Chapter 205

I shook my head: "it rained today and all the paintings were destroyed."

"Don't worry, don't worry." he laughed happily, and his goatee turned up.

"Is my painting easy to sell?" I asked.

His eyes were round and bright: "of course, it's easy to sell. Miss Ni's paintings are in short supply, but miss Ni, don't worry. Draw slowly. Those who buy paintings will wait."

I nodded. It was a good boss. Looking at a lot of paintings displayed in the painting studio, I asked, "can you go and have a look?"

"Of course," he bowed himself and led me in.

Why do I feel strange? Even if I draw well, my business belongs to business.

Shangguanyu's accident, I think, without that rain, without seeing my helplessness and embarrassment, he will not appear. It will only upset him and hurt my heart.

What about here? I looked carefully and had to find some clues.

"Miss Ni, it will be the painting fairy fortress in three days. Miss Ni won the first prize that year. Will miss Ni still go this year?" he asked carefully.

Half narrowed eyes, looking at me, this kind of temptation, maybe I wouldn't know before, but I can understand now.

I smiled and said, "go, why not? I just like painting. How can I not compare? It's also a great pleasure to see other people's strengths and learn some differences."

Actively participate in everything, and keep yourself busy. Isn't that how the days passed?

Maybe I'll make enough money and let someone take care of the nanny. Then I'll go around and play. I won't go if it's far away, but it's almost near.

"Miss Ni, what a coincidence. This year, the youngest daughter of magistrate Lin took part in the painting of immortals."

"Oh." I chuckled, "I don't know her." how can I say that the enemy's road is narrow?

It's just, it's really predestined.

After watching for a while, I was a little disappointed. There was no shadow here, but there was a table by the empty door.

Looking through the narrow crack in the door, I saw a small plate of grapes. Dark grapes are ripe and attractive. I like to eat them. In the hospital, I ate his plate of grapes one by one.

I laughed in my heart and felt sour.

No matter how careful he is, he can't hide it.

Around me, he is everywhere.

However, it was entangled in the end. Why didn't he find a good woman? On his terms, he can find whatever he wants.

He disdains to be a prince, but he has his real ability.

I think if I don't marry all my life, will he not marry all his life? He has such a skill. I always knew that he was quite stubborn, wasn't he?

I nodded, smiled and backed out.

"Ni chuxue?" the boss called me, "I happen to have superior inkstones here, which can be sent to miss Ni to draw."

I shook my head with a faint smile on my face: "no need."

My heart hurts, not for me, but for him.

He is the one who understands me best.

His general person was him. At the border, he knew that Lou poxie was very dangerous and could die at any time, so he quit and helped me and him.

It also fulfilled my heart and achieved heartache for him.

I Ni chuxue is an asshole. Is it worth doing this to me? Am I a ruthless person? How can I be so heartless.

In the snowy night, the call came to my heart.

Love has become less important.

Like a soul broken man walking in the street, listening to the noise, who am I? I'm Ni chuxue.

If I am not happy, he will be unhappy all his life.

How did god treat me so well? Let him always guard me behind.

I hit a bottle of wine and leaned against the fence to fill it.

The darkness of the night came slowly, blowing a pot of wine.

Take a sip, I smile and read a sentence in my heart.

Then say loudly: "from today on, be happy. All people should be happy."

Take another sip, smash a jar of wine into the river, lift up your skirt and run to where you live.

"Qinhuai women are amorous. They come to look at the night sky by leaning on the railing at night. Lang Nong comes to Lang amorous. He is willing to watch the stars with Lang," I whispered.

I ran very fast and tired. At best, I was tired and fell in a large kapok field.

It is a dream like cotton wadding that opens. It is a brilliant star that lights up the starry sky and drives away the darkness of the night.

The first thing I said when I opened the door was, "nanny, I must participate in the painting fairy competition. Nanny, when someone tells you about marriage, I'll have a look."

I am not happy, he is not happy, I am not happy, he is not happy.

The nanny held my head and cried, "silly Xueer, what's the matter with you? Look at you."

What the hell, the man in the mirror is so ugly.

I patted the table: "Ni chuxue will start tomorrow, work hard to live and be happy."

If he wants to go, let him feel at ease. I can't be so selfish and always hinder him.

"Yes, my Xueer, I must let the daughter of magistrate Lin go back disheartened." the nurse's morale is higher than me.

Still remember old things and bad debts.

I looked at her with a smile. She was really old. How much she cared for me.

I shouted, "let her step down in dismay."

Two people, one old and one old, held their heads and smiled.

I lie down in bed and go from tomorrow. I want to conserve my energy and fight the painting field again.

I can't let summer slip away.

This is not like me. I want to be happy and comfortable, so that those who care about me can rest assured.

Then I can learn to stand up.

I can't rely on others. The previous days have come. I know how to love myself.

After sleeping for three days, I was so sleepy that I couldn't distinguish between day and night. How can I say sleep?

The nurse who loves me wants to spoil me. Even the rice is sent to my mouth.

I chewed and swallowed it. She said, "go back to sleep. When you have enough sleep, our little Xueer will come back."

How can I say that the wet nurse doesn't understand? She is very clever.

People call her little old woman. She's smart and powerful.

Nanny has never suffered a loss when buying vegetables. I have to admire her when I go with her twice.

Never felt that the nanny was really good at it. Let the people around marvel and give her a thumbs up.

In the past, in the Yan family, she mainly took care of me and took care of my daily life. There were special cooks in the Yan family, which made it difficult for her to develop.

I shouted: "nanny, you finally have a place to play."

She smiled and wrinkled her face into a chrysanthemum. The ruthless years still made her sideburns white.

No wonder she is in a hurry. She wants me to get married soon so that someone will take care of me in the future.

In fact, I don't have to. I can take care of myself. I'm no longer the daughter of the Yan family. I've been a maid of honor. I've almost done anything hard. The nanny will never believe that I can pick up two buckets full of water.

If you don't learn, you'll accomplish nothing.

But I can't tell the nanny like this. The nanny will be very sad. Sad at my growth, she hoped I would be taken care of like a child. Nanny is really better than my mother.

On the third day, the sun was drying my ass. when the nanny bought vegetables, she saw me still lying in bed.

He screamed, "my little ancestor, isn't the painting competition today? Why don't you get up yet."

I opened my misty eyes: "is it today?"

"Yes, just now I heard others say, eat Zongzi on July 7? Get up!"

I was surprised. A carp sat up and exclaimed, "nanny, clothes, clothes."

The wet nurse went to look through my clothes. I quickly put on my embroidered shoes and combed my hair.

What a hurry. I went out without even looking in the mirror.

After so many days of preparation, I was late on the day I needed it. I really fell asleep.

"Be careful, it doesn't matter the second," cried the nanny in a loud voice at the door.

I waved back, "all right, all right."

I turned around and smiled at her. Before I could turn back, I fell into the cotton field. The soil was stained with my new clothes. One was dirty.

Nanny really shook her head: "xiaoxueer, it doesn't matter if you are third."

I smiled and ran across the white cotton field, like a bird out of the cage.

I guess if I fall again, the nanny will say, xiaoxueer, don't be sad for the worst. The nanny likes to see you draw.

Hehe, I think my nanny has a funny spirit. In her eyes, I am always the best and most beautiful. Hehe, she thinks no young lady can compare with me.

I admire her and try not to end it.

I will never think I am the best. There are thousands of people better than me in the world. I never think I have reached the peak. There are always mountains outside the mountain, and there are always people outside the people, not for the first, just to participate in every excitement in life and ignite my painting life. I can't draw any more without knowing what to draw. I can't even read those paintings. I don't think anyone will buy my paintings if it's not shangguanyu's painting studio. Three days of sleep is enough. Everything will pass.

Today's Qinhuai River is really lively. It's crowded.

I almost couldn't squeeze in. If it weren't for the fear of the mud on my body and the fear of soiling their clothes, I don't think they would give me a way.

It turned out to be a good thing. I smiled in my heart and didn't care about their eyes. It's a blessing in disguise.

Fortunately, it hasn't started yet. I leaned against the village and gasped. In this weather, I was hot and tired.

It's strange to see a lot of people looking at me.

Touch my face. It seems that there is still some mud. Wipe it quickly. Why does it seem that there is a bunch of hair standing in front of me? Oh, my God, and the earrings that the wet nurse gave me to wear. Because of time, I only have time to bring one. Even the embroidered shoes seem to have two left feet. No wonder I fell down.

How can you be embarrassed? It's good to smile at Bojun.