Chapter 203

"Your Majesty, you have fulfilled your wish. Will Ni chuxue leave the Palace tomorrow?"

"Leave the Palace tomorrow," he said sadly.

"Well, the emperor doesn't have to come tomorrow." I'm afraid he will change his mind again.

He hugged me and sighed: "Chuxue, I really want to keep you in the palace. When I see you, I see a touch of warmth in the cold imperial palace. But I see you outside. I'm so comfortable and happy. I think I really don't see you like this in the imperial palace. I prefer you outside. If you are closed at this time, I will slowly grind into being like other palace maids and lose your nature slowly , is it Ni chuxue I like? I think again, Yelv thinks so much of you. Why let you go? I think he just doesn't want to ban you. "

"Chuxue, smile and show me. Don't give me a fake."

How can I refuse his present request? I grinned at him, "is my little tiger tooth beautiful?"

He laughed and burst into tears.

I blinked: "wine instead of tea, a toast to you, no, tea instead of wine."

He nodded: "Oh, so you like drinking, too."

The next day, he really didn't come to see me off.

When my father-in-law came to announce the decree, I was not angry.

What a broken day, what promises, full of constraints on paper, and what I hate most is that he restricts me everywhere.

Out of the palace, what a good out of the palace. That is to leave the palace, which is called out of the palace.

We have abolished all the titles of Lixiang and asked Lixiang to become a monk in a Taoist temple in Qinhuai. What about me? Go with me.

This is what he called going out of the palace. He spent five years with Lixiang in Qinhuai.

No wonder he said he wouldn't send it. I'll make trouble with him.

Well, well, I didn't say I'm still not a palace maid. I just accompany, but I'm not allowed to marry, but I'm not allowed to drink, and I'm not allowed to go with too many men.

I don't believe it. The emperor really has thousands of miles' eyes. What else can he see me doing?

What do you mean, don't worry about the whip. When I want to go to Qinhuai, the first thing is to have a good drink.

Now I know, is he so complacent at the bottom of his eyes?

Qin Zhun, I miss the place day and night. I don't know if it has changed.

Will my father still recognize me?

I want to settle with him, but he's going up.

Forget it, isn't that just one eye open and one eye closed?

Still thinking about when he became so peaceful, he was still like that, and he still had some trouble in his heart.

With a stomach full of anger, he got into a carriage and left the palace.

What else, here, let me meet a good man.

It's a good man, otherwise I wouldn't have left the palace so easily? Three years, three years is so long.

He added me for another five years. I was not allowed to drink. The first thing I did when I went to Qinhuai was to drink.

It's finally out. I have to celebrate at last.

The sky was high and the emperor was far away. It was like a dream.

Lixiang has experienced a lot of things. She is like a half fool and always doesn't speak.

"Out of the palace," I said softly.

Her eyes brightened and said, "out of the palace." some sighed low, but also some lonely.

I nodded without saying anything. She must have suffered a lot when she ran away and was caught in the palace. I also know that she must be punished. Therefore, she is not very talkative.

I remember when I entered the palace, the sharp essence of pear aroma, the radiance, the pear fragrance that never concede, all the possession, became empty, and now it turns out to be so.

The blow was really chilling.

When the Palace door closed, there was a heavy sound.

Li Xiang asked me, "chuxue, where am I going?"

Where to go? Does she have no purpose now? I sighed: "the emperor has settled the rest of your life."

I don't like being so dull. I went to the front and sat with a palace maid. I looked at the red wall glazed tiles. Slowly, I was far away. Slowly, I could only see the mighty glass tips.

Goodbye, palace, the palace I hate most.

It's always ugly, always intriguing, and I don't like it.

Walking from a remote path, I slowly got out of the capital.

No one came to see me off. When I entered the palace, a car of women sat together and fainted.

Now, I can really leave. My heart is old.

The carriage went slowly. It took almost ten days to get to Qin Zhun.

The government over there probably received the order and personally picked up Lixiang to the Taoist temple and Qingxin Taoist temple.

Li Xiang shouted, "I'm not a monk, I'm not a monk."

"Ni chuxue, save me, you heartless man. I don't want to become a monk."

I went up with a sigh and looked into her eyes: "Lixiang, how can I save you, the way you choose, you will go on by yourself." what ability do I have and why, she is always like this.

"Why, I have nothing?" she cried bitterly.

He took my clothes and asked, "Ni chuxue, did you drive Lou Yuyu away? You and Shangguan Yu are not good things."

I pulled off her fingers one by one and slapped her hard. She couldn't believe it and stared at me. It seemed to eat me.

I said sternly, "Yin Lixiang, haven't you woke up from your dream? What floor Yuyu, that's a liar. You have to forget that you live your life steadily. Do you want to be cheated again? Haven't you been hurt enough?"

She was stunned, then cried, pointed to me and scolded, "Ni chuxue, if you dare to hit me, remember it for me. I won't let you go."

Yes, I haven't hit her since I was a child? How cruel she is now.

I'd rather she had some fighting spirit and get better slowly. Obviously, she is a talented woman, but she has become like this. How can she not sigh? Fortune makes people.

I also lived in the Taoist temple, but I was a companion. I was free and polite to me from top to bottom.

My father became the prefect, but he avoided Li Xiang today.

In fact, his bones are also very proud. I think I inherited a lot from him. He still couldn't accept it. Lixiang became the first emperor's concubine.

People climb high, climb high, it is cold, and then fall down, she can't adapt. I think she needs a quiet time to adapt slowly.

The Taoist temple is in a mountain forest with large cotton fields below.

I never found it so beautiful.

Sitting on the hillside and looking down, a piece of green is sprouting.

Is free, but my heart is empty.

Without a person with me, I'm still not happy. I want to cheer up, but I'm always powerless. After four or five months, I heard that the Camellias in Qinhuai are so beautiful. But I lost a spring.

Qinhuai's painting fairy will start again, so the nanny urges me every day. I don't know her mind. It's just her talent. Which childe likes me and marries me back.

I looked up, the green leaves on the branches were provoking me, so that my eyes could not be moved.

Ten fingers were naughtily stained with ink and printed on it.

Five years, I thought it was fast, but it was slower than a snail going up a tree.

When I'm angry, I'll buy wine.

I'm waiting, I don't know, what am I waiting for? Five years? How long? Why is it so slow?

I leaned powerlessly against the easel. I thought I was strong.

However, vulnerability is pervasive, which makes me very painful and uncomfortable.

"Xueer." the old voice sounded on one side of the forest road.

I raised my head and squeezed a smile: "nanny. I'm here?"

The tighter you put your hand on the back of your clothes, no matter whether it will be dirty or not. Anyway, few of my clothes are very clean.

I'm down and out. I don't have any clothes without ink. One more touch, not afraid.

I don't know why I am? I always want to keep myself busy like a ghost.

The wet nurse approached me with the basket, looked at me and said, "I drew it again. How many times have I told you, you,,"

"All right, all right, nanny, don't draw if you don't draw? You've told me many times.

"Yes?" she asked suspiciously.

"Yes, nanny, I'll wash my hands and eat the rice made by nanny. Chuxue likes it best. You see, I'm getting fat."

Nanny shook her head: "what's getting fat? If you lose weight, nanny is afraid you'll fly away."

I smiled and walked to the mountain spring on one side.

The cool water reflects my thin face in the morning. Can't I cheer up?

I thought I could. Painting can always let me find my happiness.

No, Ni chuxue can't live like this. She is unhappy and makes the nanny unhappy.

When I arrived at the Taoist temple, the nanny lived at the foot of the mountain for me. On weekdays, I drew pictures and asked the nanny to send them to the painting studio to sell. I also had to pay a few silver to support me and the nanny.

Is she too idle, always controlling me?

I patted my face to make me feel better. I said to the reflection in the water, "you can't do this again."

Nanny looked at my face, sighed and said, "chuxue, it's time to find a companion."

I smiled and felt bitter: "nanny, I have no fate in this life."

"Do you still think about the young master of Shangguan? Now I'm not sure that people have been married for a long time. Chuxue, you silly child, don't be so stubborn. It will always hurt you. You think the wet nurse can't see who you're thinking?" she gave me a white eye.

I smiled: "nanny, you are so powerful. I thought, why is the food so rich today? Is there an old man who sent it to nanny?"

She looked at me angrily: "look what you say. The nanny is old and old. How long can she stay with you? Miss, you should find a partner."

"No hurry, no hurry." I picked the rice.

"You think you are still young, chuxue. I tell you, remember the person the nanny mentioned to you last time?"

I nodded. If I said I didn't remember, she would say something about me.

He thought for a moment and said, "it's the scholar surnamed Hu, isn't it!"