Chapter 194

Fanwai: Yao Xiuyuan x Ying Nian (13)

Ying Nian smiled and shook her head. "It's ridiculous. When I graduated from college, I said that we should work hard together. But in the end, I'm the only one working, and I'm the only one."

Ying Nian suddenly looked at Yao Xiuyuan. He seemed to be wondering about it, and asked him, "Why is it always me alone who is working hard? This is the case when I go to school, and it is the same when I graduate, is I still not working hard enough?" But in the end, it was just me who worked hard. My parents walked with me for a while and disappeared. I slapped them to walk with me for a while and gave up on me. I thought Tang Yu should be able to stay a little longer. College is planning to get married, but in the end, or I'm working alone, why is there always me alone? "

Yao Xiuyuan couldn't answer this question. He also wanted to ask, why is he always treating him this way? He is obviously not easy. He has been living very hard. Why should he bully him so much?

His mood was a little heavy, and he was inexplicably uncomfortable. When he looked at Ying Nian, he could only say, "It's not your fault, they're not good enough, and they're sorry for you."

When Ying Nian heard the words, he felt a little bit sad. He didn't have no complaints. He just complained and resentment. He was backlogged in his heart and no one could see him. He strives to make himself live positively without negative / face / emotion. He wants to cherish each day and try to make himself happy. But when the night is quiet, he will also ask, why is he alone in the end, is he really not good enough? He also wanted to hear someone say it was not your fault, it was their fault. But he couldn't even open his mind to others, how could he hear such comfort.

Now that he heard it, he felt uncomfortable, but felt that he had fulfilled his wish.

He suppressed his emotions and continued to say, "Then things were very simple. Tang Yu and I broke up. He didn't agree. I insisted on breaking up. He started to struggle. When I debuted, Tang Yu was afraid. I was bullied by other companies, so he took me to sign a company he was familiar with. Later, I wanted to break up, and the contract also expired, so I naturally wanted to cancel the contract. He let go, and other brokerage companies did not dare to ask. Me, I had just repaid the Tang family at that time, and owed Guan Han the money. It was not a small sum. Improper actor to do other work would take a long time. I had no choice but to think of Western entertainment. "

"What money do you pay for the Tang family?" Yao Xiuyuan puzzled.

"The tuition for three years in high school, food, accommodation, and Tang Yu's investment after my debut, and some other piecemeal money. I paid tuition and other expenses for the university myself, so I do n’t have to pay them back." He added, "Since I decided to break up, I want to clean up a little bit. The money is returned to Tang Yu, and I feel relaxed. But Tang Yu is not willing to accept it, so I gave it to his mother, as long as someone accepted it, no It must be Tang Yu. "

Yao Xiuyuan felt that he was quite arrogant. "If I were you, I wouldn't pay back a dime. For three years in high school, if not for you, Tang Yu is still a waste of truancy and failing to sleep, like now, graduated from a famous university. The investment he made for you after he debuted, he didn't make no money, he made a fortune, there is no reason to pay back his principal. You are too shit, you don't think about yourself at all. "

"I did it for my own sake. If I didn't do this, I would always feel like I owed him, but if I paid the money back, I knew I owed him nothing. I can have today and I can't be separated from the Tang family. To open a relationship, without Tang Yu's father's funding, back to ten years ago, I would definitely have no idea that my future would stand in the spotlight, shoot a TV, and endorse, which is the number I never dreamed of. From In this regard, I thank Tang Yu's father. "

Yao Xiuyuan smiled and shook his head. "It's not what you said. You were able to come to school here because your grades were good enough. Even if you don't have Tang Rui as a patron, you will enter 6 and other people will subsidize you. You It's not bad to be in the entertainment industry. Tang Yu has helped you, but it's mainly because you fight for yourself, so fans like you. "

"I don't deny that the Tang family is helpful to you, but this help is not necessary. In other words, if it was my father who funded your school at that time, if you invested in me after you debuted, you would also There are today ’s achievements. So, this is not the main factor. You don't need to attribute all of them to the Tang family, but you should thank yourself for your efforts. It is your hard work and excellence that have made you 10 years ago, you dare not imagine. "

Ying Nian lowered his eyes and thought about what he said, whispered, "But timing is also very important. Just like when Tang Yu's father appeared instead of your father, changing the timing may not be all Same. "

Yao Xiuyuan did not speak, Ying Nian was right, timing was also important. The success of a person is always indispensable to the right people, just like how much he distressed the year, it is not their family that funded the year but Tang Yu's family.

If at that time, it was their family who funded Ying Nian, then all this would not happen. Ying Nian did not need to make friends with Tang Yu, did not need to help him improve his grades, did not need to spend time with him, and he would not He fell in love, broke up with him, and continued to struggle with him after the break up.

Timing is important. He is nine years behind Tang Yu.

Yao Xiuyuan felt a little bored, took a glass of wine and took a sip.

Ying Nian saw this and asked him, "Don't you like me to say that?"

Yao Xiuyuan shook his head. "I think you are right. Timing is important, so there is no if, so ... you are right."

Ying Nian smiled at him, very gentle, "But if time comes again and your family is willing to support me, I should choose yours."

Yao Xiuyuan nodded and looked up at him unconsciously.

Ying Nian laughed and laughed, "Before yesterday, although I was tired of Tang Yu's entanglement, I did not regret the love in our school days. It was a good memory that I felt very good. Although I broke up, I did n’t I do n’t want to deny this memory. But after yesterday, I felt that we were wrong from the beginning of the encounter. I even felt that I had never understood him, felt that I did not know people clearly, felt sad and ridiculous. You know Will I sit here tonight to drink? "

Yao Xiuyuan guessed that he was having a nightmare, but he shook his head in cooperation.

"You lie." Ying Nian bluntly said, "You can say nothing, sit with me and drink without asking, and you must have your own answer."

Yao Xiuyuan smiled helplessly, "Well, I admit that I guessed an answer. I guess you had a nightmare. You couldn't sleep well last night."

"Then you guess what nightmare I have?"

"Related to Tang Yu."

Ying Nian nodded, and he looked at Yao Xiuyuan, calmly, "I dreamed of him, and his face changed and became distorted and terrible in the dream, like a ghost, he came towards me, I couldn't move, I was awake. "

"It's ridiculous?" He smiled. "He used to be my lover of dreams. I used to countless nights and countless nights. I longed to dream of him, but now he has become my nightmare. It's ridiculous to be awake and start a cold sweat. "

Ying Nian sighed, but couldn't help laughing at himself. "The two of us have known each other for nine years. Even if we broke up last year, we fell in love with each other for seven years, but we couldn't endure the itch for seven years, but it ended up like this. I thought it was embarrassing before, but he didn't expect that he could do something more embarrassing. He also really loved when he was in love. Why not give each other a little dignity? It must be done so disgustingly At the beginning of that year, he kissed me all the time and asked me if he could, but now, knowing that I do n’t want to, knowing that I will hate him when I wake up, but I have turned a deaf ear for so many years, between us How could this be the case ?! "

Ying Ning said, tears fell, and he suppressed the mood of the night collapsed at this moment, he reached out his hand and covered his face, crying silently, he did not understand, how could this be so between them, he used to be so How can a loving boy become what he is now. He cried with his head down, quiet and depressed, silent and painful.

Yao Xiuyuan looked at him like this, but felt that he felt as if Ying Nian had put a stone in his heart.

He couldn't see how he should cry like this, and approached him in his arms, warmly, "You cry, don't suppress yourself like this."

Ying Nian leaned on him without struggling, but did not cry.

Yao Xiuyuan patted his back and coaxed softly, "It's okay, there is only the two of us in this room, you can cry, others won't hear it, it won't affect other people, it's okay."

Ying Nian still silent.

Yao Xiuyuan thought about it and asked him, "Don't you want me to hear that? Then, don't I listen? Okay? I cover my ears, or you help me cover my ears, so I can't hear it."

He said, reaching out to pull Ying Nian's hand, Ying Nian shook his head in his arms and said nothing.

Yao Xiuyuan had no way of taking him. There was a bad side in Ying Nian's temper. Once he got up, no one could do anything. Forget it, Yao Xiuyuan thought, after so many years, he has developed this kind of character, it is not easy to be able to say so much to himself, nor can he be extravagant. After all, two people live together now. Some, don't let him accumulate bad emotions in his heart, just fine.

He likes to cry like this, so cry like this.

Ying Nian quietly cried in his arms for a while, and at the end, the alcohol of the beer and fruit wine that was drank was fermented, making him vaguely a little sleepy.

He leaned on Yao Xiuyuan, feel inexplicably relieved, and even wanted to go to sleep like this. But he still sat upright, left Yao Xiuyuan's arms, and said thank you.

Yao Xiuyuan laughed. "Thank you again. Why can't you teach it repeatedly? No, I have to think of a way to cure you."

He said that, he really thought about it.

Ying Nian feels that this habit is not bad. "Thank you is basically polite." He defended himself.

"But I didn't have to say it before." Yao Xiuyuan said, "So, if you say thank you once, just call me brother, let me let you go this time and count from the next time."

Ying Nian feels that his rule is somewhat nonsense, "how can there be such."

"It's there now, so it's settled."

"How can you decide?" Ying Nian was puzzled.

Yao Xiuyuan smiled, "Yes, that's it. You have the right to object, but the objection is invalid."

Ying Nian stopped talking, and he was opposed to what he said when it was invalid. However, "it can't be just me."

"What do you want to say to me, you say?" Yao Xiuyuan said generously. "I don't like to say thank you, I don't care."

This is because Ying Nian thought about it. Yao Xiuyuan really didn't need anything to help himself. Instead, he always asked him to help. He couldn't think of it for a while, and Yao Xiuyuan didn't urge him. He was good-tempered, "You can think slowly, think about it later, and it's fair."

Ying Nian nodded.

"OK, then the deal." Yao Xiuyuan finalized.

The author has something to say: Yao Xiuyuan: called brother

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