Chapter 204

"Surname is Yang." nanny is powerless: "chuxue, you have to see me tomorrow."

"But we have to draw tomorrow, otherwise we have no food to eat. I want to earn a little more money. Then the nanny can't walk. I don't go anywhere every day and accompany the nanny." my mouth is a little sweet.

The nanny cried and patted my hand: "Xueer, nanny knows you are a filial child."

"Oh, that's what they say." I accepted it impolitely.

"It's just that I'm not serious with the nanny. Xueer, go. It's also your father's meaning."

I bow my head, my father means.

I haven't seen him since I came back.

I don't know how he's doing, but being an official and being waited on can reassure me.

He felt sorry for me, so he actively looked for a marriage for me.

My lazy companion doesn't like to run to the Taoist temple. When I see Lixiang, she always looks at me with resentful eyes.

Taoist priests in the temple have ignored me for a long time. It's nothing if they don't go back for ten days and a half months.

After this experience, I know my life experience and why he doesn't hurt me.

However, I was raised by him after all. How can I be ruthless? I just don't know how to face it.

The nanny's proposal was rejected by me.

Can this cheer me up? No, my heart is empty. I need time to forget.

When I was trapped, I always wanted to fly out. When I flew out, I couldn't find my way.

I don't know why? Missing is getting stronger and stronger. I want to see them once and again. Greed is not good, so I will be sad.

Sent the nanny back. She was sulking.

I smiled: "nanny, don't be angry. Chu Xue dressed up beautifully today and went to deliver the paintings. Maybe the little boss of the painting studio will introduce one to me immediately when he sees my talent and appearance? Isn't it?"

"I don't care about you." she snorted coldly.

But still turned out a new suit from the bottom of the box and gave it to me: "don't get dirty."

I feel like a child. She is my mother. Give her a gentle hug: "thank you, nanny."

Her eyes were red: "thank you for what? Don't you treat the nanny as an outsider?"

"Never. Don't cry, nanny. I'll go out right away and buy a pig's head for the nanny tonight."

It made her laugh: "just bring a man back to meet the nanny."

I shrugged in fear: "Alas, why do you always worry that I can't get married?"

I have no fate in this world? Forget it, get out.

When I changed my clothes, the nanny combed my beautiful hair and had to look through the rouge powder at the bottom of her box. I was so scared that I ran out with the picture in my arms.

This is the suburbs. There are still some roads into Qinhuai.

The scenery is still the same, the flowers still send fragrance, and the wind is still smiling.

Ten miles of lotus flowers are so beautiful that every house near the water is an exquisite work.

From a distance, it's a beautiful picture.

The weather changed as it changed. It began to rain and everyone around ran. I don't have an umbrella. The rain drops like soybeans hurt my face. If the painting gets wet, the silver will be soaked in water.

Holding the picture, I awkwardly folded the lotus leaves to keep out the rain.

My appearance amused the girl in the flower boat and attracted bursts of laughter.

An umbrella was blocking my head, and the falling raindrops were splashing out.

My breathing almost stopped, and my heart was jumping at this moment.

Full of paintings fell to the ground and were drenched with rain.

He smiled and said, "why don't you bring an umbrella."

Forget the heaven and earth, forget the rain, I turned my head, tears poured out, I rushed up, and he hugged me.

Empty heart, found a point.

There is a kind of heartache, slowly recovered, there is a heavy, put down in the heart.

When the umbrella fell, he held me around and said briskly, "do you miss me?"

I nodded like mashing garlic, and tears fell in the rain: "I want to."

He smiled, still gentle with the vicissitudes of life, without losing his pride. He was great and handsome, which attracted the girls in Qin Zhun's flower boat.

I cried tears mixed with the rain, but I couldn't break it. He put me down, wiped my face gently with his big hand, and whispered, "why do you still like to cry."

"I miss you." I cried sadly.

He smiled proudly at the corners of his mouth, teased me and said, "Ni chuxue, do you want to be shameless?"

"I miss you, I miss you." the more you cry, the more sad you are.

The thoughts that have been overstocked all spring are poured out. I thought I could see them again calmly. One day, I would meet them. But I couldn't control the pain in my heart and cried happily.

"Well, well, you miss me, and I miss you too," he said in a low voice, with a long emotion. Then he added, "so when you pass by, come here and see you."

I sucked my nose and looked at him carefully. The rain made his face a little fuzzy. I stood on tiptoe. He shook his head, then half bent down and let me look at him.

Wipe the rain off his face and pinch it fiercely: "why do you come to see me now?"

"Ugly and fierce, how can such a woman marry?" he raised his eyebrows and stared at me.

I stepped on his foot: "don't say I'm ugly. If you want to marry me, you can't line up from here to the Taoist temple. You've been there all the time. Why don't you meet me? I really miss you."

There was some helplessness in his eyes, or didn't he say anything? There seems to be a lot of things that can't be said. Suddenly, I grabbed my hand and ran in the rain.

I like it. No matter where he takes me. It turns out that the person who doesn't give up is always me, waiting all the time.

He came and Shangguan Yu came. I wanted to laugh and couldn't stop crying.

I don't dare to think about Lou poxie. I just think about now. At this moment, he ran wildly in the rain holding me. Can't you think? If I think about it, I'm bound to hurt even the top officials.

He came, I let go of my heart, let go of everything, and ran with him in the rain.

The paintings discarded on one side spread out on the ground, and the thick dark summer color turned black.

He grabbed my hand and rushed into an inn. He asked the waiter to buy me new clothes.

After changing my clothes, I looked at shangguanyu straight. I had an idea in my mind and couldn't control it any more.

I held out my hand and looked at the officer.

He was inexplicable, smiled and said, "why? Ask me for money? It's so frustrating."

He ridiculed me with a hateful low voice, hit my palm with a big hand, raised his eyebrow and said, "No."

"I want to believe." I took back my hand and looked at him. I couldn't blink. I couldn't believe it. Shangguanyu was standing in front of me.

His deep eyes, dark and deep, made me dare not face it. I think it's too deep. I can't afford it.

He stood up and stood by the window watching the falling rain.

Summer rain always comes fiercely and then goes quickly. It is broken and falling. The bright sunshine has opened the color of a pool.

On the green lotus leaves, there are pearl like crystal clear water drops, which are bright and colorful.

When the cool wind blows, the room is full of lotus fragrance. The lotus that can be picked by tentacles is by the window.

"Shangguan, where's the letter? Last night, when you left, I couldn't leave the palace. I begged Lin Pei to help me keep you. But I don't blame you. You can't stay in the capital. You also have your pride and dignity. My husband is ambitious. I can understand. Shangguan, where's the letter you asked Lin Pei to bring back? I didn't see it. Lin Pei inadvertently lost it." I thought, What must be written in that letter? I'm dying to know.

I know Shangguan Yu very well. He won't leave without reason. Even, he doesn't take care of me.

I don't like looking at his back so much that I can't see him. His back is so lonely and proud.

He lazily supported the windowsill and said calmly, "it's early snow. I'll leave here in the next day?"

I nodded clearly, and that was his answer. It's my greed. The pain in my heart is thin and long again.

I pressed down the painful feeling. Didn't I think of it long ago? I'm a person all my life. I laugh and live by myself. It's because I haven't seen him for too long. It's because I miss him so much. Therefore, I'm daydreaming again. Heartache should be, Ni chuxue.

If you were not half hearted, if you didn't see the letter, maybe the end would not be like this.

I heaved up my breath and said with an indifferent smile, "I'm sorry, Shangguan, I'm worried about you."

"First snow." he called me softly.

I turned to look at him. Why didn't he dare look at me again? In fact, he's afraid he can't hide, isn't he?

I promised him, I promised the seven princes, I am an evil woman.

I picked up the corners of my lips and smiled, "goodbye, Shangguan."

He sighed heavily. At the moment I closed the door, he turned around. The sadness in his eyes was darker than the night in the mountains.

I closed the door and leaned against the back of the door. My heart was sour and I almost cried again.

He held back, smiled, snapped his fingers and went outside the inn.

No one knows the acid in my heart. I went outside and didn't dare to look back.

There was lotus fragrance everywhere. I hooked a big lotus leaf by the river. I sucked the fragrance and buried it in the lotus leaf and cried.

Move away again, I think, I must be red and swollen at the moment, and pearl is also colorful on the lotus leaves.

I walked a place and squatted on the grass, so that my heart didn't hurt so much.

Tears slipped into the water and disappeared.

The glory of the sunset, I calmed down and looked at me in the water.

It's really ugly, with slightly wet hair and a messy face crying.

I smiled at the water and she smiled at me. I smiled and thought, Ni chuxue is half a madman.

There is no painting. I have to go to the painting studio to talk to the boss, otherwise I will miss his money making.

As soon as I went, the old man recognized me, smiled and said, "Miss Ni, it's great. All the paintings have been sold out. Today, did you send the paintings?"