Chapter 169

My neck was numb. I went to bed to take a nap, but I was awake again.

Touch your chin, there is no pain.

Fortunately, there was Shangguan Yu, otherwise, I became even uglier. It's not excellent, but also some injuries. It's more than a wonderful one.

My mother has been sorry for me because of her parents. I haven't spread much of her beauty.

Say only eyes. My round eyes are quite like my mother's.

Once the facial features are separated, they are also very unique. I think they are very good. When they are combined together, they are not very good.

How much? I don't like to dress up.

In a daze, I fell asleep again.

Until a sudden knock on the door woke me up: "first snow, open the door, it's me."

For a while, it seemed weak and anxious.

I quickly put on my shoes to open the door. As soon as I opened it, Lin almost fell in. I held him, but I smelled the smell of wine all over him.

"Lin Pei, why are you drinking?"

He looked at me, some things were circulating in his eyes, and some bad premonitions flew through my mind.

He smiled, "he's gone."

Really gone, really don't care about me, don't care about me, ignore me, don't like me anymore.

Lin Peng touched it again. He didn't touch anything. He shook his head and said, "it's gone."

"What?" I asked softly, in a voice so low that I felt as if I were listening to others.

The heart is empty, and the pain runs from the heart cavity to the nose, and then to the eyes.

I crossed my hand and wet it.

Looking at the color of that day, it is also full of moisture.

Lin Pei lay on my desk and went to sleep.

Gone, my world has become a blank.

Sitting on the bench, I don't know what to do?

My wedding, ha ha, it's so funny. Shangguan Yu, how can I really marry the prince? How terrible is death? Shangguan Yu, why are you in pain or don't you want me to accompany you?

Shangguan Yu, many questions, why don't you give me an answer and leave.

You said, I am the little girl who let you dig your heart and lungs, but now you have dug my heart.

"Don't go, don't go, chuxue will be unhappy." Lin Pei is still muttering to himself.

"First snow, things." he unconsciously touched his sleeve.

Did shangguanyu leave it to me? I hurriedly went to see Lin Pei's sleeve, but it was empty. I was so disappointed.

I shook him and asked anxiously, "Lin Pei, what did shangguanyu leave for me?"

"I wrote paper," he said with a smile.

However, there was nothing. He must have been confused when he was drunk. Even though he had been waiting all night, he was not short of a few hours.

I waited quietly. When the sun rose and Lin changed wine, I made him strong tea. After a few cups, he was almost awake.

He shook his head, took the wet towel in my hand, wiped his face, breathed angrily and said, "chuxue, he's gone."

I nodded. My mood has calmed down. It's good to go. It's a place of right and wrong after all. I don't like to stay here.

I don't want him to be trapped here. He has ambition but doesn't make it. He has talent but doesn't give it. It's a waste of his good skills in the end.

"Did he say anything and give me anything?" I asked nervously.

Lin Pei hung his head and touched his sleeve. "Didn't I give you that letter?"

I shook my head, and his face changed, "chuxue, I must have lost it when I vomited on the palace wall. Now I'll look for it and see if I can find it again."

I sighed and held him. My father-in-law would clean up in the morning. It must be gone. It doesn't matter. I want to know what he told you? "He is very important to me.

Lin Pei thought for a moment and said, "he hates it and doesn't want to stay in the capital all day. I asked him to think more about you, but he only smiled bitterly and said that you are going to be the prince's concubine. He might as well leave."

"Why is it so strange that his arrogance is gone, and he won't argue? I don't know what happened here? I Ni chuxue. Is it that people say that people accept me as a concubine, so I put on a red veil."

I'm angry. Shangguanyu, no matter what I say, finally left.

Lin Pei sighed and said deeply, "because he knows you too well. Chu Xue, your constraints in the palace are always deep. Your father has become a county magistrate of Qinhuai, you know."

What has the final say has the final say: "I don't know anything. I think they are not clear about what they do. They are the ones who have the final say, and they are the ones who have the final say.

"He doesn't want to embarrass you. He might as well leave you. It seems that if he has fate, he will meet."

I hold my fist angrily. I hate myself. I'm not selfish enough. Why should I come back? He's right. I'm too tied up in the end. I can't let go. He knows me.

He was in pain, he left, he chose to let me hate him.

Tight and loose, loose and tight, that is, I always don't know what to say?

Tears swirled in his eyes. His departure could calm the palace.

I am the only one who is sad, and he is the only one who is hurt.

Fate can't be together. It's more than heartache. Are we really destined to have no fate?

The black jade hairpin given to me by the crown prince, is it the only way out? I don't want to, I can't see through the world of mortals.

I read about the love, hate and anger of lovers in the world. In the end, the men I have moved will be far away from me.

Forget it, forget it, that's it.

I lowered my head, full of pain.

"Early snow." Lin Pei gently grabbed my hand: "don't be sad."

I shook my head. My fingers are so cold. I still have to go my own way. I thought I found a backer. I can stop. I don't have to think about anything. In the end, I still have to increase my own way.

Keep alive, you will have a chance to see you again.

Missed fate is missed, and it will only add regret to meet again.

I'm not sad. At least I loved, hurt and hurt. Now, I can only look at it.

"Chuxue, I'll try to get in touch with Shangguan Yu and ask him to write another letter to me." Lin Pei's eyes are full of guilt.

I chuckled, suffering and suffering. "No, Lin Pei, in fact, I'm too greedy. If I didn't think about Xiao's love when I left the palace that time, neither he nor I would have to be hurt."

"Chuxue, I'm sorry."

If even heaven doesn't give me and him a chance, fate will draw the last foothold here.

"Lin Pei, don't worry. It's me and him. We don't have enough fate. If it weren't for you, we would have no follow-up. Thank you. Thank you for your accomplishment, which makes me realize more selfishness."

He patted me on the shoulder, "cry, first snow, it will be easier to cry."

"I don't like crying," I whispered softly.

He wiped my tears and whispered softly: "then don't cry, smile, Ni chuxue, smile, what can't pass, isn't it? Goodbye, don't miss it again. The fate God gave you will not be the last step."

I sobbed, "I can't laugh either."

He gently hugged me and sighed, "chuxue, you are only 17 years old. Your shoulders are still very fragile."

I shrunk my shoulders. "I want to cry."

"Then cry. Don't think too much. If you're tired of crying, go to sleep. We'll draw tomorrow."

"Lin Pei, one by one, left me. I don't know. In the end, I'm not the only one. I don't like this. I'm really afraid."

My heart is also confused.

I want to relax my shoulders and just be a puppet maid, but I can't always do it.

He looked up with some wet eyes and said in a low voice, "chuxue, I won't leave you. If you don't leave the palace, I'll never leave the palace. Chuxue, stick to it. One day, you'll lose one day."

I wiped my tears, "one day, one day is missing, but the day is so sad."

"You'll always pass if you stay," he said softly.

I smiled bitterly: "I'm living by myself. I'm out of the palace. Do I still know me?"

"Then cheer up. There's nothing hard to beat Ni chuxue."

Is there nothing hard for me? No, I'm also very fragile. I can see it, just because I'm afraid of being hurt. I'm afraid of being sad.

So, I can not think, not to see.

After waiting for a long time, I look back. That's one thing.

However, the sadness is very shallow. I have to bite my lips and go to the official rain for a long time to mention it, so that I won't feel heartache like wringing.

The prince is ridiculous. He even wants to use me to contain the seven princes.

It's really funny. I don't remember the appearance of the seventh prince. I don't dare to remember. I'm afraid my heart will tremble. When I seriously think of it, it's very vague. However, I don't want to think about it, it's so clear.

He said he would accept me as the imperial concubine. I have Xiaojing, pear fragrance and my father who is an official of the Yan Dynasty in the palace.

My obstacles, combined, hinder my steps. I can't even do earth shaking things with vigour and vitality.

Power is important in his eyes, and family affection is also important in my eyes. He can use these to achieve the containment he wants.

When we have no fate, if we meet again, it will be three years later.

If I want to stay in the palace all my life, even for the imperial concubine or the palace maid, I'm not happy.

In this way, it's better to cut off all my thoughts, all my love roots, become a monk and avoid it.

After all, I can't do it. I look forward to the continuation of fate.

This summer, I was a silent painting girl.

Follow Lin Pei's back and don't go anywhere. If the prince intends to protect me, no one will embarrass me.

Spring is gone and summer is over. Neither the seventh Prince nor Shangguan Yu has brought me a message or a letter.

I don't hear anything outside the window, and I'm silent in my world.

The emperor's health is getting worse and worse. In the harem, everyone defends himself, and the prince's power is at its zenith.