying Nian interrupted Yao Xiuyuan's thoughts. He lowered his head and said while drinking, "Chen Mao doesn't like me, you should see that. He is Tang Yu's cousin, so he has a right to speak in Tang Yu's circles. He doesn't like me. Other people will naturally not have a good face for me in order to meet him, except Guan Han. Guan Han is me The only one among Tang Yu's friends who got along well, but was useless, he didn't have much right to speak, so it was useless even to help me speak. "

"This is not your problem," Yao Xiuyuan comforted him. "You are Tang Yu's lover. His friends should respect you, even if they don't like it, they shouldn't show it on the bright side. If he finds that his friend doesn't like you As for you, you should deal with this kind of problem. He didn't handle it well and made you unhappy. This is his incompetence, not your problem. "

Ying Nian could not help laughing.

"What are you laughing at? I'm telling the truth."

Ying Young sighed, "If you are Tang Yu's friend, all right."

Yao Xiuyuan said hesitantly without hesitation, "I did something wrong. You want to punish me like this, am I not good enough for you?"

Ying Nian laughed a little, jokingly, "Maybe."

"Then I can treat you better, this is fine, but as a friend with Tang Yu, this is very problematic."

Ying Nian looked at him with a smile, and felt that he was in a better mood because of his interruption.

"Anyway, his friends do n’t like me very much. Chen Mao looks down on me, and other people do n’t look down on me, so although they know that I and Tang Yu are lovers, they still arrange people around him when they go out to play. I still do n’t like boys or girls who feel good about him. I do n’t like them. I quarreled with them a few times and quarreled with Tang Yu several times. Tang Yu just lived with me at that time and was still in love. Naturally, I care more about me, so I broke up with them for a period of time. Later, although it was restored, it has always been restrained. "

Yao Xiuyuan knows that this is probably the bane. Tang Yu is full of temptations arranged by others. When Tang Yu is in love with Ying Nian, he cares more about Ying Nian. He can resist the temptation, but when he has passed the love period, When he loves him more, he will be attracted by those temptations.

It is difficult to stick to your heart, especially under all kinds of temptations.

"When I was a senior, I was preparing to take a civil service exam. When I was a kid, I always felt that it was a glorious thing to sit behind a desk and stamp it. I also wanted to stamp others. But at that time, Tang Yu's The parents knew the relationship between us. Tang Yu ’s father said that he did n’t think we were suitable. Tang Yu ’s mother said very directly. She said that you did n’t deserve it. I sat in the library for a long time and gave up. The public test, even if I passed the test, can only be an ordinary clerk, this is not what their family wants. "

"So I thought of another way. I can't turn myself into a giant. I don't have the talent to start a business. I don't have the capital to start a business. But I have a face. I can be a star. That way, at least I have Is n’t money also married to celebrities and grandsons? This proves that at least being a celebrity is more acceptable to those celebrities than being an ordinary person? "

Yao Xiuyuan shook his head in his heart, but did not refute him. Even if the celebrities are rich, for their families, they are just a tad in the eyes. Those grandchildren who marry the celebrities are either because the other party really It is true love, or it is to use the influence of stars to better promote their brand. In the whole high society, the Tang family has more than enough disadvantages. This family is the family that is most keen to marry. There is no background in Ying Nian. This is destined that the Tang family will not accept him, especially he is a boy. .

"Does Tang Yu agree with you to give up the public examination to enter the entertainment industry?"

"He began to disagree, but after I told him the cause and effect, he agreed. He also knew his parents' attitude and knew that if we wanted to get married, we needed to work together, so he agreed with me, after all, that At that time, we all felt that as long as the two of us worked together to make ourselves a better person, then we could be together again. We said that we should work hard together, but ... "

"But, Tang Yu didn't do it." Ying Nian finished, then lowered his head to drink.

Yao Xiuyuan felt that he drank a little too much. Even if it was just fruit wine, he didn't plan to drink so much in Ying Nian, but at this time, he couldn't open his mouth to persuade Nian to drink. He finally opened his heart and told his story, and Yao Xiuyuan couldn't interrupt him at this time.

"When he was derailed for the first time, he was at home. I got off the plane that day and found a pair of high heels where I changed shoes. At that time I realized that it was wrong. I probably had the mental preparation to push the bedroom. In fact, I was not shocked. Both were still asleep. I was a little bit shy at the time and didn't know what to do for a while. Fortunately, at this time, the woman around him woke up, but she was a little scared when she saw me. Explaining that she was only responsible for sending Tang Yu home, and she pushed Tang Yu awake. "

Ying Nian felt tired when she recalled the scene at that time. "Then she hurriedly got dressed and ran out without washing her face. Tang Yu looked at me in horror and told me yesterday Drunk, he did n’t know it, the woman just sent him home. But I did n’t want to hear it, the two of us quarreled, and in the end, I left. At that time, I felt like it was over, I felt like we were over, This will become a thorn in my heart, and I will think of this thorn in the future when I see him. I know very well, so I calm down and propose to break up. "

"He doesn't agree," Yao Xiuyuan answered.

"Yes, he disagrees. He stood downstairs for seven days and kept calling me for forgiveness, saying that he would never again. He kept talking about our school days, and those memories are very good, It ’s so good that I ca n’t let go. So on the last day, it was raining and he could n’t stand anymore. I went downstairs to see him and forgive him. But I knew the thorn in my heart was not good. When he touched me, I I think of that thorn, I guess if I did n’t know, he and others have done the same before, I think he is dirty, and I feel dirty, I know this mentality is not good, I want to adjust myself Mentality, so I quickly picked up and went out to film. "

Ying Nian was silent for a while, then continued, "After I went back to film for three months, my mind was a little better and I could continue to live in peace with him. So after about four or five months, one day I received two photos, which were sent to me by Tang Yu ’s mother. The two photos were Tang Yu and two different women lying on a bed. She said, you see, Xiao Yu can With women, break up. "

"Do you know why Tang Yu's derailment targets are women?" Ying Nian asked him.

Yao Xiuyuan didn't speak.

Ying Nian didn't need his answer either. He asked himself and answered, "Because these Tang Yu think he is the person who is acting in the field, they are all sought by Chen Mao. Chen Mao's mother is Tang Yu's mother's sister, Tang Yu's mother I ca n’t accept that Tang Yu is with me, so I asked Chen Mao as a brother to help him look at Tang Yu. Because of this, Chen Mao has never liked me. He only looks for women, not for anything else, but for Tang Yu and I know that Tang Yu is not pure homosexuality, he can be with women, that's all. "

Ying Nian sighed and started drinking. His wine was almost finished, but fortunately he was almost finished.

"I asked Tang Yu if the photo was real, and his expression said it all. I suddenly felt very uninteresting. What's the use of me alone? His parents do n’t recognize us, and his friends do n’t recognize us. Now, even he doesn't recognize us, why do we still be together? Because of love? But do we still have love? So, I proposed to break up, I moved out, I don't think we need to be together again. No one wants us to be together, even I feel we don't want us to be together. "

The author has something to say: 5000 for adding more income, I have a dream, when can I make more than 10,000? Try to write well! This chapter originally wanted to finish the night's conversation, but it was almost, Ying Nian finally opened up to Yao Xiuyuan, it was not easy. Alas, Ying Nian was really bitter, but he really worked hard and was very active in life, so he was about to work hard, Yao Xiuyuan rushed to the duck!

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