Chapter 229

I don't blame you, I don't blame you. Really, let's go together. It won't be too rough if we are accompanied on a lonely road.

Forgive me, Shangguan. I can't weave a happy home with you anymore.

I have no strength to stand up.

This is God's punishment for me, who told me to fall in love with two men.

"Building breaks evil." I cried softly, tears streaming down my face.

It's not worth it. I'm just an ordinary woman. He's not afraid of death, so he followed. If it wasn't for that throw, I'd fall apart.

What a handsome and outstanding person he is. He is the dragon and Phoenix among people, just like Shangguan Yu. It's not worth it, and I'm going to marry Shangguan.

I know that if he were a Shangguan, he would be desperate.

I hate myself. Why are you always so weak? It's me who hurts, but they always have to bear it.

He seemed to move, his fingers moved, and moaned again. Before he opened his eyes, he called, "first snow, first snow."

I didn't make a sound, and tears hurt my eyes.

"Chuxue, have you gone? I'll accompany you." he cried sadly like a vast and ownerless eagle.

"I'm not dead, but I'm dying." I can still laugh.

He turned his head hard and saw me in a pool of blood. His eyes were full of pain.

I blinked: "don't come here. I have no strength. Lou poxie is doomed to let me die here."

"Not dead." he yelled, "as long as I'm here, you won't die."

"You're not a God. Where's my child? I don't dare to see the senior official without my child. Moreover, I really hurt. My stomach hurts like a knife. I don't start. I'm too tired and painful."

"The first snow." he climbed over and the hot tears fell on my face: "don't be silly. You must live. The dead don't care and don't feel, but the living really hurt your heart. Don't you know what the pain of loneliness is?"

How could I not know? Is there any pain I haven't tried.

I said, "I'm tired."

He gently wiped my tears: "if I live, I don't want you to die."

Tears flowed more fiercely: "why? I chose to go to the official."

"I don't care. I haven't dared to be wayward since I was a child. When there is no wayward in the palace, Ni chuxue, I will be wayward once. No matter who you choose to be an official or who you are, I have only you in my heart all my life. You live your life and I love me."

I think he is very silly, very silly, so silly that my whole body hurts. Consciousness slowly blurred again.

When I woke up, I was on his back, one high and one low, walking very slowly.

On his hand, there was a thick stick. The main strength also came from there. I felt that my body was fuzzy and smelled of blood.

Without speaking, tears fell on his neck drop by drop.

Why insist on letting me live? I am so pessimistic, child, hurt, Shangguan, he.

One by one, I can't tell what it looks like.

"First snow, don't be afraid." he gritted his teeth and said these words, already panting.

In this cold weather, his sweat flowed to the side of my face.

I bit him on the shoulder and told myself it was not bitter, but I couldn't stop.

"It hurts," I said.

He smiled gently: "it will hurt, chuxue. I will, I will, go out."

"I don't want to live," I cried.

"If you don't want to live, you have to live for me." he gritted his teeth and said, "the pain will pass. It's not Ni chuxue who dies."

My eyes are blurred. There is no child. How can I live to face Shangguan Yu.

He leaned dizzily against his strength. He always talked to me every other minute and told me that he was going out.

He was afraid that if I fell asleep, I would never wake up.

He told me to put my hand on his neck and by his throat.

I know he just wants to feel that I'm still alive.

I don't know how long I walked. It was dark before I saw the lights.

He shouted, "first snow, first snow, do you see it?"

I didn't see anything. I just held him tightly so that he wouldn't be frightened. I was still there.

When he got to the light, he put me aside and lay down. Then he became weak and couldn't even shout at the door.

I cried out in fear, "building breaking evil, building breaking evil."

He said weakly, "I can't bear the first snow. I told people that my left foot is broken."

My eyes are so empty that there are no more tears.

I wanted to give up my life. It was too weak, but he insisted on reciting me.

The pain all over me was tossing and turning. I used up all my strength and called, "help."

It was two old people, a couple. I was shocked. I saw Lou poxie and me covered in blood with a light. I pitifully shouted, "help him."

"Oh, old man, covered with blood, come on, bring them in first." the old woman was also frightened.

When the old woman carefully opened my clothes, the flesh and blood clothes made me faint with pain.

When I took the medicine, I woke up from the pain.

"Miss, it's lucky that my old man knows some medical skills. When he was young, he also helped people see some minor diseases. You were hurt too badly. I really can't cure it? Especially the young man. The old man said that his foot was broken and his whole body was injured."

The foot is broken. Why are you so stupid to carry me out?

In this way, it will not become a kidnapper.

"Where's my child? Aunt, no matter what price you pay, it's really important for me to see if it's good." although I feel that he's gone, I still want to bring hope, even a little bit.

She shook her head: "just now you fainted, you've been bleeding. It shouldn't be yours, miss. You're still young and there will be some in the future. Why have you been hurt all over?"

I don't know what she's talking about? It hurts, son. Shouldn't it really be mine?

After injury, there will be infection and fever.

This is what Shangguan Yu told me. I'm really hot. I've been confused and calling for children.

Lying on the bed, I called Shangguan Yu for a while, and Lou poxie for a while. One heart just wanted to be torn in half.

After all, I'll wake up. It's been several days.

Lou poxie didn't have any consciousness. The old man said, "I tried my best, but the childe was injured too badly. There's nothing I can do."

"Old man, I beg you, you save him. Even if I am an ox and a horse, I am willing to repay you."

He sighed and shook his head. "I think his foot is badly hurt, and there are knife marks on it."

"He is the hero of the Yan Dynasty, Lou poxie. He is the seventh Lord. Please." my lips have been bitten and my body has been hot for several days. I don't even have the strength to lift my body.

"I don't know how many fractures there are. Even if I try my best, I can't help it. Why don't I go to Fengcai city to find a royal doctor. I heard that there are many over there. I avoid small places, so no doctor comes." he sighed: "great hero, I shouldn't die young."

His words irritated me. I couldn't breathe because of the pain.

For a long time, I said, "old man, please go to Fengcai to find my husband Shangguan Yu. He has a way. However, we will let many people chase and kill. Please don't tell others, will you?"

The old woman also said, "these days, I've seen many officers and soldiers walking around the big village next door looking for someone. Miss, I'm a small family. I'm quite far away from there. You probably can't tell the direction before you come here. That's just right. I will hide you."

Maybe Lou Po Xie's identity subdued them.

Fengcai is the place where the plague is the most serious. The old man is not afraid of hard work and infection. He will go with a donkey.

My tears flow gently.

Shangguanyu, I want you to come, but I'm afraid you'll come.

Our child, how can it not hurt? But Lou Po's heresy is more painful for the living. I want to stand up and find you again, but I have no strength. I feel pain even when I move my fingers.

We should all live, and there will be hope if we live.

My condition was better than Lou poxie. He told me to live. I cried loudly, "Lou poxie, you have to live for me, too. Shangguan Yu is coming."

The body became extremely cold. The old woman closed the door and took care of us all day. The charcoal fire could not drive away my cold.

Why doesn't he give me a voice? I'm so depressed.

If he dies, can I live? Can you still live safely?

"First snow." a slight voice sounded slightly in the transparent outer room.

I am a little happy: "the building breaks evil."

"The first snow hurts me," he said.

My heart was twisted into a ball: "I'm in pain, but Shangguan Yu will come. You can recite me, so you have to live and use all your willpower and all your strength."

"Chuxue, I like it when you talk more. I don't want to sleep when I hear you talk."

"OK, I said, I said." but what did I say? Words did not say, tears flow first.

I think my tears these days add up to more than half my life.

"When I was in Qin Zhun, my nanny was always afraid that I couldn't get married. She asked me to dress like a flower opera and paint powder every day. You must have never seen it. I'll paint it for you in the future. It's full of pearls and emeralds."

I kept talking hoarsely.

He said, "first snow, I will hold on."

Such a sentence loosened my heart. The pain on my back and stomach were still entangled and sweating. I bit my pillow to keep the pain from coming out.

The first thing I wake up these days is to call him.

I want him to answer, so I won't be worried.