Chapter 168

"If you still have some good feelings for me, please don't embarrass me again. I will follow Shangguan Yu, go from place to place, and I won't go back to the palace again. He won't argue with you for a little glory? As for the seventh prince, you think more. I'm clean with him."

He chuckled: "really? It's right for you to look at me like this, isn't it? I'm just like this in your heart. However, you're wrong when you look at Lou poxie. He won't change what he believes."

I opened with a smile: "then you see me wrong. Do you think I'm a obedient person?"

"I'm definitely not a person who walks by the wind and waves. I'm right. Maybe there's nothing, but it's a mistake. How can I not go against the wind once?"

I opened his hand and said coldly, "prince, you think too much of me. I'm just a palace maid. I have no posture and colorless. I live and die. I don't feel pity. There are many palace maids in the palace."

"Dead?" he raised his eyebrows, a little funny: "you won't."

"You know me very well. I don't know why you always say that. Yes, I feel inexplicable since I entered the palace. I always kill opportunities again and again, and thank you for saving me." however, this gratitude is constantly changing.

Whose fault is it, mine or his.

He looked at me and shook his head. "Anyway, you have to get used to it."

"I will never adapt. You don't know my determination." I smiled.

He looked at my eyes and thought a little.

I hate such a prince. He is always calculating people and always pinching other people's weaknesses. He has changed, from head to toe, and there is no place where he does not publicize his power. I shook my head, turned my head and walked away. He didn't force me to stay.

When he arrived at the painting palace, Lin Pei didn't look very well and said that someone was waiting for me in the side room of the painting palace.

I asked him who he was, and he said quietly, "it's Mrs. Xin."

"Mrs. Xin?" I'm a little curious. This is also a non Chinese person.

Lin Peng patted me on the shoulder: "I'll go in with you."

I shook my head and smiled: "no, Lin Peng, I'm afraid I may not be able to get out of the palace in the future. Can you help me get some things out of the palace and go to Shangguan medicine shop now? I'm worried about him."

"I don't know what it is, but if you can help me, try your best."

I sighed and smiled: "why in the end, I only have you around." I wonder if Ni chuxue is doomed to no fate.

He wanted to ask something. I shook my head and said, "it's all right. I'll sigh, huh."

I went into the room and gave Lin Pei all the pictures I drew for him: "thank you."

"It's worth talking about between us." he smiled.

At the door of the side room of the magnificent painting palace, I took a deep breath and walked forward lightly.

Two little maids at the door opened the door, and a faint aroma overflowed.

I bent down and saluted: "Ni chuxue, the female painter, has seen Mrs. Xin."

"Come in." a soft female voice sounded.

I walked in gently, the door closed behind me and closed the sunlight. I looked up, saluted and stood aside to see that Mrs. Xin was really a great beauty. She was delicate and saw Qingyan again. Her face was like a picture and her muscles were like snow. Her appearance was even somewhat similar to that of Shangguan Yu.

"Do you know what I want you to do?" she asked faintly.

I looked around, just me and her.

He shook his head and didn't speak. He was very surprised. It must have something to do with Shangguan Yu.

She looked at me for a long time and sighed deeply, "it's Ni chuxue, isn't it?"

"Yes, madam Huixin," I said clearly.

"Shangguanyu's resistance to marriage makes so many things because of you."

"Yes." I don't have a word to say. What can't I admit?

I had known him for a long time. If nothing had happened to the Yan family, I was afraid that he and I would have become husband and wife.

"Shangguanyu, how is he?" she asked with some trembling.

I shook my head. "It's not good at all."

Mrs. Xin clenched her red lips and sucked her nose. Her eyes were suspected to be full of moisture. When she closed her eyes, Erxing Qing tears slowly flowed down.

"He must hate me very much," she said quietly.

But he doesn't hate. Now he only hates himself, which is what I fear most.

"I have to," she said softly after a long time. "I entered the palace as a beautiful girl. I just wanted to lose the election and didn't want to compete in the palace. That night, when I looked at the moonlight, the emperor saw me, and then,,, and then I became a talented person. The queen didn't come out, and there wasn't even a child in the palace, you know?"

I didn't know. I listened to her quietly and heard some sadness.

"However, I still had a child. When I was two months old, the empress's sister, concubine Jing, gave birth to a boy. However, when she died of dystocia, the empress took it with her and looked as if she had come out. That is, the later crown prince."

I took a breath in my heart. What a dystocia. I can exchange one life for another., Queen, it's so powerful. My sister won't let go.

"When I was in the imperial garden for the new year, I didn't think about food and tea all day. I was extremely afraid. When someone asked, I said that I was restless and didn't go out. When the emperor returned to the palace at the beginning of spring, I said it was not suitable to go away, so I didn't follow the emperor back to the palace. Princess Tianfeng and her son-in-law were at odds and lived in the imperial garden. Coincidentally, she also had a body, but she didn't keep it. She was very sad and my heart was broken I thought, maybe my child can keep her position in the official family and let the child grow up safely. I asked her at night and she agreed, on the condition that if she has a child, she will be sent to me to be a princess and form an in laws later. If she is a son, she will go to the palace to be a prince and become a brother later, so as to ensure her survival for the rest of her life I didn't think much about it, so I agreed. Because of this, she killed everyone who knew about it. Later, she really had a body. She told me how difficult it was for me. I didn't like the emperor. I had to please the emperor and let the emperor spoil me. Then I hid in the imperial garden, pretended to be a big belly every day and took medicine every day, so that my pulse and breath changed. After October, her heart began to grow The child died, and I had another princess. "She smiled bitterly:" ridiculous, chaotic, up to now, I can't believe what I did. "

"The queen has concealed it, and the emperor has concealed it, but she can't hide it for a lifetime."

I don't know what to say, and my heart twists and turns.

Mrs. Xin, how can this be? However, she is also afraid. As a mother, she always wants to protect her children.

Now it is Shangguan Yu who suffers.

How unfair! What's wrong with him.

He likes a free life very much. If it weren't for me, he wouldn't be led into the palace.

I began to blame myself deeply again.

What's the point, she told me? I see. What can I do?

The emperor likes Shangguan Yu very much. In this way, he wants him to stay with him.

I also feel sorry for him for so many years. His invitation was approved readily.

"Ni chuxue, if you are good for Shangguan, please ask him not to go to the border. There is war. The emperor will go south. There will be no more people transferred. Please forgive a mother's last resort." she looked at me with pain in her eyes.

I shook my head, took a deep breath and calmed my mood: "Mrs. Xin, I encouraged him to go to the border. Really, your previous intention was to be good for him. He was in pain. You are not him, and you don't know him. He won't like to be a person who opens his mouth with food and hands with clothes. He has his own volunteer and what he wants to do."

"But I'm his mother. I want him to be good?" she cried and shook her head.

"It's his mother, but after all, his road is his own."

Alas, such a process, what a prince, I smiled low.

"How do you know that it hurts to be a mother? Do you know why the emperor doesn't punish Princess Tianfeng? Do you know why Princess Yuzhen still lives in the palace and why she doesn't marry anymore?" she stood up and said eagerly, "that's because the children before Princess Tianfeng are the Emperor's children."

I cover my ears. I hate listening to these dirty things in the palace.

"Go and tell Guan Yu that he will listen to you because you can be desperate." she grabbed my hand in a hurry.

I shook my head: "I'm sorry, Mrs. Xin."

Her tears came down: "I'm his mother. He won't recognize me or call me, but I still care about him."

"I can understand your mood, but I really can't help it."

"Does he hate me? Did he say that?" she asked anxiously.

"I don't know. He didn't tell me that. I beg you not to press him. The last thing he wants to be is the prince."

Shangguan Yu's mother, how can I say that one step is wrong, one step is wrong.

I don't know whether it's right or wrong. Shangguanyu has been free for more than 20 years.

However, what he disdains most is his closest. How to make him not sad.

If it's me, I don't know. I'm in a mess.

Her tears can't solve everything in the end.

Power, greed and everyone's selfishness have led to today's situation.

Perhaps Mrs. Xin was afraid of death and giving birth to a child, and ended up like Princess Jing.

Boldly deceived the superior and the inferior, made a deal with Tianfeng, and accumulated today's mistake.

The most injured person is him.

How I want to be with him and spend time with him.

I'll wait. What's the news Lin Pei brought me back? Did Shangguan Yu listen to my words?

I really care about him. Anyone can cheat him. I won't cheat him.

Guarding a dizzy yellow palace lantern and waiting is the most unbearable thing.

I almost went to sleep. I stood on the table and kept nodding my head. I almost knocked on the table and woke up.

It's getting a little gray. Lin Pei didn't come. Is it too late and inconvenient, or is he delayed in something important.